No one knows for sure where anything will take them

 

I will always maintain that no one ever knows the impact that they have on other people I think most people hope that they have a postive influence on other people I do not know anyone who wants to have a negative impact on anyone even if you do not like a person I think you want to have a positive influence on others.   But here is the most important thing to remember no one can control what others think.   That does not mean not caring what others think because I think that is important but no one can control what anyone thinks.   I think people wonder about the positivity aspect of myself like how can I be positive?   It is not easy and I do not think it is easy for anyone but it is well worth doing.   These are the same people who ask what do you have to be depressed? Or oh you are just trying to get attention man I  think that stigma needs to go away.   I do think there are people who are just unable to be happy but I think for the majority of people they can it just takes work and persistence I am just going by my own experience if you are not persistence in trying to be happy you will never be happy.   I think the notion of pretending everything is okay or toughen up is a huge problem no one I knows wants that kind of negative attention so that definitely needs to change.   I am not a big talker of my feelings so most of my issues I had to work out myself I had a lot of help but the first thing that needs to be acknowledged is you have a problem.   This is different then wanting to matter I hope everyone wants to matter on some level but it is a lot like anyone who is any good they do not do anything for fame or anything other then I have to make this thing come alive.   I discovered today and the main reason I have chosen to write about this song it caught my ear and this might be my only chance to write about it mystery of love from Little Miss Dangerous: Fiona Flangan mystery of love this is a song I would not expect from Fiona this is a great underrated ballad I have to say that mystery of love might be my second favorite song on the album: Squeeze.   I wish I had another description for Fiona's voice other then raspy because she has a really good singing voice but she also is a very raspy talker.   I am a huge fan of Beavis and Butt-Head I have rediscovered watching by purchasing the full collection the main reason I decided to write about Beavis and Butt-Head not only because I am a huge fan Beavis and Butt-Head had a influence on me.   I am not sure the next time I will have to write about or wove it in there so I just wanted to mention Beavis and Butt-Head because it did have an influence on my sense of humor.   I have read from fans that the 2011 Beavis and Butt-Head failed it may not have worked out like Mike Judge or even MTV wanted it to be but I am not sure I would say it failed I think it is just a generational shift but I do not think it failed.   The movie of Beavis and Butt-Head is also really great the thing that makes Beavis and Butt-Head great it is timeless there are so many wonderful references that make the show great it is a lot like music I think if music is good it does not matter how old the music is if it is good it does not matter.   I think that  it is just the nature of art if it is good it will connect.   

My opinion on both Rich Swan and Kenny Omega

 

I just watched the Rebellion main event title for title match Rich Swan VS. Kenny Omega I have to say the match was extremely well done but in my opinion Rich Swan proved more to me how good Rich is even though Kenny became the Impact Champion my opinion on Kenny has not changed.   I think it  is sad that when someone disagrees with Dave Meltzer that they need to be educated professional wrestling is art meaning it is subjective.   I think Dave has lost prospective this is supposed to be fun we are not all going to agree.   Dave has a right to his opinions but I think his prospectives are influencing to many in the industry.   In other words: if every performer changes what they are doing to get a good review  that makes absolutely no sense to me.   I think Dave's prospective should be valued I am just not a fan.   But I think this matchup was extremely well done especially when I think about there were two referees for this match and in my opinion Kenny Omega did not defend Rich Swan clean I was hoping that watching this main event match up would change my prospective on Kenny Omega but it did not.   But still this match up showed me how good Rich really is he pulled a lot of things out that surprised me but he could definitely hold his own against Kenny Omega I read a review of the match where someone said this match made Rich Swan a star and I agree.   Mauro Ranallo really added a lot to this match up I hope he does more with Impact.   Mauro said in an interview: that calling the main event of Swan and Omega at Rebellion gave him his passion back for professional wrestling so I hope he does more with Impact if it benefits him.   I think Impact and AEW should be proud of this once in a generational match up.   I like Don Calis I respect him especially after he took the time to answer my question on Twitch because my questions can be long winded and none of the talent own the fans anything but the fact that the Invisible Hand took so much time to answer my question I truly view and I am more of a fan of his and Impact.   I have said many harsh things about him and his association with Kenny Omega but I do really respect him.   I have the up most respect for Scott D’amore and Don Callis in turning around Impact.   I do not think or I  know that both Scott and Don do not get enough credit for turning around Impact not that I do not  have respect for both Jeff Jarrett and Dixie Carter but I think Scott and Don’s success at Impact flies under the radar for most fans.   But I am looking forward to watching the full event of Rebellion the one thing I am not going to do is break down every match and overthink every match I am going to just try and enjoy as a fan.   I am not against or hate Dave Meltzer or fans that subscribe to his newsletter the wrestling observer I think Dave and those fans have a different philosophy of what the business is how it should be viewed by fans etc.   Which is okay with me.