It is bad:

There is nothing that I can do about it but I think society and people were better off before social media I just do not remember before that people were so sensitive and they were looking to be offended even in the TRL generation those fans just lived and did not worry about ramifications I guess I do not really remember the my space days well I remember some people I knew were on it but it really was not a big deal I just think we are only on this planet for a short time it is not good to think of yourself as a victim or waiting to be offened. I am not sure how this can be reversed or if it can be but it needs to be.

Stay tuned:

I am not sure what the next step of this project will be but it got in my mind to take this to next level not sure what that will be but I hope that will be good. I may need a little help so stay tuned! The first time I thought about doing this project my brother told me it would be more interesting for me to have more then one prospective and when I started this project that was the plan. So I plan to take this project to the next level I am just not sure what that step will be so stay tuned! But I am hoping it will be good.

When I was growing up I wanted to be a VJ I think that will help when reading this: Not a doctor

I think it is worth noting that when I was growing up I watched MTV VH1 and even BET I truly wanted to be a VJ that was my goal. So I think it is worth noting that because I think it will make much more sense when reading this.

Do not get sucked into just one thing:

The thing I have realized never let just one thing consume you wheather that is politics religion or anything. There is a difference between religion and faith I am against religious fascism especially now because everything has become so poltical now which I do not remember when I was growing up but now it seems to me that aspects of life that were not poltical in the past have become poltical I have learned it is just not worth it. I am going to give a stupid example: when I first became a professional wrestling fan what intrigued me were the personalities and the feuds between the talent I never judged the product by how good the matches were. There is a group of fans who only judge the product by how good the matches are and judging the five star match my thinking on this is why cannot I just enjoy and allow myself to be immersed into the product why cannot I just enjoy each match instead of thinking about which match is better? I just want to enjoy the product and I also do not like the triable mentality that I see on online I think that is ruining wrestling for everyone because we are all fans we just may prefer other products over others which is no different then any other form of entertainment. One of the other problems I see fans think because they are in on what professional wrestling is and because they have access to imformation they can not allow themselves to buy into the product because they perceive themselves to be to smart to buy into the product. But these same fans can buy into a movie so I do not understand the difference I think they are taking the fun away from themselves. I just think do not let one thing ruin your relationship with someone because it is not worth it.

I am a bit on the shy side to which my response is so what who cares? But do not take that to be a weakness because I do not also do not take it as I do not like certain people because that is not the truth.

I hope I have done no harm

 There is an old saying first do no harm and second don’t be evil.   Well I really try not to be evil and also try not doing any harm.   I talked about my extenuating circstances in section #5 and that if I focused on it I would be wasting  my time that I realize that there are things that I know will not happen for me so I do not focus on it that if I did not have an intact family that loved and cared about me that would be different.   Dennis Prager has said that there was no question wheather he was going to get married or have children because that was a sign of maturity that makes a lot of sense but at the same time I do not think everyone should get married or have children I think some people get married and have children because they do not know what else to do which is terrible  because I think getting married and having children should only be something that people look forward.   I was thinking about this after watching Private Sessions: hosted:  by Lynn Hoffman on youtube I wish I had discovered this earlier  when it was on A and E while I am at it I wish I had VH1 Classic earlier.   But I discovered  more of Avril Lavigne watching her on Private Sessions on youtube I loved her song losing grip for one simple reason this song has a hard rock vibe to it.   I also loved her song hot from her album Best Damn Thing which Lynn called The Best Damn Thing which I love as well.   I have already discussed her song rock’n roll and why the song is appealing to me because it encompasses the aspects of rock’n roll.   Avril is not the first musican I think of when I think about rock’n roll which is probably why it is so interring to me.   Two songs I am going to mention bad girl featuring: Marilyn Mansion and Avril there is something appealing about this song I am just not sure what it is.   The second song is give you what you like I love this song for one simple reason the emotion.   Both of these songs are featured on Avril’s self-titled album.   

Classic Rock

 The main thing about classic rock I need to acknowledge it is really great.   It is great for younger fans who are first discovering it and those who are transported back to the time when they first heard it.   Or they hear these songs and  it gives them a nostalgic feeling and it gives them comfort.   Or it takes them back to a better time in their lives.   There is a reason this music has such longevity I have to take a step back from it because I am so close to this music.   But most people are not close to this music they want to hear a certain musican or song when they get in their car.   The thing I realized about most fans  they do not want to go any futher then what they grew up listening in other words they are going to die with it.   That seems odd to me because I am such a rock fan but I know that most fans do not want to go any futher then what they grew up listening.   But when I think about someone such as: Eddie Trunk when he was first getting into radio his band was Kiss which is fine by the way but if he had not expanded futher then that he would not be the radio  host he is.   Which is letting fans know about his love for hard rock and heavy metal his expansion of knowledge is what has made him who he is.   Which has also made fans expanded their awareness of more hard rock and heavy metal.   That is what I try to do with this blog let readers know about subjects  that I love.   But whatever anyone wants to do that is fine with me this is not a contest.   A lot of time it takes a death of a loved one for people to realize how much they mean to others.   I guess that is just human nature but I am hoping that I can take it all in so to speak but it is diffcult because life goes extremely fast but I think it is great to have a goal and that is a goal I have to be more present  and to not have regrets but I know I will but I am hoping to not over think it but take it in when things happen.    

I am not sure how anyone can prepare

There are more people out there that will vocalize how much they want  to  see someone fail they probably  do not even know who you are they do not know any of your work they just take delight in the fact that you failed so if you know that going in it will make it easier when those comments happened.   I am not even referring to famous people and the comments they deal I am just referring to those who just take delight and joy in seeing anyone fail I do not understand that mindseat.   I mentioned Dorothy I think in section #8 how I love the whole album 28 days in the valley it is really worth checking out songs such as flawless pretty when you’re high and my favorite song on the album on my knees.   The album was produced: by singer songwriter Linda Perry.   I just  love how well rounded and different this album is because it is extremely diverse.    I am not really sure how to prepare for those who want to see everyone fail I am not sure one can prepare for it but I believe in the adage that I have been hearing for years now haters are going to hate.   I have never brought into the notion of the sweetest revenge is success.   I do not believe in taking revenge on people I think all that will do is cause unnecessary pain.   

It is good for everybody involved?

 

My favorite Rolling Stones song has to be and this maybe a little generic but it is gimmie shelter I never realized how much I love this song until I heard Meat Loaf perform it.   I did not realize the melody was done with a guitar it seems so obvious after seeing the guitar and hearing the riff.   I did not get what I was expecting watching:  Impact on Twitch tonight Kenny Omega with the Inviable Hand Don Callis after winning The AEW Championship and why what happened on Wednesday occurred on Dynamite but Don Callis is a likeable jerk he is truly a jerk.   So the Inviable Hand talked about how he did not leave his international business job to host a prodcast or to be a color commenter his plan started 27 years ago when The Inviable Hand was trained by Kenny’s uncle:  The Golden Sheik in Canada so it started in Japan when Chris Jericho faced Kenny Omega.   I have to  admit I have not seen a lot of Kenny Omega’s matches or I am not really familiar with anything to do with Kenny Omega but it seems as if it will continue tomorrow night on AEW Dynamite I think this will be great for everybody involved.   To quote: Raven welcome to terriordome quote: The Raven nevermore!   

Still Dream

I was thinking about the ideas of dreams I think the act of dreaming is a postive thing because hopefully you are thinking of better days.   Even if all those dreams do not come true it is still important to never dreaming.   There will be people especially  in my case why didn’t I do it when I was younger?   It probably would have been better if one goes after their dreams when they are younger but what do they want you to lie down die?   I can’t do that and no else can either until God takes them.   When I talk about this I do not mean it in a cliché sense I mean  it not  in not becoming complacent way because that is defiantly easy to do.   I am jealous of those who know exactly what their dreams are and how to go after them but I doubt that most do.   Just keep on dreaming hope for better days and a much better life.   How do you get there is not the fun part how many times have I heard have fun out there and I say that goes after whatever it is one wants out of life is not fun but hopefully it is well worth it.   

What is wrong with buying into the fantasy? That is the place I want to be!

 Here is the great thing about professional wrestling and hard rock is the fantasy that is the fun out of it.   I think much of the fun of professional wrestling  is gone because I think some fans have forgotten that the fantasy of it that is what makes  it fun.   No fan of heavier music over thinks who these musicans and bands are Ozzy Osbourne is a perfect example of that not now but in Ozzy’s heyday his fans just enjoyed the mystery and fun.   The Red Rocker Sammy Hagar is another one but here is the thing about Sammy he is a genuinely cool dude which I respect.   My whole thing is when a musican puts whatever on they are who they are during  that time.   I do not understand why having that mystery is a bad thing I think it is wonderful.   The thing about professional wrestling and heavier music it is supposed to be a little taboo.   Think about the WWE during the Attiude era parents would wonder should I let me my kids watch it?   Then critics look at it as a soap opera for males a lot of fans look fondly on the attiude era and they wish the product could be more like that now.   I do not think the attiude era was that good because it gave fans so much constanly to where it immune fans to what used to draw heat.   But there was also some great things about ECW and the attiude era is that fans bought into everything especially ECW fans because they were so called smart marks but yet they allowed themselves to be immersed into the product that is truly a beatuful thing and that is the place I want to be.   The same thing with rock’n roll I want to be fully immersed into the music I want to buy into the theatrical role for a little while.   Wheather that is a guitar riff or a persona that the musicans and bands are trying to project on stage I want to buy into it.   

I do not understand the purse of fame

 I do not understand the purse of fame or wanting to be famous I guess with social media and the like everybody wants to be a so-called star.   I do not get it I think becoming famous should only be an accident but that is just me.   I have to admit that  with Kenny Omega becoming The AEW Champion I really do not follow AEW for no particular reason but what intrigued me about what happened this past Wednesday on AEW Dynamite I saw Don Callis on commentary that was one I reason I wanted to check it on Youtube.   So I have never really followed Jon Moxley  so when it looked like Kenny Omega was hurt on the outside   after he landed on the hot speakers and The Invisible Hand got up from commentary and stood up on the ring apron to tell the referee he was hurt and possible could not continue.   The AEW doctor came and checked on Kenny but when Don had a microphone it landed in Kenny Omega’s hand and he hit Moxley with it and busted him open and then Kenny hit his finisher on Moxley and Kenny becomes the brand new AEW champion.   Kenny and The Inviable Hand ran out of the building and when the interviewer: asked Don what is going?   He said Kenny and I will tell you all about it this Tuesday interview said but Dynamite is on Wednesday.   Then Don said this Tuesday night Impact Wrestling on AXSTV me and Kenny we'll tell you all about it as: they get into a limousine and left.     If AEW and Impact work together I think that is a great thing because I do not want to see a repeat of AWA’s Superclash 3 pay-per-view where all of these territories tried to join forces to try and compete with the WWE.   I do not think AEW or Impact will compete with the WWE but I think both companies provide opportunities for talent to get noticed and get over.   That is not the only reason because there are other factors that people in the industry  are trying to accomplish.   In my opinion the WWE system is not best place for everyone  to prosper and just because it is not the best place for everyone to be successful that does not mean that they do not have the talent.    I hear WWE die hearts say that and I  think it is a misnomer.   But hopefully it can benefit both companies and will be better  for the industry.   I always look forward to Impact on AXSTV and Twitch every Tuesday I want to see what will happen next?   I was thinking about this there are really not a lot of outlets for fans of heavier music because when I was growing up MTV had The Headbanger’s Ball hosted: by Riki  Ratchtman then there was Alternative Nation also on MTV hosted: by Kennedy.   But now there are really no outlets for this music Youtube is not really an outlet because fans have to know where to find new music.   Eddie Trunk’s radio shows have been a great outlet for fans to know about new hard rock and metal musicans and bands but I wish fans still had an outlet such as: Headbanger’s ball.   

Make it when you are young

 So go to the place where they are making the thing that you like.   That is advice from Conan O’Brien.   I love that advice I am not going to lie but my question is how do you get there?   When you get to be a certain age most people will tell you to give up because most who made it usually did it when they were young.   I will admit that I do not feel like I use to but I do not understand that at all.   Beau Hill was the recorder producer: for bands such as: Ratt Winger and Fiona Flangan.   But I would think Beau is probably best known for his collaborations with Ratt and that makes perfect sense because he was able to mix their albums in a clear crisp way.   I think and hope that whole blacklash that went against Winger is gone thanks to the internet.   I would say mostly the internet is bad but it is great for young people like me who do not remember the blacklash that happened when the Grunge era hit.   I would say the band Winger was probably better then most of the other musican and bands of the era.   Fiona Flangan just had this raspy wonderful epic voice.   But unfortunaly I think Fiona is not as well known as I think she should be.   Fiona did this movie in 1987 with Bob Dylan called Hearts of Fire and what Fiona said in an interview that when you think about in the 80s Bob Dylan really was not Bob Dylan at the time.   I’ll take her word for it.   A year earlier Fiona was in an episode: of Mimi Vice in titled: Little MS. Dangerous.   Fiona explained it in that same interview this way in the 1980s producers were looking for musicans to be on TV shows.   I guess that is why there were musicans such as: Laura Brangian on an espiode: of Chips and Glenn Fry was also on an espiode of Mimi Vice.   Also Ted Nugent was also featured on an espiode: of Mimi Vice it might have been called Little MS. Dangerous because Uncle Ted performed the song Little MS. Dangerous so I am not sure about that.   But Fiona did a great job as Jackie the cute little psycho.   My favorite Winger album has to be Winger 3 In the Heart of The Young.   

I hope I did not make this about me.

There is so much truth to the saying that misery loves company just looking at the headlines that make the news they are all negative and anyone who says that does not rub off on others they are either lying or naïve  or they know that negative headlines are what get clicks I do not know what to do with negative headlines or those who are always down on something.   Those times will come in life the worst thing is to add to it.   Avril Lavigne’s album The Best Damn Thing the song I first discovered  was hot I really discovered  a lot more  of Avril’s album from watching Private Sessions hosted by Lynn Hoffman.   I really wish I discovered stuff before these shows end but that is alright.   I love Lynn has a host I find her to be extremely positive and she is extremely  attractive.   Which is not important I know but I would be lying if I did not say that helped.   What I like about rock fans such as: Eddie Trunk he is authentic about his opinions and recommendations to his listeners.   I may not agree on everything he likes or dislikes but his opinions are truly valued.   The band Rush is a perfect example of a band that I respect but I really do not care.   I really do not like Steel Panther  I find them to be just like Eddie that they are a parody of the 1980s hard rock era but that does not make Eddie a hater and that does not make me a hater  either.   I really love Avril’s song when you’re gone from her album Best Damn Thing I agree with Lynn Hoffman it is the best damn thing.   I also really like Pink’s song called: nobody knows from her album I’m not dead.   I like the lyric what are you going to do when an angel goes away?   It is just a really  excellent song extremely heart felt.   I would say probably my favorite Pink song is me and ur  hand which is also from I’m not dead.   I really relate to the song rock show from Halestorm you’ll find your place in the world tonight man that just makes sense to me.   Another song I really like is called I like it heavy this is an awesome song there is just so much in this track that I truly relate that I would like to be a part.   I do consider myself to be a fan of more music that I consider to be hard rock and  not metal.   But I do not really make that distinction because I find it to be extremely stupid to me it’s the same as arguing whether Dave Grohl is metal or not?   My whole thing is do you like it or not is it good or bad?   The whole hard rock metal debate I find to be a waste  of time.   Just have fun and try to grow the music that you love in a respectable way because we need it.   I do not want this type of music to go away but it can if it is not preserved.   I hope I have not made these discussions about music that I love about me.   There are stories where I talk about myself and I have written about music and why it connected with me at a certain time.   There have also been extremely personal potions that are extremely personal where I talk about depression faith and what I struggle because I truly do it  has always been extremely threptic for me to write about  and not have to put on this façade that I think a lot of Christans put on when they are a round other Christans which does not do anyone a bit of good.   I am not  a fan of people who use their faith for evil or cruelness and then  hide behind their faith to justify their cruelness.   Sometimes I think it would be better if those people were not Christans to being.   I think faith sometimes makes people stupid  or naïve where they just go tattling on everyone.   I think calling people out on their sin is important but I think that should be done in a non-combative way.   I really like the alternative rock band Hole I think they were extremely overlooked during their heyday.   I would be doing a disservice if I did not acknowledge Courtney Love’s talent on songs such as: Malibu or Doll Parts.   Which I only knew about because Doll Parts was The Dollhouse’s entrance theme: in TNA Impact the members of The Dollhouse were: Marti Bell Jade and one of my favorite TNA Knockouts Rebel.   Their leader was Taryn Terell.   

I always think about what would I want to know about if I was just a fan because that is what I am

 

I have always thought about what I would want to know about as a fan because that is what I am.   There are people out there who have the mind set that if I do not have an audience that I will not create or put my material  out there.   In Chris Hardwick’s book The Nerdist Way: how to get to next level in your real life create anyway regardless of wheather you have an audience or not just “create anyway that is an extremely self-defeating attiude and is an excuse when I get right down to it.   So get rid of it.   A creative person creates regardless.   Would I like to have more than one person’s prospective on this?   You bet I would but I do not think that is possible at this point.   When I think about what I want to write about I always think about when it comes to both professional wrestling and rock’n roll music I always think what would I want to know if I were just a fan reading this.   But the main thing I want to stress all  of this is my opinion when it comes to music for example all I can do is go with what I hear.   This is something I never understood and listening to Eddie Trunk got me to think about this he said that he never subscribed to the notion of it’s hip so I have to like it.   Or if someone does not like something they are haters or they take it personally.   That takes a lot of the fun out  of this.   I wish a lot of AEW fans did not take any of the critiscm so personally.   I hope people notice that I only focus on music that I enjoy there are just so many more musicans and bands that I love that I do not feel  they get the recognition that they deserve.   It is one of the things that made Eddie Trunk  want to get into radio because there were all of these musicans and bands that he loved that so many fans were unaware.   Eddie’s first band was Kiss and it took him a long time according to him to explore different musicans and bands.   Eddie Trunk was the first ever host to have a heavy metal radio show.   But that is what I try to do here is to write about musicans and bands that I truly love.   I want fans to know about musicans and bands that I think are underappreciated  or underated.   Others may not agree with me and that is fine that is the fun of it.   I need to correct something I wrote in the previous section Lance Hoyt Jimmy Rave with Christy Hemme I think  they were known as: Rock’n Rave they had a program with LAX : Homicide and Hernandez and they had a mystery female attack Christy and Rock’n Rave TNA and Spike TV came up with a policy that male on  female violence would not be tolerated.   Until Final Resolution that January where the mystery female unmasked and was revealed.   I need to also correct The Voodoo Queen Roxxi Laveaux: is from Kong Square  New Orlands Louisiana.   I’ll say it again I wish I had a girlfriend just like that.   I also have never ever subscribed to the notion of this musican or band has become more well-known or mainstream I am not a fan anymore.    I do not understand that.   There are fans out there who are like that two examples: The Eagles and Veruca Salt check out this song the morning sad from their 1997 album Eight Arms to Hold You.   Louise Post’s guitar playing on this track is really awesome.   Jim Shapiro’s drumming is one of the things that makes this song wonderful.   Eight Arms to Hold You also features:  shutterbug which the band performed on both The Jenny Mccarthy  Show on MTV: The 10 spot  and Saturday Night LIVE.   Eight Arms to Hold you also features a deep track called finally mine which is a favorite of mine.   Before anyone says well Bon Jovi became more mainstream  after their album Keep the Faith which I think is still their best album.   But what makes Bon Jovi different from the two bands I mentioned I do not think The Eagles and Veruca Salt ever went into a competly different direction into something  totally different then what they started as.   I do like the first Bon Jovi music video I saw called it’s my life.   The first Jon Bon Jovi music video I saw on VH1 was midnight at Chelsea from Jon’s solo album Destination Anyway released: in 1997.   This music video was my first ever exposure to anything Bon Jovi.   I think The Eagles did not face backlash until their album Hotel Calfornia was so successful but the band did not change.   Chris Jericho told a story about  how he saw Ronnie James Dio interact with fans Chris asked Ronnie you sign every autograph?   Ronnie said yes every autograph because “You’ll won’t remember  them but they’ll never forget”.   Ronnie also stressed to Chris that “they will also remember if you blow them off”.  

Keep up with those dreams do not lose them I will not #2

 The one thing I made a mistake  on Jimmy Rave made his return to TNA Impact at TNA No Surrender in a gauntlet match.   What made this confusing is Jimmy Rave Lance Hoyt and Christy Hemme did not form a faction in a traditional sense because Jimmy just walked to the ring with Christy and Mike Tenay said that he was a part of The Rock’n Rave Infection with Lance Hoyt and Christy Hemme.   I just wanted to clear that up.   I gotta no friends cause they read the papers I am feeling really shot down and I feeling mean.   Lyrics: from no more MR nice guy Oh Alice Copper had it right.   That is a reference to section #2 of this blog.   The hungry from The Distillers Brody Dalie’s vocals are amazing but I noticed listening to it the guitarist just lays out the guitar riff which is extremely rare the only other example: where the guitar riff is just laid out there by the guitarist is suffocate me from Angelfish.   Shairly Manson’s lull in her vocals are extremely disturbing and haunting which is why I love it fool! I do not mean that anyone is a fool I just got carried away.   Ted Nugent said something that I defiantly agree with on That Metal Show on VH1 Classic that the riff for little MS. Dangerous is so perfect.   I think Uncle Ted is one of the finest guitar player in rock’n roll.   Pretty much all of those guitarists from Michigan are amazing for example: MC5.   It is quite an experience to hear a distorted guitar for the first time!   

Keep up with those dreams do not lose them: I will not

 

I have thought about perceived slights  that were not meant to be perceived slights but that is the whole point of perceived slights in the first place they were not intended.   I thought about Ronnie James Dio about how important it is  to give fans  their “moment” it is not just about famous people it is about everyone that is just as important to me.   So perceived  slights are the vibes that I do not  want to give.   I used to say and I meant just thinking about Roxxi years later I wish I had a girlfriend just like that.    Roxxi Laveaux The Voodoo Queen from New Orleans Louisiana.   Roxxi was brought in by BG James and Kip James the Voodoo Kin Mafia/VKM to naturalize Christy Hemme after she recruited Basham and Damaja to challenge VKM.   Then Lance Hoyt joined Christy after turning on BG and Kip and the two of them formed The Rock’n Rave Infection with Jimmy Rave.   But I think Jimmy Rave only joined Christy at TNA No Surrender during a  Gauntlet match in September of 2007.   They did not develop the gimmick of The Rock’n Rave Infection until they debuted on Impact at the end of January  the following year.   Which again was  an absolute  missed opportunity.   But I do not know all of the factors of why The Rock’n Rave did not get the proper run that I think they deserved the only thing I can figure is that Lance got an opportunity in the WWE/ECW brand and then that left Jimmy alone.   Or it could have been a result of The Feast or Fired match at Turning Point  in December of that same year.

I do not like getting out of my comfort zone: Who does?

I do not like getting out of my comfort zone who does?   I do not think anyone does but one thing for certain is that if one does not leave their comfort zone.   But if one does not do it there is no chance of emotional  or spiritual growth there is absolutely none which I have to admit sucks but it is freeing at the exact same time.   But as I stated previously I want to live as full of a life as possible and the only way for me to do that is by leaving my comfort zone.   There will be limits  I know especially for me I have extenuating circumstances I know which I have made peace.   I went into detail on this in section #5 if anyone wants to review it.   But time is very limited that is just fact.   Christan Cage became The Instant Classic in TNA which I think he is embarrassed about his TNA run but it carried over into his WWE/ECW return .   Which I went into detail about also in section #5.   I was thinking about this in section #5 I started off the section talking about my love for the rock band Halestorm more specifically Lzzy Hale but the whole band are wonderful folks.   Then I talk about my love for Brody Dalle The Distillers  and Spinerette etc.   I love Brody’s vocals and she is an excellent guitar player.   These bands were kind of an underground rock scene.   How I discovered Brody was her duet with Shairly Mansion called girl talk.   Then I discovered her first track as a solo artist don’t mess with me which is more mainstream and poppy.   Then I discovered her more heavier rock stuff with The Distillers and Spinerette.   Which is more up my ally.   Not to say that her album Diploid Love is bad it’s not but it just more mainstream.   I have just become more of a fan of The Distillers and Spinerette but I have to admit it probably does not fit with my discussing my extenuating circumstances which is fine because I am proud of it.   I first discovered who Lzzy Hale is when she a guest on VH1 Classic’s That Metal Show and then I went in search of all things Halestorm.   I still can not believe what Meat Loaf told Lynn Hoffman that his mom told him he could not care a tune in a bucket.   What is worse is Meat Loaf agreed that he knows how to feel a song.   I was listening to two out of three an’t  bad it is a really great and  a beautiful song.   So I think MR. Loaf is defiantly selling himself short.   So Christan Cage becomes The Instant Classic in TNA he teams up with Robert Roode with Traci Brooks/MS. Brooks and Kaz teamed up with Booker T.   The tag took place at Turning Point: Sunday December 2nd, 2007.   This was when Kaz was coming off a run defending Christan Cage in a ladder match at Genesis 2007.   The next Thursday on Impact he faced Kurt Angle for the TNA World Heavyweight Championship on November 15th, 2007.   This match gave me my passion back to be a fan again.   Also this was the match that sold me on Kaz.   Mike Tenay thought the ladder match at Genesis was the match that sold him on Kaz I can understand either opinion.   I know that there will be fans that argue that the only reason this match was good is that Kurt Angle carried Kaz I disagree this match might have solidified Kaz because he did this amazing arm drag to Kurt and when  Kurt got him in the Angle lock he countered it with a beautiful arm drag.   Kaz did one high arm drag and one low arm drag.   To me I  am not sure why Kaz was never TNA World Heavyweight Champion he was that good.   Kaz formed a pretty impressive tag team with The Fallen Angel Christopher Daniels called The Bad Influence.   But I think The Fallen Angle or Kaz should have been  World Champions they are both that good.   I do not understand why either of them were not world champions during their respected TNA runs.   I hope they are getting those runs in AEW.   I never though The Rock’n Rave Inflection got the recognition that they deserved.   I know that Christy Hemme had to retire due to a neck injury and Lance Hoyt got an opportunity with the WWE/ECW but I just think they had much more to offer.   Especially Christy maybe she felt uncomfortable as a bad chick but I found her to be extremely appealing.   But I hope that Lance Hoyt gets more of an opportunity in AEW.   Keep up with those dreams do not lose them.   I am not!   

Not the best way

 I just want to follow up on something I said earlier about how does one  accomplish whatever they want to accomplish without coming off as a jerk because as I said being nice is paramount to me.   Because I do not think the tired of one’s banging is  the best-case scenario.   The reason I bring this up I want to live as full of a life as possible.   One way of doing that is figuring out how to do that the right way and not forcing yourself on the public.   Where it gets so bad where people are practically nauseated by your inquiry which I have been guilty.   Again I want to live the most fulfilled life I can.   In order to do that one most of the time have to make themselves uncomfortable with out making others uncomfortable.   

When does it get to a point where people just get tired of banging?

I was thinking about those who go after their dreams does it get to a point where the people just get tired of your banging but the most important question I have is how does one do this without coming off as a jerk because I am always  concerned  with being nice to people that is the most  important: aspect to all of this.   It is great to have dreams and goals but being kind to people is paramount to me. What I am jealous of are the people who know what they want and are able to go after it but for some reason I think that is extremely rare. 

Expressed it better then I could

 

Eddie Trunk said something on his radio show that I have been tying to express through out this blog but I think Eddie expressed  it better when I hear people who express that you have to have to like something to stay young and hip I subscribe to the young part but not to the hip part.   Or what Eddie said that if someone does not like something you are hating on something.   But it is just an opinion that really does not make sense to me.   I do not understand the notion of asking someone for an opinion and I guess they expect you to like it and you don’t they will say so and so is hating on this musican or band.   I feel the same  way as Eddie all I can go with is what I hear and how I hear it.   I hope that clears up some confuession.   But it is the exact same thing to me as going to a hard rock or heavy metal show and thinking I have to dress in all black scream and get tattoos and that is not coming from with in that drives me crazy.   This type of music is all about being authentic which is the whole point of this music.   Most importantly it takes away the fun out of it.