the stigma needs to end:

 I think it is important for me illustrate that the only reason that I believe I deserve every wonderful thing I want in my life has to do with my belief in God nothing else that is my foundation.   I do not believe God wants us to live miserable lives no I believe God wants us to be at our best but at times that is not possible because of depression and just plain life gets in the way.   But God does not want us to be depressed for the rest of our lives I believe he wants us to break out of that and any time someone is depressed they are not wasting time selfish or weak.   That is something I often hear so and so is just selfish there are indviuals who are depressed just to seek attention but that is not the majority I do not think.   Also anyone who is depressed they are not wasting time they need help and support from family and friends etc.    The problem is a lot of people do not have that and are not sure where to turn.   But I  have often thought when I have come out of a depression that I wasted time I could have been more productive.   I think it is important for me to note: that anything  that I have written about women has been all in fun and should not be viewed any  further then that.   This is certainly a transitional time for me a place where I never thought I would be I hope as time goes by things become more clear.   One of the goals of the tag me campaign founded: by Christy Hemme is to end the stigma around mental health because there are still so many afraid to ask for help.   Which I hope to change as well.    

I do not understand the notion of wanting a company to fail?

 I do not understand the notion of wanting or rooting for a company to fail if you are a true wrestling fan that does not make any sense to me it has become such a niche product  anyway which breaks my heart.   I want AEW to be successful I know that is shocking but they have their fan base and I hope it  continues to  grow also I am ecstatic that Impact Wrestling has been around in some shape or form for 20 years now because I remember reading at the time from the experts do not support NWA Total Non-Stop Action because it was not going to last long so whatever happens that will always be an awesome feet that can not never be taken away.   I hope W. Morrisey becomes the new Impact World Champion by defending Moose at No Surrender LIVE: from New Orleans  tonight it is impossible for me not to root for this guy after all he has been though whatever he goes I hope he has many successful runs.   There are some people who believe I think professional wrestlers should stay in character  always.   I am not suggesting that but I think the ora should remain the same.   I hate terminology of character there are more people for you then against you.   I would like to celebrate the 30th anniversary of Wayne's World I really enjoy both of them for different reasons it really still holds up those characters in Wayne's World are the type of people I wish to be because their out look on life which is I am going to have fun in life no matter what!   Which is a beautiful philosophy but not very productive.   Party On!  

Just having one prospective is not right!

 I think one of the main aspects that are turning professional wrestling fans a way is the notion of being allowed to just one prospective that is getting much worse.   I think that has been the fun of it.   The second is the political correctness that has effected the entire industry where if just one fan gets offended  that is not acceptable and needs to be taken out.      The third: professional wrestlers are not playing characters which is  not exactly the same as: a movie or television show they are extensions of their own personalities just amplified in a way where  they are not acting.   I should be able to say that and not be mocked for it.   No one should be mocked for just stating a prospective.   If fans do not understand that is not my fault they should do more research on a different prospective.   No I am not trying to take the fun out of this I am just stating a different prospective also fans should be allowed to buy into this otherwise there is no reason to do this.   I would be happy to explain this prospective to anyone if they want me to do so.   I have loved this art-form or  entertainment for a long time but just being allowed to have just one prospective has really drained my passion and enthusiasm.   I am not willing to give up those aspects of professional wrestling that make it the most unique.   Fans of the past are often mocked by fans of today thinking those fans were all  imbeciles because they believed all of this was real and it is all good now.   That is not it the talent went out of their way to get fans to believe it because they believed it themselves.     Please understand:  I am not trying to tell any fan that their prospectives are wrong and I am not going to argue with anyone.   This is not that important to me just allow me to have my own prospective.   I am also not trying to make this more complicated then it is I am trying to illustrate problems that I see which are exhausting.   I am not suggesting that everyone should just agree with me because I am not against having conversations or debates what I am against is people starting fights for no good reason or being accused of "trolling" whatever that means just because I do not have their exact same prospective.   Those are the many things that are turning away so many die hard wrestling fans.   It is often illustrated by promoters and writers that write  look at all these fans chanting and enthusiasm for a certain brand but those fans are only doing what they have been conditioned not genuine emotion of past fans.   Which I am hoping that this is just a case  of fans just being so passionate about their own  prospectives but I think they forget about others prospectives which drains the passion out of me.      

manage my mental health

 At this point in time I am going to make concerned effort to manage  my mental health and no I am not weak I just know at this point in time it is going to be a challenge but it is well worth doing.   If I could go back playing those Smackdown games I would have taken it more seriously meaning I would  not have tried to  join my brother's group his superstar Lobotomize and his friend's superstar Raptor the name of the tag team Darkside and or Zero Tolerance those were some of the best wrestling games I have ever played.   I definitely wish I had taken more advance of those times I miss those times.   The main reason I feel that it was tag team or a faction a faction: in professional wrestling is a group where they are more then two indviuals.   Tommy Dreamer said something during a promo  on Tuesday February 9th  2021 on Impact on AXSTV to  build up  to his Impact World Championship match with Rich Swan  during No Surrender 2021 on Impact Plus.    I wanted to bring that up because it helps bring that passion and enthusiasm which I need to get back.   There are diffidently some really bad people in this world that is why we all need an escape.      

Mental health is #1

 I can not stress how important taking care of your mental health is because once that  is managed everything else will fall into place.   There are so many people that seemingly have everything and are miserable and I do not mean that in a negative way it is what what it is and taking care of a friend's mental health and your own mental health should never be dismissed and it often is and it should not be.   No one wants to go and ask for help because it is embarrassing for the person asking for help.   I do not think most people want that type of attention and it is in  no way a sign of weakness.   Yes there are definitely some people who are just looking for attention but I do not think that is the majority there are some people who want to be victims but that is not the majority and if someone asks what do you have to be depressed?   I can tell you most people who say that mean well or who are ignorant.     I am not sure what happiness is what the meaning of being happy means I am hoping that as I grow older I hope I understand more about what happiness is because it is extremally important not only for you but the people who are around you it is better for society.   As Dennis Prager often says on his radio show the happy make the world better and the unhappy make the world worse.   So being happy is definitely a noble pursuit but if you are not sure but if you are not sure what the act of being happy entails but for me taking care of my mental health is number one for me every day.   I am not special this goes for everyone and and every one feels like failure during certain points during their lives and if you do not know that you have support it will make it almost impossible to get through those periods in your life.   No one wants to talk about situations like this but it extremally important to prevent future tragedies and happiness is a complicated issue.   I deserve every good thing in my life and I am not special but I definitely believe in God but that does not mean that I do not get upset and angry with God I have a hard time not getting agitated and irrigated with God on some level when I think about all the injustices that take place it is impossible for me not.   I deserve everything good that I want in this life and my main reasoning for that is my belief in God and I think God wants everyone to live their best lives and I believe everyone deserves to live their best lives which goes back to my belief in God.   There is definitely work that has to be put.   I never have ever believed that anyone deservers or needs bad things to happen in their lives there  are definitely some really bad and evil people out there and I do not think they deserve good things to happen in their lives either.   Happiness is not a choice for many there are a lot of people who want to be happy but are unable.    

Big Cass/W. Morrisey on Facing Depression and Anxiety: Please watch if you need help you are not weak just ask for help there are more people who are for you then against you: think about how life would be without you the pain they leave behind.

another clarification

 I believe the mentality of the smart marks is that the entire business of professional wrestling was based on a con and that they are too smart to buy into the con so they completely ignore the illusion so to speak.   So instead of enjoying the product they throw around buzz words that they have no idea what they mean but they think they do.   So depending on anyone's view the business was or is based on a con and if any fans brought into the product in the past they were being coned and the promoters thought the fans were suckers now I think it is important for me to note that I have never believed this but many fans and the media believe this.   But I have always believed that promoters always respected the fans they were just trying to give the fans an escape which to me was the fun of it.   Not breaking down segment by segment and thinking was that planed or did someone screw up? I just have never understood the mindset of the promoters believing that the fans were stupid but depending on your view there are fans who believe that now the mindset of those fans is now we are all smart and we can't be fooled like that.   None of these prospectives are wrong but there is definitely an impasse between these fans.   I have always believed that promoters and talent who kept the ora not always staying in "character" or persona but when a fan saw them in public they looked like someone.   I used the word or term "character" to illustrate a point but I against using it.   There was a phrase on MTV's Singled Out which was hosted by: Chris Hardwick and Carmen Electra took over as co-host called make up nookie now the word nookie is just a fun word to say regardless of what it means.   When I have written about politics in past sections I never tried to do it in a condescending way but in an entertaining informative way everything I have done I have tried to keep the mindset of how do I make this entertaining?   I do not think most people understand the damage and danger of the left which I did not until I become aware of it and I started studying the history of it.   For example: the left has never been for freedom of speech and the left has never loved America.   Which we are witnessing now with the rise of cancel culture silencing voices that may be considered dangerous.   Those are the voices who I try to defend the most because that is the speech that most needs defending.     

I am still a fan of professional wrestling but in my own way

 I love professional wrestling I always will so when I hear people tell me that I am not a wrestling fan it truly bothers me I may not enjoy it the way I am supposed to by the "experts" but I love this art-form it is the most unique art-form ever created because it is not like any other form of entertainment and I  am not willing to give that up.   I have to thank Jim Cornetee for helping me form much of my opinions on professional wrestling which helped me understand what made or makes professional wrestling a different and unique form of entertainment if that makes me sound crazy I do not care because I have read the WWE's prospective on what the business is and I have read Cornete's commentary and his commentary makes the most sense to me.   I wish everyone could read Jim Cornete's commentary called Character Actors: if it can be found.   Even if you disagree and still subscribe to the WWE's philosophy  I think it should be read just for a different view point.  All this is a difference of opinion and that is all it should be viewed as.   I am not boycotting Impact Wrestling I have chosen not to support them anymore.  I still love Impact Wrestling.     I am glad that Impact let Tommy Dreamer return backstage the company did the right thing.   So during his suspension I felt guilty and still do for some strange reason that I could not longer  support Impact that I do not understand.   I felt as if I am turning my back on Tommy. and House Of Hardcore/HOH.   But what I can not stand and I am troubled by is the political correctness and notion of being allowed to have just one opinion that is why it is called an opinion it is nether right or wrong but we are now living in a society where all who have a different opinion must be reprimanded and erased.   For those of you who think we are making process I disagree I still love Impact Wrestling I want them to be successful I want the WWE to be successful I also want AEW to be successful and also the NWA etc.   I truly would be a fool to want any company to fail the more places there are the more opportunities talent will have.   That is all that is provided in professional wrestling/sports entertainment an opportunity.   I am not sure what makes a person a fan of professional wrestling any more because I can tell you the elements which drew me has been lost.   I can tell you what draws fans away from being fans which is calling fans names who do not get it or who are confused  by the product makes me  and others not want to support and watch the product.   With all of those elements lost this product will only appeal to a niche audience Which I wonder if that is what they want?    Because that is what is happening.   Those fans enjoy the product just not in the way I want them to because they believe they are in on what the product is or should be which makes all the difference in the world.   When I first became a fan of professional wrestling  and discovered it myself it was going into WWE's Summer Slam 1999 the match between Stone Cold Steve Austin and Triple H for the World Wrestling Federation Championship keep in my mind I knew nothing about professional wrestling but I got drawn in by my hatred of Triple H and my support of Stone Cold.   I just wanted someone to beat Triple H because I found him to be an arrogant evil induvial who constantly talked about how good he was.   I did not even care if Triple H died that is how much I despised him.   But unfortunaly for me Triple H became new World Wrestling Federation Champion which made me hate Triple H even more because all he did was brag about how he told the fans how he was going to become the new World Wrestling Federation Champion and that Stone Cold was probably lying in a hospital bed with some "proustite" I was not sure Stone Cold was going to return.   I was happy  that Stone Cold was going to return at the Survivor Series 1999 in November but unfortunaly Stone Cold was hit by a car in  a parking lot.   Which latter Commissioner  Mick Foley discovered it was Rikishi who drove the car and Triple H was the man who orchestrated the hit which made my hatred for Triple H even stronger.   It is important to note: that after Triple H used the sledgehammer on Stone Cold and put him in the hospital he gave himself the moniker of The Game.   My favorite WWE Superstar was The Big Red Machine Kane this  was before  I discovered The Invocator of Violence Tommy Dreamer and Francine and ECW.   I loved when Kane had his first girlfriend Tori because that made him seem more human with a person he had to protect.  Overcoming so much  after being buried in a fire as a child.   I also liked Kane when he had half a mask teaming with Rob Van Dam.   Now during interviews I see Kane without the mask  which has taken away much of the allusion that he once had I am not suggesting that he should wear the mask all the time but  the ora should remain the same also using the word character which I despise.   But maybe in the WWE they view their talent as just playing characters but I admit that system works for many.      But telling the audience and the press that this is all make belief I do not understand I can understand the press because they are some of the dumbest bastards I have ever heard.   I also loved Kane and X-Pac as a tag team then on Smackdown X-Pac turned on Kane during a tag team match up between The Dudlleys which set up a match between Kane and X-Pac at Survivor Series.   This was a match that Tori came down to defend Kane against X-Pac and Tori becomes Kane's girlfriend.   I could use the same example: for The Monster Abyss during his TNA Impact run when he had the program with the hardcore legend Mick Foley when Abyss had to protect   Lauren from DR. Stevie and Daffney because Abyss had been accused by Mick of being a cheap Mick Foley "knock off " and the fact I never thought I would see Mick in TNA that made this program between them more intriguing.   Now if I treated the product like that with Dave Melter and the wrestling "experts" I would be criticized and made fun of because  they think they are smarter then the performers who preform it.    We all  know  that this is all make belief  and that all that matters is the quality of the matches and  how many dives that take place during a match and if  anyone has  a different opinion they are not just wrong they are bad people and must be educated on why they are wrong by Dave Meltzer and readers of the Wrestling Observer Newsletter that is what turns away new fans because there are these niche fans that if you even ask questions they are made fun.   That is why I do not see the point in doing this anymore but I still love this form of entertainment in my own way.  But there are so many fans who take it as a badge of honor and go out of there way  to not buy into it.   I agree with The Invisible Hand:  Don Callis because of that mindset by fans we have lost something there.   In the movie Ocean's 8 Anne Hathaway the character she plays is Daphine  Kluger she handcuffs a guy to a bed post which to me the lock with the cuffs she essentially snugs the man into a fresh  clean diaper.   Anne/Daphine makes  the man looses his control which she gains from him.     I never thought that I would stop supporting  Impact Wrestling in some form but I can not deal with the guilt and it definitely makes me sad it makes me sad what the industry has become.   There are definitely some changes for better such as: time off and taking better care of the health of the athlete.   But for the most part letting the fans in on what the product is has destroyed the industry because it changed their perception of what they loved because now instead of focusing on what made them fans they have been conditioned by the experts to only focus on certain aspects of the product and ignore others.   I can not blame the fans because they are only privy to the information they are given.   So the question is what is wrong with fans being in on what this is?   Because un like a movie or TV show if fans are given just a slight bit  of information about professional wrestling they are unable to suspend any disbelf and these are the same people who can watch a two hour movie and competly suspend their disbelf but for some strange reason they can not do that with professional wrestling.   For someone like me who has done all this research to try and make this understandable to the average person it breaks my heart because I want to preserve what made this form of entertainment the most unique.   When I hear fans say that Jim Ross or Jim Cornete or even The Undertaker are bitter they are not bitter they are only trying to help the younger talent so they can have longer more successful careers so in conclusion: I still love the industry and Impact Wrestling.   There are certain other companies styles and prestations that I will not write about because it is all negative.   I am ecstatic that Impact Wrestling has been around in some shape or form for 20 years because I remember watching  when it first started as:  NWA Total Non-Stop Action every Wednesday Night on Pay-Per-View through the scrabbling that is how desperate I was to watch it.   I remember: reading  the experts  at the time tell fans to not support Total Non-Stop Action because it was not going to last long so I am glad I stuck with NWA Total Non Stop Action Wrestling GFW/Impact Wrestling because it was well worth it.   So it is a tough call but I am hoping that has time goes on I hope things change but I can not deal with the political correctness this is pro wrestling it is suppose to have an edge.   Tommy Dreamer:  I have supported you since I first saw you on TNN since 1999 I will always have your back and if I have to not support and give up some things I supported in the past I will.    I am gloating that Impact Wrestling has been around in some shape or form for 20 years.   Gloating was something I never thought  I would do because I think it is a sin but because of all the  unnecessary pain those reports gave me that is why I am gloating.   It is interesting to note: that these same experts are saying that AEW will not last long.   But and I am not  trying to criticize Dave  Meltzer because it is his favorite  company I think?    I do not want Dave to think  that I am criticizing him because he seems so easily offendable.   I do not want AEW to fail I can not believe I have to write that because it should be obvious.   AEW has it's niche fans so what AEW's task is to get the fans who like wrestling but they are not on the internet and do not read wrestling websites they just flip though the channels and find something that compels them to watch.   Which the WWE has mastered.    Tommy has inspired me with his quotes his promos: and watching him wrestle I while he was injured during matches and his realism inspired me when I have wanted to give up.   I am not going to give into this woke non-sense and if that is not acceptable in polite society that is okay to quote: Tommy again I have been a rebel  or renegade  my entire life and I never thought I would be here but here I am the main thing about Tommy that I respect is his realism and if that is not acceptable in this day and age tough.   I hope that this all works out in the end also  I hope my belief in God sustains me in this depressing transitional time time for me.   I know that both Tommy and Chris Jericho are both good hearted indviuals and it is a shame that there were controversies.   Maybe this art-form and entertainment has past me by?   I never thought I would be in this position all I know I  need to get my passion and enthusiasm back.   I will never back down!    I really enjoyed Tango and Cash it never tried to be anything other then what it is a fun action movie and I am usually not a movie fan.   I always wanted to be a part of the ECW Revolution it was something extremally special ECW fans were smart but they fully allowed themselves to be amerced in what was going on and they were just fine with that.   Which in my opinion makes all the difference.    The Night The Line Was Crossed this was the night that The Franchise Shane Douglas won the NWA World Heavyweight Championship and threw it down and proclaimed the Eastern Heavyweight Championship the Exterme Championship Wrestling World Heavyweight  Champion which was the start of the ECW Revolution.   TNA Wrestling's  tagline during a certain time was  Cross The Line.   The main reason I keep mentioning The Franchise Shane Douglas becoming the new ECW World Champion this was Shane putting what his dad told him into practice.   That all the people through out history who made it were always people who took chances.   Please read: Jim Cornete's column just for a reference or a different prospective.   By the way I hope my guilty and felling as if I am betraying Tommy Dreamer and House of Hardcore goes away because I have always loved this brand.   Everyone needs an escape and if you do not have one I suggest get one because life is getting  more complicated and more difficult.   I hope W. Morrisey defends Moose to become the new Impact World Champion LIVE: from New Orleans: during No Surrender.   Because he has a lot to proof to his critics and if W. Morrisey is bitter towards the industry I hope he uses that to fuel him during this title match up it is impossible for me not to root for him I hope he has successful runs anywhere he goes.   I wish everyone in the industry well regardless of how I feel about philosophy or prestation.   That would be extremally short sided on my part.   Side Note: I love the halls that Impact are currently running.   If someone buys into a movie or gets lost into a movie no one bats an eye that is normal but if any fan buys into or gets lost in professional wrestling that is unacceptable that is the biggest reason I do not understand  the point in doing this art-form or form of entertainment anymore.     I hope I am wrong?   Side note: I put the question mark there on purpose it is a question.    I will never grow out of this and I will never be willing to let this go but all of this will be done in my own way.       

indifference

There have been so many times and years wasted on depression and I am not suggesting that anyone who is depressed is wasting their time because depression is extremally real and unfortunately very personal it has nothing to do with laziness and boredom it could be boredom or thinking maybe I need to change something I am doing currently.   But depression is very real and boredom is not always the case it takes a lot of courage to ask for help it is definitely not a sign of weakness the bottling up of emotions has not worked it takes courage to monitor your mental health.   There will always be people who will not like you no matter what and if you start compromising you will do anything to be popular so I do not even try.   My dad asked me a question recently how do I know so much about music? my response was it was my way out and that could be a negative because as I said I have a lot of depression inside of me but as I stated earlier so what? It should not matter I should be aware of it but I should never be preoccupied by it.   I do not trust many people even relatives  in my own family especially those who claim to be sincere I remember: the lyrics to the Black Sabbath song Heaven and Hell: lyrics performed and written by Ronnie James Dio the "world is full of kings and queens will blinded your eyes and steal your dreams".   Meaning it's heaven when "they tell you how good they are going to treat you and hell when you find out it was all a lie".   There will always be people who will tell you that you do not matter  and it will only get worse to do social media so I advice  do not use it.   It is hard enough growing up when there is already so much doubt inside of us.   There will only be people who will gladly tell you their opinions about how you are not worthy and that do not deserve good things to happened to you.   Not everyone is intitled to anything but everyone is definitely worthy of positive things happening for them some are born with a bad hand that they did absolutely nothing to deserve it.   I am not of the belief that  the universe conspires against anyone I think that is more than a little narcissistic it is narcissistic.   I do not believe that if you were born with a bad hand you should give up.   The human sprit is an amazing un for seeable aspect it is really easy to give up and quit.   Yes there are things that those who have a bad hand are unable to do and I think you must expect it otherwise  you will be miserable for the rest of your life.   But just because there are things you are "missing" out on that does not mean you can not try and work hard which takes courage.   If you do not believe in God or a higher power this is imposable to believe.   No one cares about others and the world is in different towards everyone.   That is definitely why anything that gives you joy and happiness you take it 

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Squandering potential for what reason?

I wish that everyone would just sort of take changes and I do not believe in taking foolish chances but I am tried of people having to walk on egg shells so to speak and stop having to worry about  offending everyone just wing and take some chances.   Remember:  everyone's dreams and goals are of equal value.      I am tried of this cancel culture where there must be a filtering of ideas all in the name of being "progressive" which is not we're not better and we have not grown it is regressing and scaring everyone into submission.   Henry Rollings said something to the effect of has long as any of us are alive we are full of potential and we never fully realize our potential we are definitely squandering that potential it does  not need to happened.   Life is hard enough without having to worry about being enlighten.   Everyone should be able to express ideas everyone's dreams and goals are of equal value.   Here is an example: the whole Dave Melter Jim Cornetee  fall-out that Dave can not take that Jim did not embrace the wrestlers that he anointed as a wrestling expert so Dave takes that personally he can not take it.   That is why Dave had to continue to say that Jim was out of touch I have to admit I am out of touch as well and I do not care.   Because if you just go with what is popular all you will do is comprise and I glad that there are all these wrestling fans out there and something I have done on a conscious level to not criticize any brand or company that I do not care.   My brother asked me a question can I not like what I like and enjoy it the way I want?   Of course but I am not going to change the way I enjoy about the gerne and I encourage every one else to do the same.   

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Everyone is of equal value:

I really want to go back to this notion of everyone is of equal value that does not mean that they are of equal ability I think many equate equal value with equal ability I guess   it  is confusing but it should not be I want to return to the notion of not offending because it seems to be getting worse every single day  there is no protection against protecting anyone feelings everyone can be offended by something that is the price of living in a free society which I hope to keep but we are defiantly on the verge of losing it I pray to God that we are not there yet.   But the idea of freedom is not a government idea it is God's idea but as  I said previously if you do not believe in a higher power that is impossible to believe.   I know there will be people who will say here I go again with a sermon and then how I write about women.   My answer to the first is I am not Jesus I would like to be more Christ like and I am a work in process so this I am a hypocrite stuff does not work on me.   Also the notion of not offending understand most of these people who are so offendable are the ones who are not forced to watch listen or read anything that offends them so much.   Social media has definitely made this problem worse with individuals who have way way to much time on their hands.   There is no such thing as a utopia maybe in heaven but not here.   I do not want everyone to have the same perspective and opinions that is why it is called an opinion there is no right or wrong and there is no need to argue maybe have a conversation.   So everyone is has equal value but they are not of equal ability.   But they are of equal value and everyone should have there say no one  is "trolling" or just trying to get attention there are definitely those who are trying to get attention but I think it is a minority.   I made this vow I will never be re educated and learn from the error of my ways.   I am a degenerate.   God wants us to be free.          

Mental health

 One of  the things that has a society we have failed mental health I think we are doing much better because conversations have started but the stigma needs to go away.   It is basically the same as: hey I need to slow down.   It  is one of the main reasons I hope W. Morrisey defends Moose at No Surrender to become the new Impact World Champion because he has discussed his mental health I am truly rooting for him.   Morrisey has  said that anyone who says that they are just looking for attention or a "cry baby" they are ignorant.   I have never done anything for attention.   The Invocator of Violence Tommy Dreamer said the stigma around mental health is the biggest issue because mental health can not be measured or seen but it effects every other part of our health we have seen  what the bottling up of emotions has done it has not worked I wonder how many who have committed suicide would not have done it because of the pain that they left behind.   This is different then sensitivity or being overly sensitive because depression is a complex issue human beings are complicate creatures but we also extremally arrogant because we think we have so much control over everything but it is not true.   I think everyone has equal value and if you do not believe in God I do not think you can think everyone is of equal value no one has to have the exact same beliefs in God that I do  but just holding yourself accountable to a higher power.   Here is an example: If you believe  race is an important aspect to someone's personality there is no way you can believe everyone has equal value.