Saturday, February 25, 2017

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One of the great tag teams that I really enjoyed was The Rock’N Rave Infection the members were: Lance Hoyt/Lance Rock Jimmy Rave and Christy Hemme as the manager.   This tag team in TNA reminds me of Slash and Axl Rose of Guns’N Roses Lance Hoyt was dressed as Slash and Jimmy Rave was dressed as Axl Rose.   Christy Hemme wore a bandana and used the horns which is the sign for rock.   The gimmick for The Rock’N Rave Infection was a take-off on the popularity of the guitar hero video game series.   The Rock’N Rave Infection debuted in a 10 team gauntlet match during TNA No Surrender 2007.   The beginning of this tag team started during TNA Slammiversary 2007.   When Lance Hoyt turned on BG James and Kip James in their tag team match with Basham and Damaja with Christy Hemme. Lance Hoyt joined Christy Hemme and became her on screen boyfriend.   I really love this tag team and during this time Christy Hemme was at her absolute best!   The Rock’N Rave Infection did not get the run they could have.   At the time I did not really take note of how good Lance Hoyt and Jimmy Rave with Christy Hemme were together.   Looking back at The Rock’N Rave Infection all those elements together were amazing.   The Rock’N Rave Infection’s theme music was society box with Christy Hemme on vocals.   Christy does an excellent job with the vocals she gives this song a real dirty punk feel.    Lance Hoyt and Jimmy Rave both had what looked like Guitar Hero controllers.   South Park even did a very funny parody of Guitar Hero.   On the soundtrack to Bill and Ted’s Bogus Journey there is a song by Winger called battle stations.   Now this was really cool because Bill and Ted were two party dudes and Winger and this type of music is all about fun!   Millla Jovovich she is not just a pretty face she has talent. Milla made the Resident Evill series.   In the 1990s she was simply known as Milla released an album called The Divine Comedy.   Milla’s music in the 90s has an alternative feel to it.   I love the alternative rock sound.   Milla went on tour with The Crash Test Dummies.   Milla’s sound as been compared to Tori Amos.   I have mentioned that Tori is a favorite of mine.   Milla’s music video gentleman who fell was played on MTV’s Alternative Nation.   The Divine Comedy came out when Milla was 18 years old.   She wrote many of the songs on the album when she was 16 years old.   The real power of a nerd set is to understand something more than any other living creature to a molecular level and use that information against them. Chris Hardwick I consider myself a nerd.    I am a huge fan of Chris Hardwick because he is an entrepreneur He has built his company on being a nerd.    I am a proud nerd.   I am giving a bunch of information on crap no cares about.   If I am not a nerd I do not know what is.  The point I want to make is being a nerd is not a bad thing.   When some people hear the word nerd they are taught to look down on people who are considered nerds.   They will not when nerds take over the world.    Romeo’s Daughter this band released an album in 1993 called Delectable.   That is the best way to describe this album and the songs on it.   Romeo’s Daughter formed in the 1980s.   Delectable has an alternative rock feel it.   Romeo’s Daughter is still going strong and for someone who loves this music so much I am glad they are still around.   I am glad musicans such as: Robin Beck and Fiona Flanagan are still out there performing for an audience who has an appreciation for their music.   I am glad a musical genius like James Christian is performing music and producing excellent music.   James Christian to me is one of a kind.   His music with House Of Lords is great his music with his wife Robin Beck is great.   James Christian is also a great solo artist.   I mentioned this earlier but this is one of my important points I want to make I have an appreciation for anyone who gives or teaches a love for music.   It keeps me and many other people from losing it when life gets crazy. Chantel Claret I have heard some of her fans call her magic lady. Chantel was the front woman of the power pop band Morningwood which was a high energy band.   I really admire and enjoy that Chantel is willing to change her musical style and her look.    Chantal’s solo album The One the only is fun and poppy I love it. Chantel has magic she is excellent. I hope Chantal releases more music In the future.  I admire that Chantel and anyone who does everything in their own way.   Chantel does her music the way she wants.  During the end credits of Hearts of Fire the song is let the good times roll by Fiona. Not the song by The Cars.   If this song does not put a person in a good mood I really do not know what will it is that good.   True at heart an album released by Doro Pesch   in 1991.   This is one of my favorite albums that Doro has done.   I love true at heart because this album is the first time Doro began singing and writing ballads.   Doro said in an interview on MTV’s Headbangers ball that she wanted to sing lyrics that mean something to somebody lyrics that makes them jump up and down or lyrics that makes them sad or cry. She says before True At Heart the lyrics were not so important to her. Doro said before this record her approach was 70% music and 30% lyrics.   It is hard for me not to get emotional listening to I know you by heart.   Fall for me again is another emotional ballad from the album True At Heart.    I think this album was a turning point for Doro because she started releasing more beautiful ballads such as: even angles cry and children of the night just really amazing emotional ballads.   Doro Pesch is an amazing musician I love her hard rock material but Doro’s ballads are what really connects with me.   I have cried listening to Doro’s ballad I know you by heart.   The best hard rock song ever written is squeeze by Fiona Flanagan.   This song has everything that makes hard rock great sexuality and a great guitar riff.   Many people will disagree with me on the best hard rock song ever written but to me squeeze  is the best hard rock ever written.    Good music by Joan Jett and The Blackhearts this album and the songs on it are really well done.    Good music has great influences from Elvis and even some Motown influence thrown in there.    This means war I like how the guitar riff just kind of lays out there.   This means war as an amazing tempo and rhythm.   Just lust I love the beat of this song I love the howl by Joan Jett in just lust. I love how in the middle of the songs guitar riff changes.    There may be a keyboard in the song somewhere.  Light of day is an inspirational song.   I mentioned how Bruce Springsteen intros this song when he performs light of day at concerts:  I can’t offer you eternal life but I can offer you eternal life right now. Joan Jett and Bruce Springsteen performed light of day together after the September 11th 2001 terrorists attacks.   Joan Jett raps in the song black leather that is a talent.   Good music is another great album by Joan Jett and The Blackhearts I love every minute of it.    I would like to address a disturbing trend I see I think there are some people whose job it is to be offend for other people.   I am not joking about this and I do not find this funny at all.    This has to stop!   Light of day a movie with Joan Jett and Michael J. Fox this movie is about music.   Light of day the soundtrack to the movie has a song called it’s all coming down tonight.    On to what I enjoy about this song I enjoy the low volume in Joan Jett’s voice during parts of the song.    The fun drum and guitar beat and the urgency feel of the song. It’s all coming down tonight has a party aspect to it with lyrics such as: It’s Friday night and the weekends just begun we are going to hit the city and have ourselves some fun.   With the quiet volume in Joan Jett’s voice she sings about a couple cowboys with a face full of beer and it is about  to get some action here.   That is a party aspect of the song.   That fun aspect and the quiet volume in Joan Jett voice are what makes this song special.   It’s all coming down tonight is on the movie soundtrack light of day.    I have mentioned one of my favorite musican from the 1980s Laura Brangian.   What I love most about Laura Brangian’s music is she was willing to change her musical style.   Laura Brangian was extremely diverse in the approach to her music.    One of my favorite albums of Laura’s is her self-titled album Laura Brangian which was released in 1990.   This whole album goes completely in a different direction then anything Laura had done previously.   Which is one of the reasons I like it.   It is difficult for me to say which one of Laura Brangian’s albums is her best because I enjoy most of Laura’s music for different reasons.   I have mentioned Laura’s song self-control which is a favorite of mine and is a great album.   I am going to give a little brief history on Laura Brangian’s previous albums and songs.   My point is to illustrate the differences in her music and albums.   In 1982 Laura Brangian released her debut album Brangian which is the album that has Gloria on it which became a #1 hit   Gloria sounds like an upbeat party song but it is not.  Then she released Brangian 2 which has how I am supposed to live without you on it which was co-written by Michael Bolton.   I may not be a fan of Michael Bolton but he is a really great songwriter.    I really love self-control and the power of love and forever young all of those songs are really great songs for many different reasons.   I am going to talk about why Laura Brangian’s self-titled album is some of her best music in my opinion.   Let me in there is a version of this song by Eddie Money.   I prefer Laura’s version of let me in.    What I like about this song is how strange let me in sounds it is hypnotic.   Laura's version has a cowbell in it.   There is no way you can go wrong with a cowbell.    I love bad attitude this song kind of has a Paula Abdul dance vibe to it but Laura makes it her own.     Which is just a fun song for that reason.    No promise, no guarantee this song is a gorgeous song about how the world and life keeps changing but the love you have for someone will not change.      No promise, no guarantee is about how there are no promises or guarantees in life but how a person’s love for someone will not change.   A beautiful message.   The best was yet to come I think is about not realizing how good a relationship was with someone and now that person is gone and the best times were yet to come.   My favorite song on this album is moonlight on water.   I love the tempo of moonlight on water this song just puts me in a fun mood.   I love the beat and the saxophone.   I love the way Laura sings don’t you worry about the wrong thing!    I read a review of this album and the reviewer said this is more of a mature sound.   I also read some criticism of this album because it is completely different than anything Laura Brangian had done previously.   What I love most  about moonlight on water is the reassuring feel that Laura brings to moonlight on water which are the simpler things in life are more important than the things many people think are the most important.   Laura sings the lyrics what’s life without a Mercedes and are not the simpler things in life the most important. Moonlight on water talks about every day the real world is fading spinning out on the wheel of fortune but she wants the life she has with this person to be uncomplicated because the world is so complicated but how the things in the life that make people’s lives special are not out of reach.   I love that message and the mood I feel when I listen to this song. I love Laura’s infectious smile when she would sing.   It was a small gesture but it was very comforting to me.   Laura Brangian did a very good version of Carole King’s song will you still love me tomorrow on the piano.   To me Laura’s approach to her music and albums were different.   Most musicans I kind of know what to expect from them with Laura Brangian I did not really know which direction she was going to take her music.   She changed her style.   That is why she is one of my favorite musicans. I can not say which one of Laura’s songs or which album is my absolute favorite because they were all great for different reasons.   I   kind of enjoy what I enjoy.      I mentioned this earlier that there are certain fans of professional wrestling who think they are smarter than other fans because they read a wrestling newsletter.   I do not like that the internet has control over information.   There is nothing wrestling companies can do now it is just the way things are now.   I love when wrestling companies or talent make fans think they know what is going to happen and then talent and companies outsmart those fans and more importantly outsmart the internet.   I am not embellishing I have been following the internet and professional wrestling for a while now. I do not want to tout my own horn but as Arn Anderson would say but tout tout I have a pretty good track record when it comes to this stuff.   The main thing I will never understand are people watching or following a product they hate.    The thing I find funny are the people who like a talent when they are with the company that they like and when they are not they do not like them so much.    I have for many years I have been trying to run away from my love of music.   I have thought to myself many times that my love of music is a curse because I think this is not going to get me anywhere.   It is a gift.   I do not understand the gift but it is a gift.   I hope I can use this gift for something good.   I think this makes my point from earlier about having such a strange taste in music Joe Perry the lead guitar player for Aerosmith once said “Music is Music, you don’t have to have put a label on it.”    That is a perfect description to how I feel about music.    I think most people who know me would be surprised by the music I like.   But here a secret it is not by choice.   I just think about musicans who are my absolute favorites musicans who inspire me.   Musicians I feel I have a connection.   It is fun for me that I have a strange taste in music.   The point is I did not plan it that way.   There are only so many hard rock songs I can listen.   Even though I did not plan this out it keeps this project fun for me.   My favorite Roxette song is the sweet hello the sad goodbye which is on Roxette’s album spending my time which was released in 1991.   The sweet hello the sad goodbye was covered by Laura Branigan on her album over my heart which was released in 1993.   Over my heart is another excellent album and song from Laura Branigan.   I think over my heart could be one of her last albums I am not really sure.    Over my heart is an album with a lot of great songs on it.   Is anybody here but me this to me is kind of a dark song but in a sweet way.   There are lyrics such as: I laugh when I feel like crying.   Is there anybody here but me has a great saxophone solo.   The song is about not losing the love you had with someone.   They have become strangers.   Is there anybody here but me talks about a heart that does not beat as much and fingers that have lost their touch.   This person just feels alone.   Love your girl this song has been covered by Gloria Estefan.    Love your girl has a Latin feel and rhythm to it.    I want to mention that Laura did a version of the Gloria Estefan song  turn 

the beat around.  Laura’s version of turn the beat around is on Laura’s self-titled album Laura Branigan.    Didn’t we almost win it all in this song I can really hear the cry in Laura’s voice.   There is a ton of passion in this song.   Didn’t we almost win it all is a really great song.   Only time will tell I love this song and this is the

first time I have listened to only time will tell as of this writing.    An excellent song.   I really love Laura’s album touch and her song touch which was released in 1987.   Touch is a dance type of fun song.   Touch like many of Laura’s songs have a dance feel to it.   Touch puts me in a fun mood.    It is not really a disco song the only song I can really compare this type of dance feel is heart of class by Blondie.  That is the only type of sound that I can think of to compare this sound.   The lucky one is a song that has the same type of dance vibe that I am talking.   I know if I ask about it people will say Blondie is not disco.   I have asked about it before.   I am just comparing the lucky one and touch to that type of sound.   When I think

about touch and the lucky one they do not sound like heart of glass but heart of
glass is a song that many people have heard.    The lucky one is on Laura’s album self-control.     As I mentioned earlier one of the reasons Laura Branigan is one of favorite musicans is that she changed her style and her approach to her music.   It is my pleasure to interpret this music.     All of this is interpretation by me.   Remember me the last recordings are some of Laura Branigan’s last recordings.  I know you by heart is a song about dealing with loss.   This is a really beautiful song.   What I enjoy most about I know you by heart are the real emotions about loss.   All of these songs are full of real emotions.    It is hard for not to get emotional listening to I know you by heart.  I cried the first time I listened to I know you by heart. It is hard for me not to get emotional listening to any of Laura’s last recordings.   There is so much pain in Laura’s voice.  She puts every emotion she had into these songs.   I am going to say that most of these musicans I have discussed are musicans that I have discovered after many years have passed.   Some of these musicans I grew up listening but most of these musicans I have discovered through the internet.   It just so happens for me that much of the music I have found on the internet have become my favorite musicans that I feel I have a connection.   I have given this much thought.    When I listen to music I know the musicans that I have a connection.   I know when I have that connection with musicans.   I know when the music becomes second nature to me.   In other words it touches something deep in my soul.   That connection goes beyond just liking a song.   There are many musicans and songs I like but I do not feel a connection.   When I feel that connection to music or a musican that is how I know which musicans are special to me.    One of the parts that I find interesting about alternative music from the 1990s is how the drum beat to a song just kind of lays out there.   I have mentioned that in certain songs a guitar riff to a song lays out there.   An example of a guitar riff that lies out there would be I cry myself to sleep at night by Romeo’s Daughter.   In a song such as Dizz Knee Land by Dada.   The drum beat is just laid out there by the drummer.    I probably notice this because I have drummed.   I am sure there are other songs where the drummer just lays out the drum beat.   In alternative music from the 1990s a guitar riff usually is not used as prominently has it would be in a Led Zeppelin song such as: whole lotta love.    I know most people do not want to think about dying.   It will happened to all of us.   We are all going to the same barn I can say if I die tomorrow or at any time I would be satisfied.   I can think I had a good run.    Laura Branigan   did a country song that is really well done called love me tonight.    Which is available  on Laura’s debut album Branigan.    This is a fun song there are not many country songs I enjoy but I do I have an appreciation for it.   I love Laura very much may god bless her!    I do have an appreciation for a musican such as: Sara Evens I really enjoy her verison of the song when you say nothing at all by Keith Whitley.     She really does an excellent performance of when you say nothing at all I love her smile It is part of what makes the song.   For the record I love Joan Jett’s infectious smile it is a small gesture but it is very comforting to me.    Laura Branigan had kind of a disco dance vibe in 1982 when she released her debut album Branigan.    With a song called all night with me.   This has a dance disco vibe which was before Laura’s #1 hit Gloria.   In 1984 Laura performed I wish we could be alone with an accompaniment from an excellent piano.      Laura says I wish we could be alone is about someone very special.   This is a wonderful song.   In 1984 she released satisfaction which has the same disco dance vibe.   I love it!   Satisfaction is on Laura’s album self –control.  I love some of the band from New Jersey Saraya some of their demos.   There are so many of Saraya’s demos that are excellent that I do not know about.  I love many of Saraya’s demos in 1986 the band had an amazingly powerful power ballad called the only way to hold on.   This song may not have been released has a single.   I think this song was recorded in 1986.   One of my favorite demos that I have heard is make me believe.   This is just a demo.   I love the passion and the sadness in Sandi’s voice it is just magic.   Saraya did not release their debut album until 1989.   Saraya was just a wonderful hard rock band from New Jersey.    One of the Eagles songs that I have recently discovered is out of control.   Glenn Frey goes hard and heavy in this song.   I think one of the main reasons I had never heard the song before is it on one of The Eagles early albums Desperado.   I really hate when I discover this music after these wonderful musicans pass.   It is my pleasure that I am able to rediscover this excellent music but at the same time it is sad.   A song like out of control is not the type of song that I would expect from the Eagles.   This song is hard and heavy.   For someone like me who is an introvert music is an outlet for me to deal with life.   I am a music junkie.    When these musicans pass away one of the main reasons people have a connection to them are the emotions they bring out of people.    Musicians express whether it is in lyrics or music they express emotions that fans have when they first hear a song or emotions they have years later musicans are able to give a voice to those listeners.     So when the fans listen to those songs that may help them when they are going through problems that people have in life.   I did not really discover how great the drumming by Don Henley is until I drummed to life in the fast lane.    For me I am glad that I  eventually discover musicans and music that mean so much to me it is just sad for me that I have discovered so many of these musicans after they pass away.   May god bless them because they bring so much joy to people’s lives.   I think because music has had such an impact on my life I try to not take for granted how powerful music can be in people’s lives.    It is why in hospitals they have musicans on call because music can make people feel better.   It can be an amazing healer for people who are hurting.    Music can help those who are ill.   Music can help people I know this for me personally music can help people emotionally and with confusion.   Music can help clear people’s minds and help them think clearly.   I know this from own my personal experience I do not think I am that different from most people.   The Gift of music has made me very very rich in spirt. It is truly a gift from god that I do not understand but it has truly enriched my spirit.    I am going to go in a completely different direction.   The one thing before I get started I am not trying to be condescending.   I have met many condescending Christans but they do not know any better.   So do not like a couple bad experiences influence your faith.   My favorite book of the bible is the Book Of James.   The main reason I like The Book Of James is James basically says you believe in god good for you.   James says people show their faith by their actions.   Martin Luther who was considered a rebel because he was a critic of   the Catholic Church.   The Catholic Church taught that people are saved by doing what the Catholic Church told them to do.   Martin Luther believed that people are saved by their faith that is all they need.   Martin Luther learned this by reading The Apostle Paul.   Martin Luther once stated that The Book Of James should be ripped out of the bible.   He later changed his opinion on The Book Of James.   They both are saying the same thing they are just coming at it from a different direction.   Martin Luther would do a good deed because of his faith and that is what James is saying that people do good deeds because of their faith.   James basically says your faith is useless without action.   Martin Luther is someone I greatly admire because he was willing to stand up for what he believed.    I was listening to cry to me by Darby Mills and The Unsung Heroes I have listened to this song countless times. I never realized how great the drum section is on cry to me.   I had to turn the volume way up to hear how crisp the drumming is on this song. I read an interview with Darby where she said she is working on remastering her 1991 album Never Look Back Again by Darby Mills and The Unsung Heroes.   Darby said there is a resurgences for musicans from the 1980s.   In my opinion Never Look Back Again is absolute perfection.    But I look forward to hearing Never Look Back Again remastered.   On the album Touch by Laura Branigan which was released in 1987.   As I say earlier it is hard for me to say which of Laura’s songs or albums are my absolute favorite because Laura Branigan’s music is very diverse which is why her music is excellent.   I can say which songs are favorites of mine.   On Laura album Touch there is a bonus song called statue in the rain.   Now this song is special to me for many reasons.   One of the reasons is the rhythm of statue in rain.  The beginning of the song the beat captures me right from the start.   That to me is what a really good song does.   I love the cry in Laura’s voice it is just amazing.   The drum beat to the statue in the rain is heavy.   It is just wonderful for someone who is a drummer I have an appreciation for a heavy drum.   I think there could be a keyboard that keeps the tempo of the song going.    There are lyrics in statue in rain that I think sums up perfectly how I feel about statue in the rain: everything around me has changed the magic of your touch still remains.   That sums it how I feel about this bonus song on Laura’s album Touch.   All of these songs on Touch are different and are diverse in their own way just like all of Laura’s music.   All of Laura Branigan’s music has different moods and emotions to them. That is part of what made Laura Branigan such a hybrid musican.    I want to go to Dani California now Dani California is a song by The Red Hot Chil Peppers.   This is not the first time Dani is mentioned in a Chil Peppers song she is referenced in the song Calfornication.  Dani Calfornia has the perfect beat and tempo to drum.   There are songs that have the perfect beat and rhythm for drumming.   When I started drumming I got more of a keen sense of the beat and rhythm that goes into the development    of a song.   I developed more of an ear for songs that have the perfect heavy drum beat.   I was listening to NA NA song by Fiona Flanagan.   I picked up by listening that NA NA song has the perfect heavy drum beat that would be fun to drum.   I prefer a heavy drum beat it is just more fun.   There is nothing wrong with a drum beat that is just kind of in the background.   I just enjoy a heavy drum beat when I am drumming.   But I do not like a heavy drum beat for no reason it has to flow with the rhythm and tempo of the song.   There are songs that should not have a heavy drum beat.   Dani Calfornia is on Stadium Arcadim by The Red Hot Chil Peppers.   Calfornication is on the album Calfornication   by The Red Hot Chil Peppers.   NA NA song is on Fiona Flanagan’s self-titled album Fiona.    When I say I want to find inspiration and not let of go of that inspiration I mean it.   Inspiration is getting harder and harder to find now a days.   I fear that has time goes on it will be harder and harder to find inspiration.   But there is inspiration out there and the advice I hope to give to everyone who reads this: If you find inspiration I do not care how insignificant that inspiration may seem at the time.   You will need that inspiration when a love one passes away or when you are going through health problems of your own.   When you need that inspiration it will not seem so insignificant.     People also need motivation especially in times of depression.   People need motivation to improve their lives.   Motivation to improve their station in life.   There are people who think people who are trying to get other people to improve their lives are haters.    I know motivation is vital in people’s lives.   Also if you are a growing person there are aspects of people’s personalities that will not match.   Human beings are full of doubts and contradictions.   The sooner people accept that people will become more content and will become more at peace with themselves.   Another aspect of people’s personalities people must not act as if it does not exist everyone has parts of their personalities that are hypocritical that is just a fact.   If people do not admit that to themselves and other people they are only hurting themselves.   I am speaking from my own personal experiences.   I try to not be a hypocrite but I know that I am.   Some people are more hypocritical than others but it is part of what makes us human beings.   When I accepted that there are many parts of my personality that do not match how others perceive me to be I became more at peace with myself.     Human beings are full of contradictions and debuts.   This notion that human beings have only one side to them is just not true.   If people were really honest with themselves and other people they would admit that there are traits of their personalities they do not understand and are trying to improve.   Human beings are full of complexities when I accepted that instead of trying to fight the complexities that make me a human being I became more at peace with myself.   That is not to say that there are aspects of my personality I am trying to improve that is all part of recognizing   that if I want to keep growing  as an induvial there are traits of my personality l I must refine.    That was extremely deep but I feel much better.    There is a great song by Laura Branigan called Tokyo I am not sure if this song was released as a single but it is great.   There is a heaviness to this song but it is sweet at the same time. Tokyo has a great guitar riff that hooks me right from the start.   Foolish Lullaby which is on Laura Branigan’s album hold me which is another excellent album from Laura.   I love the album cover to hold me where Laura is holding a doll.   I do not know what I like about the cover of the album but the cover is very alluring to me.    Hold me is also a great song by Laura Branigan.   Foolish lullaby is a great ballad.   I will let the lyrics sum up how great this song is:   if you are so sure she is the one why are you lying here with me? Did it ever cross your mind at all of how this feels to me?   Hold me is also a great song from Laura.   Hold me is the album that has forever young on it.    Which in my opinion is powerful and just full of emotion.   I have cried listening to this song it is that powerful.   Hold me also has Spanish Eddie this song just has an amazing base this is one of those songs just like many needs to be turned up to get the full enjoyment.   When I am with you is a fun 1980s pop song.   When you hear the beat and the lyrics you will know what I mean.   It just makes me want to get up and dance it is that infectious.   Hold me was released in 1985.   Another great song by Laura Branigan that I forgot to mention is solitaire which is an amazing ballad the power of Laura’s voice is just wonderful she shows her full range.   Solitaire is on Laura’s album Branigan 2.    I prefer listening to solitaire live in Chill many of Laura’s best live performances were live in Chill  I just hear more power and emotions in Laura’s voice in her live performances.   She once said that she has traveled all around the world and Chill was her favorite place to perform.   I love The Pretenders they are one of my favorite punk rock bands but Chrissie Hynde can really sing.   One of my favorite ballads by The Pretenders is called hymn to her.   This is one of the many Pretenders songs where Chrissie Hynde brings out her love and passion.   This is a beautifully written song.   Hymn to her brings out the same emotions for me that listening to back on the chain gang does.    I can tell that back on the chain gang is a very emotional song for Chrissie Hynde to perform it is very heartfelt.    Which is what makes both songs amazing because this music touches something deep in my soul.   Hymn to her was released in 1986.   Back on the chain gang was released in 1982.     Sandi Saraya is from Bogota New Jersey I feel very blessed to rediscover such excellent music.   May god bless her.    The main theme of this project is inspiration.   When it comes to music I get inspiration that helps me in many ways.   I need to talk about Belinda Carlisle's solo career.   I am going to mention a few of Belinda’s songs that are my favorites of mine and more important to me inspirational.   The thing that I want to keep in mind that inspiration is the main reason these songs are important to me there is a connection to these songs    I like the beat the rhythm and the kindness in Belinda’s voice.   One of the main reasons many of Belinda’s songs connect with me is the kindness in her voice.   George Harrison plays slide guitar on leave the light on.   When a musican writes a song in my opinion the best songs are the songs in which the musican or songwriter leaves a part of themselves on that particular song.   Summer rain by Belinda Carlisle is one of those songs to me.    Summer rain has an extremely hunting vibe to it.   But like many of the songs and bands I have discussed songs such as: suffocate me by Angelfish.    Many of Meredith Brooks songs there are so many of Meredith's songs because of the beats of the songs and the way Meredith can change her style and her voice can be very dark An example of this would be: I watched you fall by Meredith Brooks the rhythm of the song just has a darkness to it. Meredith's voice and her style on I watched you fall is haunting.   Tori Amos the main reason Tori’s music connects with me her music may come from a place of love but Tori’s music comes from a very dark place.   The main reason Tori Amos is one of my favorite musicans is the honesty in her songwriting.   Back to Belinda Carlisle and the inspiration her music has had on my life.   Summer rain and leave the light on are on Runaway Horses which was released in 1989.   Circle in the sand this song has a very beautiful guitar riff and keyboard.     The sweetness in Belinda voice is what does it for me.    Circle in the sand is on Belinda’s album Heaven On Earth which was released in 1987. I am going to talk about two more of Belinda’s songs that are inspirational to me.   Both of these songs are on Belinda’s album Live Your Life Be Free which was released in 1991.   These songs are both pop songs and have a fun feel to them.   Emotional highway to me is an excellent song.   The beat is fun but Belinda puts her emotions into the song and there is a sadness in Belinda’s voice but there is sweetness in her voice has well.    Do you feel like I feel not to be confused with a song by Peter Frampton.   I just want to make that clear.   I love this song because of the beat and the rhythm.   Do you feel like I feel makes me want to get up and dance.   I would love to hear this song on the speakers.   I want to take the time to say thank you to Belinda Carlisle for the inspiration and the emotions that I have to these songs.   One more song by Belinda Carlisle I want to mention that is a favorite of mine.   This song is on Belinda’s Live Your Life Be Free album.   This song is called you’re nothing without me.   In this song Belinda shows her sexy side. That is why it is a favorite of mine.    I like the idea of independence and that is the main feeling I get from listening to this song.      I just want to make note of this: I mentioned the song heaven in the backseat by Romeo’s Daughter there is a version of heaven in the backseat by Eddie Money.   Now I love the money man but I prefer Leigh Matty and Romeo’s Daughter’s verison of heaven in the backseat over Eddie Money’s verison of the song.   I still am an Eddie Money fan.    Speaking of Eddie Money if I need a song to crank just crank now shakin’ is one of those songs.   Take me home tonight with Ronnie Spector on vocals is great.   Now I am may not be your topical heavy metal fan but what is the most important to is being real  and not putting on this façade for everyone but being true to who I am.   Def Leppord is one of my favorite bands.     One of my favorite hard rock songs by Def Leppord is called Saturday night high’n dry. This song was released in 1981.   So this would be Def Lep in their early days.   The opining riff is what starts this off.   That hooks me and then a heavy drum.   This I would say influenced a lot of bands.    I would put Def Leppord up there with bands or musicans such as:   The Eagles.   In terms of influential musicans and bands.   In my opinion whatever my personal taste is or whatever anyone’s opinion I can not deny the influence that bands like The Eagles had on other bands.   An early album such as: Desperado I am not really familiar with this album and The Eagles early work but this album is said by many to be their most diverse album in terms of content.   I recently heard out of control for  the first time.   Which is an excellent song it is just not a song that I would expect from The Eagles.   So I think because it was  so diverse is one of the main reasons Desperado is so important is the influence it had and continues to have on other bands and musicans.   My point that I am trying to make those early albums are probably forgotten by many Eagles fans but the impact and influence Desperado had on other musicans and bands can not denied.   Led Zeppelin has been called the most influential band in history but they were hated by the critics.   There are just certain musicans or bands whatever my personal taste I have an appreciation for them because   they gave inspiration to other band and musicans.    Def Leppard’s early material that probably had more of an influence on more musicans and bands then their later more well-known material in my opinion.    The Early work of a musician or a band should not be overlooked because that is where usually the foundation such as: the style of music is formed in those early years.   I enjoy certain alternative rock from the 1990s 1996 to be exact when I first saw stupid girl on MTV by alternative rock band Garbage.   That was my band growing up that is how all of this started for me.   Shirley Manson scaring me to death is how all of this started for me and I never looked back.    An alternative rock band that I discovered after many years passed but this an amazing alternative rock band from the early 1990s so this was a little bit before my time.   But as I mentioned in the previous section those early influences should not be over looked.   So this was early alternative rock Belly is an influential band for me.   Belly’s front woman was Tanya Donelly.  A song that I think of that had a huge impact on me is called feed the tree.   Tayna has that quiet intensity  but here is a little bit of a difference between Shirley Manson that distinguishes Tayna voice and her style from the pack.   There is more angrier in Tanya’s voice but there is a sense of love in her voice the only way I know how to describe is bizarre that is why her music is amazing.   Tanya’s solo career has that exact vibe.   It is different but her solo music is still bizarre but I prefer Tanya’s solo stuff over Belly.    It did not hurt in the music video for Belly’s feed the tree Tanya’s got her red hair and is in a black leather jacket looking all hot and dark at the same time!   One of my favorite songs by Tayna Donelly is called keeping you from her album Beatysleep released in 2001.   The entire album is definitely worth checking out!      Jon Bon Jovi has had some great songs from his solo career.   Blaze of glory is a great song.   Blaze of glory was written by Jon Bon Jovi for the movie Young Guns 2.   One of my favorite songs from Jon Bon Jovi’s solo career is called Midnight In Chelsea.   This song to me is great storytelling and songwriting by Jon Bon Jovi.   Midnight In Chelsea which is on Jon’s solo album Destination Anywhere was released  in 1997.   One of my top favorite Winger songs has to be the spell I’m under.   The spell I’m under is a beautiful ballad that is so well crafted.   Kip Winger and Reb Beach are crafts men.     The spell I’m under could be played with a guitar unplugged.   This ballad does not loose any  element  by being played acoustically.   The spell I’m under is on Winger’s album Pull.  Which was released in 1993.    In The heart Of The Young which I consider the best album by Winger.   As I mentioned earlier this album is probably forgotten by most because it was released in 1991.   Which was the beginning popularity of Grunge.   A song that is a favorite of mine from In the Heart of the Young is called Rainbow In The Rose.   I would say a band such as: Deep Purple perfected the keyboard with one of my favorite songs highway star which is on Machine Head which was released in 1972.  The reason I think it is important for me to bring up a song such as: highway star that had to be an influence for rainbow in the rose.    Deep Purple was  the beginning of a heavier sound.  The keyboard in rainbow in the rose is an example of that sound.  I would say in my opinion the keyboard in rainbow in the rose is the most important element to the song.   There are always musicans and songs that I play musicans and songs that I always come back.   That is how I know which musicans and albums are special to me.   Those songs that I try to stop listening but are ones I listen when I need my fix.      I remember VH1 had this great show called Hard Rock Café.    Which was a great show.    This show may have been called something else I am not sure.    This show took place at The Hard Rock Café in Las Vegas and was on every Friday night on VH1.   I remember seeing Meredith Brooks  preform shout at The Hard Rock Café.    It really reminds why Meredith Brooks is one of my favorite musicans.   I will say Deconstruction is different from Meredith's previous album Blurring The Edges with her #1 hit bitch on the album but those differences are what make Deconstruction great.         The more I listen to Pretty Poison the more I realize how ahead of their time Pretty Poison was.    I think the main reason Pretty Poison was so influential Jade Starling’s voice and Pretty Poison had hip hop beats and dance beats with keyboards.     One particular song I think of that is on Catch Me I’m Falling is called nighttime.   I think this type of music is called freestyle.   Nighttime has everything that made Pretty Poison one of a kind.   An excellent dance beat hip hop beats and Jade does some raping on many of the songs on Catch Me I’m Falling.   Some of the singles from Catch me I’m Falling were released in 1987.   The album from Pretty Poison was released in 1988.   I am one of those newer fans of Pretty Poison and Jade Starling.     Jade  has become one of my favorite musicans.   This type of music has now become known as: electronic dance music or EDM.   They just did not have a name for it in the late 1980s.   I am going to try to make this relevant to popular music of today a musician such as: Lady Gaga her musical style is known as: Electronic dance pop.   I think Pretty Poison had to be an influence on popular music of today.   Saraya which is one of my favorite bands I have found so many demos by this great band that were never released.     That is one of the great aspects of the internet.   It is truly a shame that these demos were not released.    This music has longevity for many people.   I read comments from people on the internet.   I read comments from fans who love Saraya and I read comments from newer fans such as myself who love this music.   I really enjoy the two albums that were released by Saraya I also really enjoy the demos by Saraya.   These demos have everything in my opinion that made Saraya a great hard rock band.     One of the demos by Saraya that I really enjoy is called heart on my sleeve which was recorded in 1983.   There are many reasons why I like this demo.  I love Sandi’s voice she was a real talent.    The drumming is really what makes this demo great.    The unfortunate aspect is that this music was never released.   I treasure Saraya’s music.    Saraya is my favorite band from New Jersey.   Sandi Saraya in my opinion is truly one of the great front women in hard rock!   The drumming in the demo  called heart on my sleeve is really well done.   Saraya’s music had to be and continues to be an influence on many musicans and bands. I can speak for myself and say that Saraya’s music has had a huge impact and influence in my life.    I do not think it is wise for professional wrestling companies to feel as if they need a talent.   What I mean by that if companies always have to rely on the same talents year after year these companies will not survive.   Companies will always need to have more established talent to work with up and coming talents to make new stars.    But when companies feel the need to rely on talents that is not good.   In my opinion one of the main reasons the territories went out of business promoters of the territories always relied on their top talent and when the top talent left the territories they folded.      I was listening to an interview with Shirley Manson where she talks about how frustrating it must be for alternative musicans.   That people are only hearing from the happy musicans and it is almost impossible to hear different points of view.   In the 1990s it was accepted by the media and now and it is not.   I agree with her.   I think especially when people are growing up people need to be exposed to different emotions and points of view.   I grew up listening to alternative rock I know for me it helped my mind to develop by listening to alternative rock because it was not happiest music.    When people are growing up they go through different emotions that do not make sense.   Being a human being is not to be happy all the time.   People can not always write about happy stuff.   In my opinion the music industry is doing a disservice by not presenting different points of view.    Alternative rock from the early to the late 1990s explored different emotions and different aspects of different human nature.   I think now society is not accepting of different emotions.     Since it is The Queen Of Extreme Franchine’s birthday I want to pay tribute to her.   Francine was a tough chick.   The Pit bulls Gary Wolfe and Pitbull #2 put her through a table I think she broke her neck on that.    I want to put over that dedication.   She also took The Eliminators finisher: Perry Saturn and John Kronus Total Elimination.   Which is a double team maneuver where Saturn preforms a spinning leg drop and  Kronus executes a spinning heel kick.   Perry was a member of the stable The Revolution with Shane Douglas Dean Malenko Eddie Guerrero and Chris Benoit in WCW.   Then Chris Benoit Dean Malenko Eddie Guerrero and Perry Saturn went to the WWE and became known as: The Radicalz.   The Head Cheerleader Franchine was the on screen girlfriend and manager of my favorite persona in professional wrestling The Franchise Shane Douglas.   When Shane left ECW in 1999 she managed The Innovator Of Violence Tommy Dreamer.   I must say just as a side note here: Tommy has a great taste in women!   I would like to say thanks to The Queen Of Extreme Franchine! As much of a fan as I am of TNA Impact Wrestling I always consider myself an ECW guy.   I am proud to say that I had the privilege to be a part of The ECW Revolution.   I consider TNA Impact Wrestling my company, but ECW is where my heart is!   I mentioned Francine earlier it is the section where I mention Beulah Mcgillicutty.    Shane Douglas and Franchine are the greatest combination in professional wrestling.   The only combination that is  equal in my opinion are Tommy Dreamer and Beulah.   Raven is another one of my favorite personas in professional wrestling.     I mentioned the relationship between Paul Heyman and Scott Levy that combination created The Raven persona.   Paul Heyman said that when he was the owner of ECW he wanted to get out of people things that no one else could and in 2002 he had that same approach when he was the lead writer of WWE’s program Smackdown from 2002-2004 this was when Smackdown was at it’s best. The other combination in professional wrestling that is my favorite combination are:  Tommy Dreamer and Beulah.   The Innovator Of Violence Tommy Dreamer is my absolute favorite professional wrestler.    Then just add Beulah Mcgillicutty to that combination.      When I heard that beer can open JSK who was the CO host of the internet program Wrestling News Live.   JSK had this stick at the beginning of the program where Trey Dawg would say: I am The Trey Dawg alongside my tag team partner a sound of a beer can being opened would be heard as JSK would say J.S.K.   On the live episode of TNA Impact Wrestling that was the debut for TNA Impact Wrestling on Pop I marked out when I heard The Beer Money theme which is the sound of a beer can opening.   Which meant the return of The Cowboy James Storm to TNA Impact Wrestling.   Which was the reuniting of the tag team Beer Money The IT Factor Bobby Roode and The Cowboy James Storm.   The Franchise Shane Douglas dad when he was growing up he would tell him things that he never knew what the hell he was talking about.    Shane’s dad would tell him it is easy to keep your feet on the ground or you can soar with the eagles.   On The Night The Line Was Crossed when he won The NWA Championship and threw it down and he proclaimed The Eastern Championship Wrestling tittle The Extreme Championship Wrestling title he finally knew what his dad was telling him.    I can tell people some of the most fun I have had was imitating a promo that I heard The Franchise Shane Douglas do.    The Franchise Shane Douglas was for me the persona in professional wrestling I could out of all the other gimmicks and personas I could relate to the most.   I started watching ECW On TNN every Friday night.   That was the very first time I had ever seen ECW.   I have never experienced anything like ECW as a fan and supporter of professional wrestling.   Keep in mind I had not been watching professional wrestling very long when I discovered ECW On TNN.    It took me a long time to understand professional wrestling.   When I started watching professional wrestling it was like watching a football game.   It was difficult for me to understand.     But there was something about it that I enjoyed. It is not fun for me to watch something I do not understand.   What I always loved about ECW was the experience and the passion from the fans.   I have never experienced the real genuine emotion and passion that I felt watching ECW.   I only watched ECW On TNN for a very short time but the real emotion and passion that watching ECW On TNN gave me has never been lost on me.   In my opinion the main element of professional wrestling that makes it what it is it is the mutilation of real human emotion.    Professional wrestling has to do with human nature that is key to understanding what professional wrestling is all about.     That is it that is the basic fundamental that makes professional wrestling work.   But it is often overlooked.   In my opinion if people understood the basic philosophy that professional wrestling is based which is human nature it may not be as over thought as sometimes it has become.   I think if people do not understand the manipulation of human emotion real genuine emotion nothing else matters.   The main aspect that bookers or whoever is involved can not do is fake real genuine emotion.   If anything done in professional wrestling lacks real human emotion everything else is futile.    A band that I really enjoy that I mentioned in a section about Tori Amos and Alanis Morissette that Amy Lee who was the front woman of Evanescence that Amy’s all-time favorite musician is Tori Amos.   Amy has also said that listening to Alanis Morrisette’s album Jagged Little Pill helped get her through some of her teenage years.   I really am a fan of Evanescence more specifically a fan of Amy Lee.   I will say that in kind listening to Evanescence’s music has helped me get through some dark periods during my life.   The element that I enjoy most about Evanescence’s music is the darkness of it.   That is what attracted me to alternative rock growing up in the late 1990s was the darkness of it.   Part of what makes Evanescence stand out there are so many elements to Evanescence’s music.   At one point Christan bookstores were selling Evanescence debut album Fallen.   Which I thought was strange because it was not the most positive music.   But it connects with me on a spiritual level.    The band was unhappy about this so Christan bookstores stopped selling their album.   Amy stated that even though they are a Christan band they did not want to beat their fans over the head with it.    On to my favorite Evanescence’s songs.   This is not going to be in any order.   My immortal this song to me is full of real genuine emotion.   My immortal is an example of real garage honest music.   I love the heaviness of the sound that is what I enjoy about all Evanescence’s music.   Amy’s piano playing is haunting and gorgeous at the same time.   Going under I like this because of the darkness and heaviness as well.    Everybody’s fool Amy’s sister was dressing and acting like in Amy’s words fake pop stars.   A pejorative that is often used is bubble gum pop.    So this would have been around circa 1999.   I was a big fan of Christina Aguilera's music video and song genie in a bottle.   That is what Amy is referring.   I was also a huge fan of Willa Ford which maybe in that same category.   What I enjoy about everybody’s fool is again what I have stated previously about Evanescence’s music.   The reason everybody’s fool sticks out for me is the message about people who hold celebrities up on this pedestal.    How people have this perception that celebrities who portray an image that they want people to see which is fake.   How people do not see the behind the scenes of what celebrities go through to create this image   Examples of this are: pain depression and the desire to be loved by random strangers.   There is nothing wrong with wanting to be loved.   That is basic human nature.   But for the people who need validation from random strangers that is where the problem lies. The reason this is a problem the image  that they are portraying or the image that people have of them is false.   On The Kurt Angle Farewell Tour he had an excellent back and forth match between The IT Factor Bobby Roode who I think is the best all-around professional wrestler right now.   This match was a match of holds and counter holds.   If I had to break this down I would say that Bobby Roode is a better chain wrestler than Kurt Angle but Kurt was able to counter the crossface into an ankle lock and beat Roode by submission.   Kurt Angle has been called the best professional wrestler who has ever lived.   Kurt is the only professional wrestler in history to be inducted into The National Wrestling Hall Of Fame.   Kurt Angle is a TNA Hall Of Famer and is now a WWE Hall Of Famer.    Josh Matthews said The IT Factor Bobby Roode is a first ballad TNA Hall Of Famer.   DA Pope said that Bobby Roode is a legend in his own right here in TNA Impact Wrestling.   I agree I think he is up there with some of the best professional wrestlers in the business.   Doctor Tom Prichard who is someone I greatly respect for his knowledge of the fundamentals of professional wrestling and his willingness to pass his knowledge on to others.   Bobby Roode worked in Ohio Valley Wrestling OVW.   Which was the WWE’s developmental territory.    Doctor Tom was the head trainer for OVW when Bobby was developing his skills.   Doctor Tom said that he thought Bobby Roode was the person that had the most potential.   Drew Galloway is someone in TNA Impact Wrestling I have been very impressed by for quite a while.   Drew is a very well rounded professional wrestler.   Last Tuesday The Miracle Mike Bennett and Drew had a terrific match.   I hope Drew and The Miracle can have a good program together.   I had not seen any of Mike Bennett’s work when he worked in Ring Of Honor but I have been very impressed by what I have seen during the short time he has been in TNA Impact Wrestling.   I do not know how AJ Styles could have debuted any better for the WWE.   In my opinion AJ having his first match with Chris Jericho which both of their matches were great.   The main reason the way the WWE has booked AJ so well AJ Styles needs someone that can jell with his style.   Chris is one of those guys.   I forgot about Chris but they had a great series of matches.   I hope AJ gets to have that WrestleMania moment because he deserves it.   AJ is such a gifted performer inside the ring but more important he is a wonderful human being.   I have never heard a bad word said about AJ Styles so I could not be happier for AJ Styles.      Glenn Frey said  in an interview with Bob Costas that Hotel California was their best record because Don Henley and Glenn Frey learned how to make a record.   In the same interview a fan asked Bob Segar why did The Eagles break up Bob Segar said in  two words Hotel California meaning they reached their peek and could not go any higher.   They were smart they walked away at the right time and did not just to reinvent what Eagles were.      Rob Van Dam VS. Jerry Lynn for The ECW World television title in 1999 were some of the best series of matches.   The aspect I enjoyed the most about these matches between RVD and Jerry they were twiners the program that they had was not your typically good guy vs bad guy fans were cheering both guys.   I prefer a match like this occasionally when the crowd is cheering both guys and the fans could never see ether person losing.   I felt the same way watching Bobby Roode and Kurt Angle this past Tuesday.   It was just a great match that was the story.    I am not always of the opinion that in a match that there must always be a good guy and a bad guy most of the time I just want to see a great match between two combatants either similar styles or different styles.   That is what I enjoy most about professional wrestling.   I have heard many people say that fans who are under 30 such as myself have never seen professional wrestling that fans under 30 have only seen a version of sports entertainment.   Which I love because I do not know any better.   But I enjoy personal issues in professional wrestling it is simple as that.  Just add a little intrigue with amplified characteristics that the talents want to use to get the desired emotions out of the fans.   Examples: bad guys desired emotions are negativity.   Good guys desired emotions are positive emotions. Bad guys desired emotion are negative and add personal issues to the feud that is the recipe to what I think makes professional wrestling successful or what I like to see.    The Innovator Of Violence Tommy Dreamer and Beulah Mccgilliculty who was known by some of the ECW faithful as the first lady of ECW.   There were many great females that revolutionized professional wrestling.   There were many great females who revolutionized what professional wrestling could be.   ECW was more of a mature product.   ECW was known as the renegade promotion.   Paul Heyman’s version of ECW was to break every rule and to make more of a real genuine product which at that time had never been done.   That is why in my opinion Paul Heyman does not get the credit he deserves.   Now professional wrestling is geared towards younger fans.   Which I think is good.    That mature product changed the perception of what professional wrestling could be.   I am going to say that ECW gave way to the popularity of MMA because Taz incorporated MMA into his hybrid style.   The basic premise of Wayne World is wonderful which is I am going to have fun in life no matter what.   People who know me think that I have kind of mellowed out.    I must admit that has I have gotten older I have become more easy going.   With all the stomach issues I have had I have lighted up a lot.   I am not saying that is the best way to be but it is a great philosophy.   On April 22, 2000 ECW’s CyberSlam took place at The Arena in Philadelphia.   This was a special because my favorite professional wrestler of all time Tommy Dreamer became The ECW World Heavyweight Champion after defending Taz who had just signed with the WWE earlier that same year.   The night Tommy won The ECW Title he was upset Tommy wanted to go his entire career without winning a championship.   This was during a time when ECW had just debuted on August 27,1999 on TNN.  Paul Heyman gave Tommy Dreamer The ECW World Title because he knew he was not going anywhere.   Tommy did not get to wear The ECW World Heavyweight Championship  very long because Justin Credible challenged Tommy for The ECW World Heavyweight Championship minutes after Tommy had won the championship from Taz after Francine turned on Tommy and allied herself with Justin Credible who became the new ECW World Heavyweight Champion.   ECW biggest event of the year was November To Remember this event was to ECW what WrestleMania is to the WWE.   Many wrestling fans say that WrestleMania is the biggest event of the year.   My first WrestleMania I remember following was WrestleMania 16.   If I had been a fan of professional wrestling earlier and if I knew about ECW before 1999 I would have followed ECW.   At this time in 1999 I had just been watching the WWE and when I found ECW On TNN on Friday nights I would watch ECW.   I was becoming more of a fan of ECW then WWE at the time.     November To Remember would have been my WrestleMania at the time.   ECW just did not last long enough for me unfortunately.   In my opinion the biggest wrestling event of the year is TNA’s Bound For Glory.   It is TNA’s version of the big game or what WrestleMania is to the WWE.   The reason I think the best performers in professional wrestling are performers that are extensions of their own personalities they are magnifications of their own personalities to 1000 percent or to the most.   So then the performers are not acting.   They are who they are the performers are using their own personalities.    So fans believe those personalities that they are seeing are who they really are.   I keep writing about this same topic but I am saying the same thing but in a different way.   It is such an important point I am trying to make this point make sense.   As I have gotten older my appreciation for ECW has grown stronger.    I have always considered myself an ECW guy.   The Smackdown Six were:   Kurt Angle Chris Benoit Eddie Guerreo Rey Mysterio Edge and Chavo Guerreo.   This was when Smackdown was at it’s best from 2002 to 2004.     In professional wrestling there has to be talent in the right place at the right time.   Much like making a movie a writer  a director or a producer is there to get the best out of them.   Paul Heyman was the lead writer of Smackdown at the time Smackdown was facing cancellation so Paul asked Vince K. McMahon if he could have Smackdown so they did not have to worry about Smackdown.   These talents were not seen has top talents so Paul wanted to exploit talents to their fullest capabilities.   That to me is the mark of a great booker a writer or a producer.   People can have all the talent in the world but it takes a person such as: a director a writer or a producer to recognize that talent and to be able to get the absolute most out of those talents.    That is what Paul Heyman did for a lot of talent in ECW.   What is sad many of these talents were not successful without Paul’s direction.   When he was booking Smackdown he also wanted to take young talents and exploit their talent to their fullest potential.   That is why I have such admiration for Paul Heyman.   It is comparable to actors working with the same directors.    When an actor feels comfortable with a director they will probably make a better movie and the director will be able to get the most out of the actor.   ECW’s second to last November To Remember took place on November 7th 1999.  The main event: Rhino and The Impact Players: Justin Credible and Lance Storm with Dawn Marie VS. Tommy Dreamer with Francine Raven and The Sandman.    I really admire Tommy Dreamer for his loyalty to ECW and his passion for what he loved.   The final November To Remember took place on November 5th 2000.   The main event: A Double Jeopardy match for The ECW World Heavyweight Championship. Jerry Lynn finally became The ECW World Heavyweight Champion earlier that year at Anarchy Rules.   The King Of Old School Steve Corino with Dawn Marie VS. The Sandman and Jerry Lynn VS. Justin Credible with Francine. Steve Corino becomes the ECW World Heavyweight Champion by defending Justin Credible Jerry Lynn had been eliminated earlier in the match.   So that meant there would be a new ECW World Heavyweight Champion.    Drew Galloway cashed in his feast or fired briefcase defending Matt Hardy to become The New TNA Heavyweight Champion.   I am very excited that Drew won the TNA Heavyweight Championship.   He did it live on Impact and it was a surprise.   In my opinion Drew Galloway is a very well rounded professional wrestler and is a hybrid of many different styles.   I hope The Miracle Mike Bennett gets a chance to face Drew for The TNA World Heavyweight Championship.   I think The Miracle Mike Bennett and Maria are great together.   I think that The Miracle Mike Bennett is a hybrid of a professional wrestler as well.   Drew Galloway and The Miracle Mike Bennett had a great match a couple weeks ago.   Drew Galloway has some of the hardest knife edge chops I have seen in a while.   Any kind of rock music is struggling right now.   I realize I am not hip anymore to new music popular music is not geared towards people my age that is why I listen to hard rock musicans and bands from 1980s that have had a resurgence because of the internet.   I am glad that these musicans and bands are out there because there are fans my age who enjoy this music.   The second reason I am glad these musicans and bands are still performing I want this music to survive.   Kip Winger stated in an interview with Eddie Trunk that his band has been immortalized because of the internet.   These musicans and bands are also having fun after not performing after many years.    Popular music has changed dramatically since I was growing up.   Alternative rock from the 1990s had a huge impact on me growing up.   MTV was my primary source MTV was considered taboo when I was growing up but MTV is nowhere near what it was.   When I think about The Video Music Awards the past couple of years there is nothing resembling rock.   It was going the teen pop rout during the Total Request Live era when I was watching MTV.    Even though the music videos were not great being a VJ looked like a dream job.    My favorite music video is freak on a leash by Korn.     I just would like to take a minute to say thank you to The IT Factor Bobby Roode I think he is the best all-around professional wrestler in the business.   I truly wish Bobby Roode all the best I hope to see him down the road.   Hearing the Beer Money theme of a beer can being opened always made me excited because I knew it was going to be fun.   I love Beer Money The IT Factor Bobby Roode and James Storm they were just a fun tag team.   I love these guys.   I wish Bobby Roode all the best.    Tanya Donelly pretty deep a great song.   I have said that there is nothing that sounds like alternative rock it has a certain vibe.   I have thought about this I do not think I enjoy alternative rock just because I grew up listening to alternative music and there are different types of rock music.   Now any kind of rock music is struggling.   It is very difficult to find outlets for new rock musicans to get their music out there.   Most people probably presume because of the internet it is easy for rock musicans to get their music out there.    But there has to be an audience for it.     The wonderful aspect of the internet a younger generation of fans can rediscover these musicans and bands they need to be supported at this point in time.      Liz Phair extraordinary this song is from Liz’s self-titled album Liz Phair.   At this point the popularity of alternative rock was not as prevalent as it was in the late 1990s.    I do not think this type of music has ever gone away it just was a choice that a certain group of fans had Liz Phair who was a part of the alternative rock scene in the 1990s released Somebody’s Miracle which was considered a pop record but to me this may have introduced Liz Phair to the mainstream but it had that alternative feel that her previous albums had.      Tommy Dreamer and Raven were rivals in ECW when Raven made his return to ECW Tommy and Raven became a tag team and became The ECW World Tag Team Champions on the 2nd week of ECW On TNN which aired on 9-      18-99.    This was a time when Tommy Dreamer was being managed by The Queen of Extreme Francine.   Beulah who had been accompanying Tommy to the ring and was his girlfriend retired from ECW.   The Impact Players who were Lance Storm and Justin Credible with Dawn Marie.   Tommy Dreamer and Raven with Francine she was the manager of the tag team.   Tommy did not trust Raven because in a tag team match Raven DDTed Francine by accident.   Tommy wanted to protect her from Raven.   Francine was trying to tell Tommy that Raven was blinded in a match and what had happened was not on purpose and that Tommy was not focused on being tag team partners with Raven.   Francine asks Tommy to trust Raven Tommy Dreamer and Raven face The Impact Players after Dawn Marie says to Tommy that “it is obvious who wears the paints in this relationship” Dawn Marie was mocking Tommy Dreamer.   This makes Francine angry so she sets up a tag match between Tommy Dreamer and Raven VS. The Impact Players.   Tommy and Raven are defeated by Lance Storm and Justin Credible.   Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible in the summer of 1998 had a series of matches in ECW.   I want to make note of this because one of my goals is to capture moments in time that had an impact on me moments that I wanted to be a part. That was one of my inspiration to begin this project.    An example: when I was about nine years old watching MTV and saw the music video stupid girl by Garbage that moment changed everything for me. I think I had an appreciation for music but that changed everything for me and was the beginning of what I think is a cruse in some ways but a gift in other ways.   Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible those series of match in ECW captured my imagination my passion everything in my mind.   Justin Credible was just an amazing worker who worked as a heel in these series of matches with Jerry Lynn but he was so good at making the audience hate him that eventually he made the heel fans hate him.   What I mean by that the fans that usually would cheer for the bad guys turned on him that is how good Justin Credible is as a performer he got fans that would usually cheer him to boo him.   The final match in the series between Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible took place during ECW’s Heatwave 98 event what I enjoyed most about these series of matches between Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible in each of these matches they both employed a different game plan in each match.   I also loved that this match began with a feeling out process each person did not want to make the first error in the match that their opportunity could capitalize.   In my opinion that is the recipe to a great match.   A good lock up in a match is paramount because a lock up sets the tone for an entire match.   The feeling out process began with wonderful chain wrestling by both Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible.   They each used aerial maneuvers from the top.   Each had a variation of the pilledriver Jerry used a cradle pilldriver which is a stuffing pilledriver.   Justin used that’s incredible which is a twisting corkscrew tombstone pilldriver.   In the end Justin Credible wins the match.   Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible showcased everything they had in this match and they did something crucial they made each look like they were the best they could be.   Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible were not selfish their goal was to elevate each other and to make both of them more popular to the fans.   Jerry Lynn said that Paul Heyman did not give them much direction.   Paul just liked what he saw and had the faith that Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible could have a great series of matches.   I do not know if this is true or not but I think just by what I have seen from other places at the time Jerry Lynn and Justin Credible would not have the opportunity to showcase themselves to their potential.   This all goes back to Paul Heyman’s philosophy of wanting to get things out of performers that no one else could.   Or help performers that were told by others in the business they could not make it.   Paul wanted to get out of performers aspects that he saw in them that the performers he was working did not believe they were capable and to showcase them to their fullest capabilities.   These moments are what I want to make note.   Making notes and capturing moments that were turning points for me such as: bitch by Meredith Brooks.    When I first saw that music video on VH1 looking back at that time growing up during that time and now looking back it was a turning point for me.   Meredith's album Blurring The Edges I have had the good fortune of rediscovering Blurring The Edges  which  was released the year after stupid girl.   Also rediscovering Meredith Brooks in general.   The alternative rock band Garbage was the beginning turning point for me growing up that I have rediscovered after many years had passed.   When I first saw stupid girl I did not realize that seeing that video would be the turning point.   I was too young to understand that seeing that music video would be the turning point that would change everything for me.   I was able to rediscover Garbage years later.   Only everything by Juliana Hatfield was a turning point for me as well.   I did not have the understanding of certain alternative rock that connected with me at an early age but I did not think this would be the music that would bring me back to life when I need it as a young adult.   MTV was big into playing alternative rock in the late 1990s there was a desire for it. Now things have evolved and there does not seem to be any voices to counteract the mainstream whatever that is today.    I know I sound like a dinosaur.   That is just an observation on my part they could be out there.   In short I have become more at peace with having an alternative rock sprit.   I have many musicans that I am grateful for that realization.   Van Halen or Van Hagar when Sammy was fronting the band were still very successful during the beginning popularity of Grunge.   Van Hagar was one of the few bands that still sold many records.   There are connections to alternative rock that connect with individuals at different times and those emotions and connections that stay with an individual forever.   That is what I am the most fascinated.   Make it home by: Juliana Hatfield from My so called life from episode So called angels: Juliana makes an appearance as an angel.   There are just so many wonderful elements to Juliana’s music that are real and genuine.   Peace and love which has one of my favorite Juliana songs I picked you.   Just a song that is filled with love and compassion.   When I heard I picked you up the very first time I wanted to discover more of Juliana work.       I have to add feed me by: Juliana Hateflied this song is from one of Juliana’s early releases in 1992 called I see you.   I see you is also available on her album  Hey Babe which was released in 1999.   Both are worth checking out!     The pain the real sliced open pain is one of the feelings I receive listening to this song.   The self-hatred but the love that is expressed by Juliana over shadows all of that.   If this person only knew the love that she has for this person.   She may loath herself but she craves and is hungry for this person whom she loves.   If he only knew what she is going.   Juliana performed this on MTV’s 120 minutes.    Backseat from Juliana’s album Bed which I mentioned that this was released when the popularity of alternative rock was waning.   Juliana signature voice is on full display in backseat.   This song is about not giving up when you want to give up.   When there is no way out or when you see no way out.   What I am amazed by are the true feelings that may not make sense but are true feelings that have to be dealt.   Bad day which is also on Bed by Juliana is going on my list.   What sticks out for me at first listen is the aggressive attitude that bad day has.   This is really a great honest rock track with a really great drum beat that just lays out there.   A drum beat that just lays out there is one element that distinguishes alternative rock from any other type of music.    When most people think keyboard bands they think of bands such as: Rush Yes and Deep Purple.   I think of Emerson Lake and Palmer and Deep Purple.   For me Emerson Lake and Palmer each member contributed something different to the band.   Each member captured fans imagination.   This music still as time goes on will continue to capture fans imagination they brought theatrics into their performances I mean that in a positive way.   I know that the word theatrics seems to be used in a negative way.       Radio hosts and podcasts were my inspiration from beginning.   That and dreaming of being a VJ.   I love the song and music video for don’t rush me.   This is just a great music video and song   The colors and the motion that  starts and stops is just amazing.   Juliana also has an excellent song called Beautiful Creature.   Just another great song from Juliana   Cool rock boy is a dark song that is about I think longing for something or someone that is just great.   Juliana is one of a kind to me.   An Alternative Goddess.      Lita Amy Dumas said in her 2014 WWE Hall Of Fame acceptances speech: “I encourage you to find your punk rock”.   Hearing that gave me some inspiration to start this project.    I have always had a crush on Lita.    On my list: Bon Jovi blame it on the love of rock’n roll this is on Keep The Faith.   This is a really high energy fun anthem hard rock song.      You know it feels so good it ought to be illegal.   I can certainly relate to those lyrics.   Bon Jovi was and continues to be an influence on many musicans and bands. This next part will be a collection of my favorites.    Somebody’s waiting for me from Juliana Hateflied's album Beautiful Creature.    I enjoy the beat and rhythm and honesty of somebody’s waiting and the honest what I have discussed previously.   Next on my list: cry in the dark which is also on Juliana’s album Beautiful Creature.   The real genuine emotion of sadness and not being able to express emotions also not wanting anyone to see you in this way. I can relate to that I think everyone can.   Cry in the dark deals with a want to just be loved.  On my list: Hello my name is baby by: The Juliana Hateflied Three which is on the EP. For The Birds.   Sellout by Juliana Hateflied goes on the list from the soundtrack Freeway 2 Confessions of a Trackway.    The last favorite on my list: for now close your eyes by: Juliana Hateflied which is on Beautiful Creature.   Memphis Heat the True Story of Memphis Wrasslin was a great documentary I really loved hearing about the territories.   I really think just by research and observations by people in the professional wrestling business I respect such as: Jim Ross and Tony Schiavone    That the territories were training camps JR uses this analogy: How would baseball managers recruit new talent? Or how would the NFL recruit talent without college football?   The territories in professional wrestling were the training ground for professional wrestlers to learn and develop everything that goes into being a professional wrestler.   Jerry Jarrett was the most successful booker in Memphis because of his philosophy of presenting personal issues.   The documentary does an impeccable job of explaining heat.   The love that fans had for good guys were akin to best friends and family members.   The distain that fans had for the bad guys was genuine hatred.   The bad guys had to worry about their safety because of the heat they received from the fans.    I think of everyone in professional wrestling as friends or family.   They truly are.   I can’t help how I feel.   I am truly invested and worry about their health and well-being.    I do not understand why professional wrestlers need to take just ungodly bumps and risks.   I do not understand it.   I do not know how anyone could be a fan of watching it.   The basic philosophy of the business of professional wrestling was selling that was it.   Meaning the participants made fans suspend their believe just enough to give them   the illusion that they were hurting each other without actually hurting each other.   Selling was important for the good guys in a match for the fans to believe that the bad guys are harming them.   I worry about the state of the business.   Selling is crucial.   There are elements that makes professional wrestling what it is and there are reasons why people are drawn to it but if any element is removed part of what fans enjoy about it will be lost.   A main element is selling.   A really great documentary that illustrates the magic that professional wrestling is.   The most important aspect and this all of the differences in the world Superstar Bill Dundee said that they went to the ring believing it was real and were trying to convince the fans it was real. That makes all the differences in the world.    The Superstar said John Wayne could not make it in the movies today that is how bad movies have gotten and changed.    The Superstar said that people talk about professional wrestling like it is a show and that younger people who are coming up in the business do not believe it is real.   That is what made the difference the performers believed what they were doing was real and they convinced the people in the front row it was real.   That is the most important distinction.   Whatever your provinces is as a fan is fine just try to enjoy it.    One last observation I would like to make I am not a fan of most media and I get extremely worked up when I think people are mistreated by the media.   I think most in the media are ignorant about most things and look down on the average person.   The media does not take the time to understand most topics most of it I feel is just dirty laundry to get ratings or views.    Cable news television and internet have made things worse and a new generation of people that are growing up are tattling on everyone.   There are problems with the professional wrestling business there are problems everywhere in life.   But a point that I want to make professional wrestling brings joy and passion to fans who love it.   I will not pretend to like something I do not like just because it is the popular thing to do.   If I like something great but I never will say I like something just because it is the “cool hip” thing to like.   The point I am trying to make is just be real be who you are.   That is how I have chosen to be and I am much more satisfied being real.   I always have had an appreciation for people who give children an appreciation and love music.   For many difference reasons life gets everyone down and when life gets you down music can be that escape when life gets certain individuals down.   I really think that is a great point but I do not think I explained that well but I think it is a great point.   To say it another way life can be extremely depressing at certain times.   I know for me having an appreciation for music can help induvial people deal or getting though challenging times in life.   That is I think when children who take an interest in music it should not discouraged or looked down upon by people in authority it should be embraced.   I think the style of hardcore professional wrestling it is not about violence or what it has become it has to do with a work ethic.   It has to do with passion and respect.   Just like heavy metal has nothing to do with volume noise or even devil worship it all has to do with an attitude.   Tony Schiavone said in an interview with Jim Ross that the territory system was a great system.   I think because there were always places for people to go.   That promoters would trade talent where they could go from territory to territory and could eventually get a chance to go to the biggest company which would be the WWE.    Professional wrestling in Texas and in Memphis sold out houses in local territories even though those local territories went away the WWE sells out everytime they go to Memphis and Texas.   So I still think of Texas and Memphis as hotbeds for professional wrestling.    I respect that Taz said that the WWE was never sold on him.   I like that Taz said that he is tired of people saying you haven’t done nothing until you have done it in the WWE.   In my opinion I do not feel the WWE is the in all be all.   I am glad that Taz and others have made that point.   I think many fans and people in the WWE have that opinion.    They have a right to their opinion but it proves my opinion that I have had for a while.     One of my goals and this is a main goals is capturing one of a kind experiences that I want to persevere because everything is constantly changing and that is life.   As life constantly changes there are moments that captures individuals emotions that brings out passion and imagination.    There are moments that are going away.   It is funny how people think this is my generation I do not understand this generation.   This generation that are looking on their cell phone constantly and nothing seems to mean anything anymore and it is sad.   RIP then they move on to next thing. I may not want to move on right away.   I am probably part of the problem.   It just really bothers me that nothing seems to matter to the individuals that are growing up now this generation does not seem to want to be in the moment they just want to capture it on their cell phones or post it to social media.   Which is fine to a point but it just seems to me that no one really cares they just want their friends to see it.   So most people now are not experiencing anything. I do not want to generalize because some people think thoughts and prayers is over used by some people I am not one of them.   But I have a theory about RIP this is just an observation this is not everyone but this is the problem that I am trying to address. They use the term RIP just so they can think look I care. I have to comment on everything so everyone knows that care about whatever is trending Just to clarify I am not putting everyone who does this in this category.   It is just like all the negativity on the internet which I discussed earlier.   An example: LOL when something is failing.   The point is nothing seems to matter to this generation.   So I can understand why Don Henley does not want fans to have their cell phones and cameras out during concerts they want them to be in the moment with them.   There are things that I have to address I can’t pretend that they do not exist they are not going away I am addressing a trend that keeps getting worse and worse.   There is a generation that will not know anything different then the negativity they see and what I fear will happened they will fall right into the trap of what they have been taught.   I know all of this negativity has had an effect on me so that is why I feel the need to address something that is very troubling.   This is the last point I am going to try to make to clarify all of this.   I am extremely troubled that the individuals that I have discussed will become narcissists which will keep growing and growing.    DR. Tom Prichard was called a rip off of Roddy Pipper.   This from is Dr. Tom Prichard’s blog If YOU’RE GONNA STEAL FROM THE BEST!   Or, why I sound like Roddy Piper.   3, August 2012   On The Doctor Note which is DR. Tom Prichard official website.    I know a lot people have been saying I’m ripping off your gimmick, but if I ever wanted to steal from anybody I want to steal from the best.   I’ll stop and change everything man I’m sorry Roddy replied “No no, no, I heard it and you’re doing a great job.   Don’t listen to what a few assholes say.   I consider it an honor and I have no problem with what you are doing.   Keep up the good work I love your brother and I hope to see you soon”.   Now I’m surely, Hot Rod is just saying that to make me feel good, ya know  dad being the hospital and all.   Think what you want I believe Roddy was being genuine.   I was paying homage to a guy I admired and I respected I was never going to WWE anyway I was content working the territories that were left and carve out a living there.   I wanted give a little back ground on why some fans and some professional wrestlers accuse DR. Tom of stealing Roddy’s gimmick.   I want to give an account of the kind of person that Roddy was and to show him respect.   I have the up most respect for Doctor Tom Prichard for his promo work and his in ring style.   Just for everything he has contributed to the professional wrestling business.   DR. Tom is a trainer now he passes on his knowledge to up and coming talent.   He shows and teaches in ring psychology and how to tell a story and not just do high spots and take bumps which I am not a fan.   I have respect for the people going out there night after night year after year but I hate and I hope the younger generation coming up are not taught that this is the way to be successful.   DR. Tom cut these impassionate promos he came off just extremely wild   just like Roddy but I really do not believe that DR. Tom was a rip off of Roddy.   He may have been influenced by Roddy but I think that performers who are successful were influenced by someone but they have to put their own spin on it by being who they are.   Doctor Tom Prichard is from Houston Texas and went to the coliseum or The Dallas Sportatorium not sure about that note: when he was sixteen years old every Friday night where events took place.   Paul Bosh was the promotor of this territory.   Gary Hart was the booker of the territory the match maker.     Gary Hart worked in the offices in Houston Texas.   DR. Tom worked in a territory Conditional Championship Wrestling CCW which became the Conditional Wrestling Federation CWF. The Dirty White Boy Tony Anthony had a program with DR. Tom in Conditional Championship Wrestling in 1988 this was a personal issue between both induvials.    They had a Southern Street Fight for The Alabama Heavyweight Championship.   DR. Tom was The Alabama Heavyweight Champion but Lady Mystic who was known as:  The Dirty White Girl interferes in the match and puts a rag or something that puts DR. Tom out.    The Dirty White Boy wins The Southern Street Fight and becomes The Alabama Heavyweight Champion.   Lady Mystic comes out on CWF’s television program and asks Gordon Solie if she could talk to Tom.   Gordon notices that The Dirty White Girl has a black eye and is beaten up.   Gordon asks The Dirty White Girl if The Dirty White Boy did this to her?   But she keeps insisting to talk to Tom.   DR. Tom eventually comes out but it is a set up by The Dirty White Girl.   The Dirty White Boy attacks DR. Tom and he is thrown through the interview backdrop handcuffed and hanged with a noose around his neck by The Dirty White Boy.   DR. Tom was a Texas Heavyweight Champion and a Southern Heavyweight Champion in Memphis Tennessee.    I have the up most respect for Doctor Tom Prichard in my opinion he does not the proper recognition that he deserves as an in ring performer and as  a trainer.   I think DR. Tom is one of the best professional wrestling trainers out there.   There are many great trainers out there and I have the most admiration for people in the business who pass on their knowledge of  the business to the next generation by teaching them the fundamentals and storytelling.   Doctor Tom Prichard and others understand that if the next generation is not taught the basic fundamentals of professional wrestling the business will not survive.    The Superstar Bill Dundee was Southern Heavyweight Champion and a Texas Heavyweight Champion.   Elijah Burke DA Pope gives some of the best promos and is just an all-around entertainer.   One of the best promos and he is a great in ring performer.   There is a definition for the term Rasslin this is just a note: distinctions I found that I believe are important to explain the style.   A southern style of professional wrestling which emphasizes kayfabe and stiffness with fewer squash matches and generally longer feuds.    DR. Tom Prichard’s theme in USWA and CCW CWF wanted die or alive by Bon Jovi.   He has a signature T-Shrit Wanted Dead Or Alive.    Doctor Tom’s promo after The Dirty White Girl asks to talk to Tom is the best most intense promos in my opinion.   The Dirty White Boy and DR. Tom had an intense brawl in parking lot outside of the studio in Alabama.   Where an interview is taking place someone interrupts the interview Danny Davis says I know there is TV  going on but there is a brawl going on in the back.     The Southern Boys and Danny Davis come out to a parking lot where DR. Tom and The Dirty White Boy are brawling.   DR. Tom is hit by a bottle by The Dirty White Boy and is knock out.   An ambulance is called where they are attending to DR. Tom.   DR. Tom is seen moving a little bit.   DR. Tom is loaded into the ambulance.   This seemed very real because of the intensity and the real human emotion that was involved.   Missy Hyatt once said in an interview that Continental Wrestling out of Alabama is some of best wrestling out there.   I enjoy Missy’s stuff what she did on TBS with Hot Stuff Eddie Gilbert.   I like the angle she did in ECW with Dancing Stevie Richards Raven and Sandman.    When I mention to friends family or anyone I hope God’s Holy Spirit is with them or wish that the Holy Spirit comforts them I do not say it because I think it is what I want people to hear.   I say it because I believe in the Holy Spirit because of what it has done for me.   I feel it.   The Holy Spirit did not enter my heart when I felt I needed it and at the time my mind was in such a dark place and I was confused it seemed like it took forever for that change.   But the Holy Spirit entered my heart on God’s timing when God felt it was the best time for me to receive it.   I want people to have peace in their heart because life I do not know how most people get through life but I know one thing no one leaves this life unscathed.   That is why induvials need the Holy Spirit in their lives for guidance and comfort and everything else in life.   So I do not use the term to be condescending or anything else I say it when at a particular time I feel called to ask for it for someone who is going through the struggles in life the questions everything that people go through.   So that is why I talk about God’s Holy Spirit.   I am not trying to be condescending or just trying to make an induvial feel good.    I want individuals to feel better but the point is I will say it when I feel called to mention the Holy Spirit because I believe it is appropriate at that time and the most important reason I truly believe it!     I hope they receive the Holy Spirit in their hearts.    The last thing I would ever want to do is come off as conceding.   I try to treat people the way I would like to be treated.   It is not something I take lightly it is the most important decision that any of us will ever make to turn our lives over to Christ life is still extremely difficult but having that peace in one’s life is a must.   I am not going to say anything especially when it comes to topics such as this other people can say what they want but I truly mean well do I have answers and understand everything? No in fact I am willing to admit that I can be a hypocrite at times in my life.   I do not mean to be that way that is human nature.   But I will not make a mockery of faith by saying things that I do not believe or by acting in ways that are condescending.   It is sad that faith is so hard to explain I do not believe everything happens for a reason I think most things in life our minds are not capable of comprehending.   I will say this having faith is difficult!     Jim Barnett is a name that should be remembered.   Jim Barnett was the main reason professional wrestling was on Tunner Broadcasting. TBS.   Jim Barnett was one of the most revolutionary promoters in professional wrestling.   I never heard that name until I read Jim Cornetee's book The 25th anniversary The Midnight Express and Jim Cornetee which is an excellent book.   I saw the documentary of Memphis Heat the True Story of Memphis Wrasslin the name of Jim Barnett was mentioned.    It is just sad that I had never heard that name before that.   Vince K.  Mcmahon was a revolutionary promoter and he is recognized for what he has done in the in the business.   I do not believe that Vince is solely reasonable for the territories going out of business.   The territories put themselves out of business by not promoting in other areas across the country besides their own territory.   It is just unfortunate that the only place to make full time living is the WWE.    Stan Hopper who was Norm McDonald Will Ferwell as the doctor is funny. Elie Marcpherson.   I just think it is a great sketch.   I just think that Norm McDonald is one of the best talents around.   “Finding Your Punk Rock” Lita Amy Dumas finding my punk rock that is a goal of mine with this project I hope to archive.   I have noticed something that many professional wrestlers are attracted to hard rock or they are just musicans of some kind.    Both deal with larger than life personalities.   The best illustration The Fabulous Freebirds:  Michael PS. Haynes Terry Bam Bam Gordy and Buddy Jack Roberts.   Doctor Tom Prichard’s favorite faction were The Freebirds   hearing him talk about that faction just as a fan who has an appreciation for the history of professional wrestling I can not put into words what that means to me.   In my opinion one of the most unrated talents I have seen as a fan of professional wrestling is Sean Morely Val Venis he  just was given a horrible gimmick in my opinion.   But just has far as an in ring performer one of the best and most underrated.   This is just a question I heard some people say that when people get older life passes them by.   Should it not be the exact opposite?   I thought the older people get they gain something called wisdom.   Now I realize I have mentioned this previously but I really do not understand why anyone would think that wisdom should be looked down upon.    Life does constantly change but the one thing I do not think anyone can put a price on is wisdom which comes from getting older.   I did not realize that Sean Morely was one of the best in ring performers until I saw him wrestle Jerry “The King” Lawler when he was Chief Morley he was the first person I saw do three vertical suplexes in a row while maintaining contact.    This was before I saw Eddie Guerreo do it which he called the three amigos all of his matches with Stevie Richards were some of the best matches in my opinion  just as in ring performers they were some of the best matches.   These matches were usually on Sunday Night Heat the WWE seems to always put their best workers on their smaller shows it is called letting them go.   Nicole Raczynski Roxxi Laveaux The Voodoo Queen which was one of my favorite TNA Knockouts when she was there she is just an amazing person.    I mentioned her in my section on The Voodoo Kin Mafia.   Roxxi had a great gimmick.   Now Nicole is a fitness coach I really wish her well.   I think she was a missed opportunity.   I remember when she would come out as: The Voodoo Queen Roxxi Laveaux I would always say I wish I had a girl like that.   She certainly did have an impact on me!      I really wish her well whatever she does in her life.   Side Note: Les Thatcher uses this match as an example training his students.    Chris Benoit VS. William Regal from the 3rd annual Brain Pillman Memorial Show which took place on May 25th 2000 in Cincinnati Ohio Xavier University’s Schmidt Field House.   Doctor Tom Prichard uses this match as well.   I think because this starts with the basic fundamentals of professional wrestling.   It builds and it keeps building the psychology and the timing.   The basic fundamentals which I hate to sound like this but it is a lost art.   One of the reasons I enjoy William Regal’s in ring style it is something I rarely get to see.   Chris Benoit could adapt to any style.   This is difficult for me to explain.   It one of those things that if people have never seen it people do not know what you are angry about.   Well I would not use the term angry I would use the term passion.   I am not a fan of just high spots and it is just really sad that professional wrestlers are substituting high spots for in ring psychology which is extremely sad.   I hate to have that opinion but it is how I feel.   The best tag team right now in my opinion Christopher Daniels and Frankie Karzarian which was called Bad Influence in TNA Impact Wrestling which is known as: The Addiction in Ring Of Honor and House Of Hardcore etc.     Too Cool Scotty 2 Hotty and Grandmaster Sexay are one of my favorite tag teams.   They were just an entertaining tag team.   I do enjoy the entertainment aspect of professional wrestling.   The gimmicks and the larger than life personalities I enjoy that aspect of professional wrestling as well.   I love the worm by Scotty 2 Hotty and the hip hop drop by Grand Master Sexay. I wanted to proof that I enjoy many aspects of professional wrestling not just the in ring product.   I am sure there is not much of a difference between Scotty 2 Hotty and the real life person which is why he was so entertaining.   I think it is comparable to David Lee Roth when he was the front man for Van Halen.   I do not think he was the best singer but he did not need to be.   David Lee Roth was a performer he was an amazing show man.   I think that is why many fans think a lot of the magic left when David Lee Roth was gone from Van Halen.   David Lee Roth gave fans a show!     I love The Red Rocker Sammy Hagar I am just more of a fan of his solo career than Van Hagar.   Sammy’s stuff with a band he fronts Chickenfoot is really excellent and fun.     Sammy fronted  Montrose when he was only 19 years   old named after the late great Ronnie Montrose.   Take it easy that is what I try to do but that does not mean I do not think people should not work or try to better themselves.   I really enjoy Crank Yankers which was created by: Adam Carolla Jimmy Kimmel and Daniel Kellison.   I love these great puppets and characters.   Jim Florentine played Special ED whose catchphrase was Yea!   Adam Carolla played MR. Birchem.   Jimmy Kimmel played Elmer.   Looking back on it that was a great show.   I love the passion of The House Of Hardcore that is what I respect the most about the philosophy of House Of Hardcore.   THQ Smackdown video games.   Spending my time playing those games were some of the best times and most fun memoires I have had in my life.   That is how I learned the moves and holds.   I also learned about the different styles of professional wrestling.   The hybrid styles of professional wrestling are what I was intrigued by the most.   I wish more emphasis was put on the different styles of professional wrestling.   THQ made the best wrestling games in my opinion.   Are there any new action stars?   Jason Statham is only guy that comes to mind.   I grew up watching Arnold Schwarzenegger movies.   The puppet by Stan Winston when The Terminator is in the Cyberdyne building and is confronted by the police and they shoot at him and you see what The Terminator looks like inside more specifically The Terminator red eye gave me the inspiration for a character I created called Silver Orange.   The Terminator’s red eye and Spawn were the inspiration for SillverOrange.       So many musicans and bands did not fit that category a band such as: Def Leppard’s album Pyromania could not be placed in a category because they put heavy metal on the pop charts.   Bon Jovi combined the intensity of hard rock with the romantic sincerity of pop.   I think that explains why these musicans and bands were able to appeal to many different types of fans.  Billy Squier is someone I greatly respect he is just a really great musician.   Songs that are my favorites by Billy Squier are: the stroke lonely is the night and rock me tonite is a very good song I do not think people should dismiss the song just because of one damn music video.     Rock me tonite was a huge radio hit.   It really is a great song.   Rock me tonite’s sound is so crisp.   Billy Squire’s music has been the most sampled in hip hop history.   Don’t say you love me is another great song.   Everybody knows you has a really wonderful beat and rhythm.   There were many bands that had some harder stuff but they also had songs that were pop hits.   That is why Dokken Bon Jovi and Def Leppard were accessible to such a large audience.   They were able to keep hard rock fans satisfied and reach a pop audience.   Kip Winger once said the reason heavy metal is popular because it reaches a certain frequency in people that only that sound can ignite in you.   Once you’re infected by it it will never leave you.   That sums it up perfectly because I know I have tried to get away from it which never works!      Many of these musicans and bands were not comfortable with becoming pop stars.     Def Leppard was not a band that had the intention of being known as: pop stars.   Side notes: drive you home by: Garbage this song just seems  to be an introspective.   I think one of the main reasons there is a connection I am not sure how to put this I am winging this there are so many emotions in this song.    There is a sexuality love and loneness and someone who is trying to get another person to be vulnerable.   Garbage went on tour with Alanis Morrissette.   I learned this from watching an interview that Shairly had on The Late Late Show with Greg Kilborn.   The influence that Shairly Manson had on me growing up she is who I blame for this love and the need that I have for music in my life.   It does not have to be a bad thing but Shairly started it all for me!    What Shairly Manson did for me she gave me the reassurance that it was okay to feel vulnerable and to feel isolated and that others struggled with the same questions that I had and the same doubts.   I think Tori Amos summed it up best when she said that this was a questioning generation.   She was talking about Nirvana and Kurt Cobain but I still feel that what Tori said applies here.   I could be wrong but this came out   a couple of years after smells like teen spirit so this is just my own interruption.    Professional wrestling has had a huge influence on my life it is difficult to explain what draws people to professional wrestling for me there are just so many pieces so many elements to it I feel it!     The American Dream Dusty Rhodes was not only a professional wrestler he was a booker when Dusty was on the road when he was booking he was always thinking he would think of programs not just for himself but for other talent and set up angles for himself and other talent Dusty would sit in his office and say be all genisusing.   That is just truly something special I just can not explain the imagination and just the excitement that hearing stories about Dusty from individuals who worked closely with Dusty and those who loved him.   Dusty was a full time professional wrestler and also was a full time booker for different territories across the country Dusty truly had a great mind for all that goes into the professional wrestling.    Samantha Fox gave inspiration to naughty girls everywhere in 1988 with her song naughty girls need love too there is a portion where Samantha raps that probably was not common  in 1988.   But this gave naughty girls some love and showed girls they do not have to be sweet to need some love.   Naughty girls are more fun anyway.   It’s been hard enough getting over by: Laura Branigan this is a really well written song  by Michael Bolton and well executed by Sweet Laura.   Please stay go away is one  of Laura’s early songs from her debut album Branigan this song reminds me of early Pat Benatar.   An example: treat me right from her album Crimes Of Passion    Added on my list: nobody dies of a broken heart by: Fiona Flanagan nobody dies of a broken heart from her album Squeeze.   I still think squeeze is the best hard song ever written.   Squeeze  is also  a great album.     If I have not mentioned wild  one by Fiona Flanagan this was released on her album Unbroken which was produced by James Christan the front man of House Of Lords.    Bon Jovi was also a part of that era some are of the opinion that Bon Jovi unshared in this new era of hard rock.   Bon Jovi was groundbreaking on MTV.   The first song I remember ever hearing from Bon Jovi was it’s my life.   After seeing that music video and hearing the song it made me want to seek out more Bon Jovi.   I had heard Midnight In Chelsea but I did not realize that Bon Jovi was a band I thought it was just Jon Bon Jovi.    I watched a show on VH1 in the summer called Street Games there was a game where the host would sing a lyric then a contestant would finish the lyrics the song was living on a prayer.    Carrie someone I knew who was a Bon Jovi fan she would talk to me about Bon Jovi.   I remember when she sang part of living on a prayer.   There was another induvial Steve who I had a ton of fun would say yeah you are just like Carrie you are a Bon Jovi fan.   Keep in my mind I had only heard it’s my life but Steve would joke around with me about it and made me want to seek out more tunes from Bon Jovi.   Carrie who would talk to me about Bon Jovi I had great respect.   That is my Bon Jovi story.   Milk was the first song Shairly Manson wrote she says it is her most romantic song. The induvial who become her first husband first heard milk on the radio he fell madly in love with her.   One show I love is Counting Cars on History with Danny “The Count” Koker.   I just love seeing old vintage cars and motorcycles being remade just really cool to see.   The Count also has an amazing knowledge of clubs that play hard rock and heavy metal.   I am not sure if clubs is the right word but I think the point is made.   Counting Cars has just some great vintage cars and motorcycles that they buy or sale and remodel and this is the best thing they customize cars and motorcycles for people.   That is what I love about Counting Cars they make bikes and motorcycles that are individualized.    The Count also owns a club in Vegas.   Lita Ford’s debut album Out For Blood was released in 1983.   Axl Rose is taking over for AC/DC I know this is a dream of his and I am glad for him.   Axl grew up listening to AC/DC so I am glad for him.   I am bothered what is going on with Brain Johnson  I am not sure what is going on so I am going to try to not become what I despise that is not even an accurate description so I am going to try not to speculate but what if Def Leppard replaced Rick Allen after his car accident?   There just seems to be no loyalty to bands anymore.   Brain Johnson has been the front man of AC/DC for 36 years.   I am just not sure I just do not know.   Slash reached out to Axl Rose on where else but Twitter and this is a reunion that so many people have been wanting to happen.   I am not sure who is all in the band which members of Guns’N Roses will be there.   So if you have been a fan during the popularity of Guns’N Roses or if you were not born and have rediscovered Guns’N Roses through the internet and are just a younger fan there are just so many factors to consider.   Guns’N Roses really was different from what was going out at that time.   I mentioned this on the section on the history of Heavy Metal.   How is Axl Rose going to front two bands?   If you were a fan of Guns’N Roses when their debut album   Appetite for Destruction was released in 1987 I brought this album just to say I have it because it has been talked about so much as: the best album of the 1980s     What about the people who were fans since the beginning when Guns’N Roses came out and they have been waiting for this reunion but they never thought it was going happen and now after so many years it is happening are they not letting those fans hopes up when Axl is going to try and front two bands?   I don’t know I know this is has been a dream of Axl’s so I am glad for him.   There are people who will pay a ton of money to see these bands because this is a time where any type of rock is struggling.   I want to  persevere any kind of rock.   I want the next generation and the generation after that to be able to experience the excitement and the passion that rock music has given me.   This is extremely important to me I have already talked about the brokenness and unhappiness that I have had there are people who are struggling and need that outlet.   I do not know the best way to say this because there are a ton emotions I am trying to express.   I just know what music has done for me.   I do not want that outlet to go away.   I do not want professional wrestling the psychology the timing selling and all the tremendous elements of professional wrestling that I see are going away which is unfortunate.   I want the next generation to have their imagination captured and to experience the joy excitement and the hybrid styles of professional wrestling.   I do not know if I have seen professional wrestling in its purest form but I want to preserve all the elements so the next generation gets to experience all that goes into professional wrestling.    I probably sound insane to the average person but I know what having these outlets have done for me.   I am glad that Sammy Hagar reached out to Eddie Van Halen Sammy does not want to go to the grave with enemies I truly hope that they have reconciled.   Adam Carolla got me to think in a completely different way.       Most people do not know what heavy metal is I am not sure if I know what it is. But the mainstream only knows the cliques and serotypes and have no idea why people love rock’n roll.   Pat Boone tried to do a heavy metal record.   The problem I have when the mainstream see this and people are acting a certain way people have a perception that is what rock is!      I am not criticizing Pat Boone or anyone  but it gives the mainstream the perception that this is how people act and behave.       I do not know maybe I might be too serious about this stuff.   When Mick Foley was The Commissioner of the WWE and Edge and Christan gave him a conchairto I almost cried to hear Jim Ross say it’s Edge and Christan what are those two jackasses doing out here?   Then JR says what’s going to happen Thursday night on Smackdown?   There is gonna be hell to pay for everybody!     I do not care what anyone tells me it was a very emotional moment for me.   It still bothers me just thinking about it.   I really do not think I can control my emotions it is about those connections that are akin to a friend or family member.   Many legendary rock musicans who are icons are having to reinvent themselves to stay relevant because any kind of rock music is struggling  right now so that  is why  many legendary rock icons are doing reality shows and it really breaks my heart because they are not in their element.   So people who are not familiar with what they have done in the past think that is who they are.         I understand these rock icons have to do many things that they do not want to do to get a pay check.   I am not criticizing anyone for doing what they have to do to earn a living but I find it sad in some ways I feel as many others they deserve better.   These are rock icons they have a connection to so many people’s lives and this music is not for everyone and I know they have to stay relevant to try and get a younger generation to see them in a completely different way most of the time the income is not there so they do what they have to do to stay current.   I have given the mainstream the benefit of the doubt more times than I can remember and the mainstream always does what I predict they will do it is why I try and stay away from it.   I think and this is the bigger picture and the reason radio stations will not play this music because of what the mainstream’s perception of what hard rock or heavy metal is.   I don’t know again maybe I take this too seriously!  But I really have had the absolute best times listening to this music.      To me this is all about persevering this music so the next generation and everyone can enjoy this music.    So the memories burn in these hearts of fire!   The album Gold Stars 1992-2002 The Juliana Hatfield Collection this has some really great songs on it some I know some of the songs I have never heard.   Some of the songs are by: The Juliana Hateflied Three.   Juliana is one of my favorite musicans she is one of the few alternative rockers who is still around and making great music.     I am frustrated that there does not seem to be any new rock musicans or bands that I like.   So when I find a new band or a musician that I like I want to make note: of it.   I am starting to discover and becoming a fan of a band called Halestorm.   I do not know much about this band.   The first time I saw Lizzy Hale was on That Metal Show on VH1 Classic.   I really enjoy the show.   The hosts are: Eddie Trunk Jim Florentine and Don Jamieson.   I really enjoy the rapport that they have with each other.   They really are hard rock and metal fans they know their stuff unlike most media who act like idiots what is sad most people do not know they look like idiots.   But these guys know their stuff.     I started listening to  Eddie Trunk’s podcast.   I really love what I hear.   I was listening to the podcast the gusts were: Lita Ford and Lizzy Hale.   So when I heard that Lita Ford and Lizzy Hale were going on tour together that made me want to hear Halestorm because Lizzy is a fan of Lita.   That may sound stupid to some people but that is all it took for me.   I have discovered much of Lita’s music because of the internet.   Lita released Time Capsule which most of this music was recorded in the 1980s but was never released until recently.   Lita lives on an island and she just kept these recordings in a vault.   It is just really awesome that Lita released this great music for all of her fans.   People like me who did not live through the 1980s and people who were fans from the very beginning.   I am just glad that these musicans are still out there rocking and having fun.   It is one of the reasons I was such a huge fan of Bon Jovi it was all about fun anthem hard rock. That is what I really miss just fun anthem hard rock.   Phony calls is my favorite Weird Al Yankovic song which was a parody of TLC’s waterfalls.   Phony calls also as a Bart Simpson prank phone call to Moe.   I want to try and summarize a bigger point whether you like a musician or band it is irrelevant the bigger picture is the way it is presented and perceived by the mainstream.   So when I think about this I do not think about whether I like a musician or band I think about the way it is being presented to the mainstream.   There are fans who are of the opinion that Black Sabbath created what became known as heavy metal which is pretty cool.   Black Sabbath certainly laid the ground work for what became heavy metal.   But here is the best part about the whole thing it was not planned.   They just started playing for themselves but they had no idea this type of music would become known as heavy metal.    I do not think with the rise of the UFC and mixed martial arts it will ever replace or over take boxing.   In the exact same way I never see mixed martial arts over taking professional wrestling they are three completely different things.   I think boxing is more comparable to mixed martial arts but I still think of them as two different things.   There are elements to mixed martial arts that are comparable to boxing such as: actual boxing and professional wrestling has more of an entertainment element to it than the UFC does  but the Pay-Per-View business for boxing has been down for the last couple of years.   I remember Joe Rogan once said that mixed martial arts is the actual sport of fighting and that boxing was the sport of punching.   I respect that opinion  and Joe Rogan is a boxing fan.   I think many people were let down by the Floyd Mayweather Manny Pacquiao fight there was just so much build up and adaption for this fight and it just let many people down.   I think that fight is still in the back of fans minds.   I do not think it was just one fight because the UFC has been dominate in Pay-Per-View buys for years.   But I still am not ready to say that the UFC will overtake or replace boxing.   There are fans of boxing who are not fans of mixed martial arts.           My favorite song on Slippery When Wet by Bon Jovi is never say goodbye.   Slippery When Wet is a very important album and is still very influential today.   Slippery When Wet has you give love a bad name.   There is some of that fun anthem hard rock I have mentioned previously.     Stay hard stay heavy.   I have been asked what that means?   I got it from The Metal Queen Of The World Doro Pesch who I think got it from Lemmy Killmister who is the front man of Motorhead.   Doro says stay hard stay heavy and then she sticks up the rock horns.   Which some call the devil horns  or the malochio which were made famous by Ronnie James Dio or Gene Simmons of Kiss says he made the horns famous.       Cherry red by: Lita Ford this like many of Lita’s songs there is just so  much innuendo in cherry red just one of those songs if  not played loud  it is not much fun but if played at an appropriate level you will love it!   There is not much else I can say about this song but brother cherry red is absolute perfection.   There was a comment where someone asked VH1 Classic to play less hard rock and more heavy metal.   You can call me ignorant but to  me they are one in the same.    I do not even think about it but I guess I am more of a hard rock than a heavy metal fan.   But again I do not want to get into all of that.   I like a lot of the early era of Bon Jovi those first two records: New Jersey and Slippery When Wet.   This was the era where heavy metal became more accessible to parents.   I guess when you find your mom rocking out to Bon Jovi there is a problem!   Jon Bon Jovi was also criticized for smiling people said there is no smiling in heavy metal.   What is that happy metal?   Hey Eddie Van Halen got away with smiling while playing a heavy guitar with his fingers and the thing is when Eddie started playing guitar with his fingers everyone started doing it.   That era of Bon Jovi was amazing!   That era of New Jersey and Slippery When Wet.   There was another great hard rock band from New Jersey Saraya.   One of my favorite bands that unfortunaly is not known or forgot by most fans of hard rock.   But I think if anyone who is a hard rock fan they should be familiar with Saraya.   Now Saraya was a product of the 1980s  I would put them in the same category with Bon Jovi and to me this music still holds up and sounds amazing.   Sandi Saraya was an amazing front woman her vocals were outstanding and she just had everything.   So please if you are a hard rock fan do yourself a favor and check out Saraya.   Bon Jovi’s New Jersey and Slippery When Wet still hold up as well.   In my opinion I do not think you can beat just anthem hard rock.   That was what Dokken was at their absolute best and Winger was at their absolute best.   I am not a WWE hater that would absurd I love professional wrestling.   I am a professional wrestling fan and whether  I like it or not the WWE is the industry leader there is WWE and no one else comes close.   I am just not a fan of the WWE fanboys which is a small segment of fans because the WWE is so massive those WWE fan boys are a small segment of fans.   I have heard people say it is hard to promote anything that does not read WWE on the marquee which is extremely unfortunate because there is some really amazing professional wrestling out there besides the WWE.   The problem is not the WWE the problem is promoting any other professional wrestling besides the WWE.   Because the mainstream when I tell people I am wrestling fan they immediately think of the WWE.   Which I do not blame them but the challenge is letting the mainstream know that there is more excellent professional wrestling out there than just the WWE.   I do not believe if you do not make it to the WWE you have not accomplished anything in the industry.   I am not a big fan of the WWE style and the mindset that many who work in the WWE have when it comes to presentation.   But that is not a knock on the WWE it is just a preference I have.   The mainstream usually thinks that when professional wrestlers leave the WWE they are retired that needs to change in my opinion.   I do not know if you can change fans perception but I am willing to try.   The industry needs it!   I want professional wrestlers to be able to live their dreams and the more places there are the heathier the industry will be.   Also the more places there are to work the more people will be able to enjoy it as a fan.   Side Notes here: Juliana Hateflied witches song which is on the soundtrack The Craft.    Side Notes: Liz Phair supernova from Liz’s album Whip-Smart.   This song has the perfect alternative rock beat and drum section.       Alicia Silverstone when I was nine years old the year after Clueless came out I had a crush on Alicia.      Alicia is in a couple of Aerosmith videos crazy and cryin.   I realize Aerosmith is not an alternative rock band but this was part of that era.   Aerosmith was a band that was always okay.   They never wore flannel T-shrits and never really had to adapt to the style of the era.   It just proves to me if me something is good it does not matter the era if it is something real and good people will connect with it.   It is why Led Zepplin is still being rediscovered and is still popular after almost forty years have passed because it was good.   It is why the first three Van Halen records still hold up they were good.   It is why Saraya who only had two albums but I have  been fortunate to rediscover and that I just think are some of the absolute best.     Stick up the horns and get those lighters up.   When I say that I am not talking about free bird even though that is a lighter song the lighter song was the power ballad which had the romantic sincerity of pop but the power ballad still had elements of hard rock.   Some hard rock and heavy metal purists think that musicans and bands who wrote power ballads were selling out.   The reason being hard rock has elements of rebellion and  in contrast they were showing their heart.   It is the same thing that happened to The Eagles they became too accessible to many people  I disagree.   I love a good power ballad to me the musicans and bands especially in the 1980s were actually really talented musicans.    Examples are: Dokken Don Dokken combined with George Lynch on guitar.   Winger Kip Winger combined with Reb Beach on guitar and Jon Bon Jovi combined with Ritchie Sambora on guitar.   Side Notes: Femme Fatale the front woman is Lorraine Lewis.   Femme Fatale was a part of the hard rock era of the 1980s.   Here are some songs by: Femme Fatale falling in and out of love not falling  in and out of love by: Lita Ford which was written by Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue.   Waiting for the big one and my baby’s gun.   My favorite Femme Fatale song is rebel.   I have to add: Lorraine Lewis to my favorites list.   Rebel is on Femme Fatale’s album self titled debut album Femme Fatale which was released in 1988.   Fiona Flanagan will hopeless love you who would not want a girl who will hopeless them?   Hopeless love you is on Beyond The Pale by: Fiona Flanagan which was released in 1986.      Jon Bon Jovi wrote and performed an amazing hard rock song called San Fe for the movie Young Guns 2 Blaze Of Glory.   Just a great song Jon Bon Jovi is an amazing singer song writer.   In my opinion this is when Jon Bon Jovi was at his best in terms of song writing and melody.    In my opinion a promoter can build a territory on a group of induvials to give that territory it’s identity to distinguish a territory from others.   But eventually the talent that built the territory will leave the territory.   That is just attrition if a talent is really good they will go to a bigger territory.   A promoter can not rely on the same talent years upon years because it is not a seasonal business.   Also if talent stays on top year after year they become stale.   There are people in the business who think that when a talent leaves a territory and goes to a bigger territory they think the territory is in bad shape.   They have a right to their opinion but to me it makes no sense.    If  professional wrestling was a seasonal business then I think they may have a point.   But relying on the same talent month after month year after year and having the same programs between the same top talents will cause more injuries and all kinds of problems.   There is an old saying that professional wrestling is not ballet  The mainstream and the media can look down and mock the industry of professional wrestling but there is not a question of when professional wrestlers will get injured it is a question of when.   Stay ignorant media they wonder why people despise them.    Professional wrestling maybe theater and at it’s heart is a performances art form but the injuries and the mental mindset that professional wrestlers have about keeping their spot is real.   Sometimes what goes on mentally is worse then what goes on in the ring.   But what you have to try to remember is you chose to do this not for the money but because it is your dream and do not beat yourself up so badly that you have to rely on drugs and painkillers and do not get into a mental mindset that you can not be replaced because you always can be and above all else have fun.   This all goes back to why in my opinion why promoters should not rely on the same talents month after month year after year not only to keep a fresh product but also to try and prevent the number of serious injuries.   So when talents have the desire to take time off or to heal they do not have to worry about keeping their spots because it will give another person an opportunity to try and get over and connect with the fans.   That is the way the business as always worked.   So there are small things that I believe can be done because the business is not only physically exhausting but emotionally exhausting as well.   This is all for the betterment of the talents.   I wish professional wrestling was a seasonal business I am sure the promoters do as well but they did not make the rules on how the business should be.   The main concerns of a promoter should be the safety and the wellbeing of their talents to make money and for talents to have fun.   Side Notes: Fiona Flanagan running out of night Fiona’s signature raspy voice is on display and a quiet lull by Fiona is added to make it great.   This is one of those songs where I hurt for Fiona.   That is a testament of Fiona her voice is pure passion.   There is a wonderful heavy drum and a keyboard.   Fiona’s voice on running out of night is so sad.   I would say this is a power ballad but is still a rocking song those are the best.   Running out of night is on Fiona’s album Fiona which was released in 1985.   Running out of night could be on Beyond The Pale.   I am not sure.   You can not beat a good power ballad the lighter song not a capture it on your cell phone song because I guess I am old school.   Side Notes:  I said that the talents who leave the WWE the mainstream usually thinks they are retired I can not express how unfortunate and depressing that is.   I realize the WWE is the industry’s leader and I am cool with that.   Turner Broadcasting never knew what they had.   Professional wrestling was highest rated program on The Superstation TBS for years but the higher ups who worked in the offices at Turner Broadcasting were ashamed to be associated with professional wrestling.   It was beneath them.   Even though that is what gave The Superstation TBS it’s identity that and the Atlanta Braves.   What I want to do is try to preserve any other professional wrestling not just the WWE.   I can not make this clear enough there is nothing wrong with the WWE but it is not for everyone and not everyone will make it to the WWE.   I am not trying to knock the WWE but it is not the best place to be for everyone.   If that is your goal that is great but there have been many prominent professional wrestlers throughout history who were top draws elsewhere but when they left and went to the WWE they did not connect with the WWE audience and were not successful.   It is not because they did not have the talent it was just not the right environment for them to prosper.   Here is an example: this maybe a bad example but I am going to try to make a point.   This seems to happen more and more often let’s say you are a successful football player in college then fans think why is that person not going to the NFL?   That is one reason for college football it could be a training ground for the NFL.   I would think that some college football players maybe great players but the NFL may not be the right place for them to be.   So that is a goal I have to try and persevere really great professional wrestling when I say that I am not just talking about the independences.   I want to preserve companies such as: TNA Impact Wrestling  I watch and support the company because I believe in it.   House of Hardcore which is promoted by my favorite professional wrestler Tommy Dreamer it is a great company.   Tommy loves the business so much and wants to give back and to grow the business.   House Of Hardcore has gained a loyal fan base in a very difficult business to promote.   That is what I want to preserve and try to grow.  Side Note: Punk rock was not about leather and bondage it had to do with a group of induvials who felt their voices and their points of view were being suppressed and they had to climb and scratch through walls to get their voices heard.   This is the most important point I will make throughout this whole project and I want to clarify.   I have mentioned and discussed what God’s Holy Spirit has done for me the main thing I do not want to do is come off as disingenuous or condescending.   Not everyone believes what I believe but all I can attest is what The Holy Spirt has done for me.   I try to be positive even when I do not feel like it.   That is the most important concept acting positive when I do not feel it.   I am not going to say anything that I do not believe to be true.   I hope people have God’s Holy Spirit with them for guidance and comfort and that is it.   I can not please everyone and here is the best part I do not have to.   In my mind: I want to preserve and grow hard rock alt rock anything that inspires me in a positive way.   When I am very depressed most of the time music that is extremely dark and that is full of genuine emotions make me feel better.   I have been that way since I was nine years old.     Garbage/Shairly Manson Tori Amos Sonic Youth/Kim Gordon: Juliana Hateflied.   Alternative rock will always have a soft spot in my heart.   Because it was the starting point for me growing up.   I was extremely fortunate to have grown up right when alternative rock reached its peak in popularity it was just the exact right time.   I love all of the music that I have discussed I have different feelings and emotions that are connected with this music.   I can not pick just one of the different genres of music.   Each are special to me in different ways and completely different reasons.   I am not going to sell out and be fake.      That is what makes me alternative.     I am not going to go into what qualifies me as alternative but for me it is all being real and authentic in my beliefs even when I am not absolutely sure what my beliefs are I will explore them.    That maybe what makes me an alternative rocker.     Being real and authentic in your beliefs even when you are not sure what your beliefs are and that you are willing to explore.   Also being authentic in your interests.   Henry David Thoreau said: that most men lead lives of quiet desperation, and go to the grave with the song still in them.   That is extremely depressing but unfortunately I think it is true.   The best way for me to describe this: I could have been a dreamer by Ronnie James Dio because dreams are what we are.   Dreamers never die.   I could have been a dreamer is on Ronnie James Dio’s album Dream Evil from 1987.   The famous metal horns which have become synonymous with heavy metal music.      Ronnie James Dio got it from his grandmother his grandmother would do it to ward off superstition.   Gene Simmons of Kiss disagrees and says he invented the sign.   Regretless of who invented the metal horns it has become a universal symbol all around the world!   All you have to do is stick up those horns it does not even matter if there is a language barrier stick that symbol up and  it means it is time to rock.   Ronnie James Dio became the front man of Black Sabbath in 1980 with  guitar player Tony Iommi.   Tony created the riff to the Black Sabbath’s song ironman which was released in 1972.    Ozzy Osbourne began a solo career in 1979 when he became The Prince Of Darkness.   I guess some fans could say the magic of Black Sabbath was in the early 1970s.   I was a fan of Ronnie James Dio in Black Sabbath Ozzy and Ronnie just had different styles.   Heaven and Hell was the first song released with Ronnie James Dio as the front man of Black Sabbath which is one of my favorites.    Musician and all around entertainer Goldy locks.   I mentioned Goldy in a section on The Monster Abyss.   I have an immense respect for The Monster Abyss not only for his talent but because he appreciates others which is rare.   The Monster Abyss has been made fun of for his loyalty and appreciation for Dixie Carter The Chairman of TNA Wrestling.   But I find that admirable Chris Park is a dying breed of individuals.   I thought Dixie Carter was a pretty cool being bad for someone who had never done it.   Dixie gets so much hate from fans that I think is unwarranted.   She broke her back when Bully Ray put her though a table.   I have to put over that dedication.   This is someone who says she would do it all over again she must truly respect and love the business.   Goldy locks managing The Monster Abyss and having control over him and Abyss loving her was just great.   Goldy being rich and hungry for power was really well done.   Then she buys individual contacts such as: Alex Shelly and Noswa the captain of Team Japan and also buying Erik Watts contract and just being evil and crazy she was excellent!    Goldy preformed Dixie Carter’s theme song: the man in me when she was an on air talent.   She performed TNA Knockout Winter ‘s theme song hands of the wicked  Goldy and her band perform a song called goodnight.   She wrote a song called without you with Dale Oliver.   Which is a favorite of mine I must admit.   She also had a TV show on TLC called Goldy Knows.   Goldy has also worked with Michael Wagener who was a record producer for Alice Copper and Dokken that is pretty cool!    Just a note: Back for the attack from 1987 is my favorite Dokken record.   Goldy is a really talented person in my opinion I really wish her well.     Primetime Elix Skipper this is my house as Primetime would say.   Primetime was a part of World Championship Wrestling and was a member of Team Canada not the Team Canada from TNA Impact Wrestling.   This Team Canada was a faction with Lance Storm and Mike Awesome.   After Lance won the WCW United States Championship Lance renamed it the WCW Canadian Championship.   Mike Awesome and Lance Storm were a tag team in World Championship Wrestling.   Primetime Elix Skipper was the WCW World’s Cruiserweight Champion.   Next Primetime goes to NWA Total Non Stop Action Wrestling and forms a faction called Triple X with The Fallen Angel Christopher Daniels and Low KI.   Triple X The Fallen Angel and Primetime had a long term program with The Wild Cat Chris Harris and The Cowboy James Storm known as: American Most Wanted.   In 2004 The Director Of Authority Dusty Rhodes set up a six sides of steel cage match between AMW and Triple X with the stipulation the loosing tag team could not tag ever again.   Primetime walks the top of the cage and snaps off a hurricanrna off the cage.   This match was voted the match of the decade by fans at TNA Wrestling.com and that moment was voted the moment of the year of 2004.   AMW wins and Primetime begins an impressive single’s run.   He had a great match at Against All Odds in February 2005  between The Captain Of Team Canada Petey Williams.   Who snapped off the best hurricanrna into a side Russian Leg Sweep.   Petey was one of the best X-Division Champions he and Chris Sabin were the best X-Division Champions in my opinion.   Petey also did a vertical suplex while maintaining control into a back suplex.   He was one of a kind.   Petey’s finisher is known as: The Canadian Destroyer which is a flip pilldriver.   Petey said in an interview:  that his approach to professional wrestling is comparable to a tennis match.   That makes perfect sense.   Primetime Elix Skipper is the man.    If you have a lighter get them out here comes   one of my favorite things a power ballad: ride the wind by Poison.   Which is on the album Flesh and Blood which was released in 1991.   Which was the year of the beginning of the popularity of Grunge.   So this was the time period where this type of rock was waning in popularity man in the box by: Alice In Chains was released the year before.   Alice In Chains was the best Grunge band of that era.   They were the heaviest Grunge band when it came to their style.    Flesh and Blood had the anthem for heavy set chicks everywhere who need some love unskinny bop.   In the music video for ride the wind Bret Michaels is wearing his trademark bandana.   This is my favorite power ballad from Poison that and I won’t forget you which is another power ballad from Poison.   Dokken released under lock and key in 1985.   One of my favorite songs on this record is bullets to spare which is the rock track which is the creditable track.   Then a great power ballad alone again.      If someone asks me what makes heavy metal what it is in its purest form it is a distorted heavier sound I would tell them it has nothing to do with noise it is all attitude this goes back to John Bonham the drummer of Led Zepplin his style of drumming it was like he was hitting the audience over the head with a hammer! Heavy metal is all about a certain type of passion.   Whatever the type of passion is that is being released it is given off and that passion and energy is transported to those individuals in which it reaches a certain frequency inside them.   Side Notes: The TV Show Sons Of Anarchy which was on FX had some really amazing music which added: to the emotion.   There was a release of songs from the series which were called Songs Of Anarchy one of those songs is rock’n roll never dies by: Battle me which is a cover of a Neil Young song hey hey, my my out of the blue.    The last song on the final episode of Sons Of Anarchy is come join the murder by The White Buffalo and The Forest Rangers   A murder is a flock of crows which was the perfect song that inculpates the entire series.   FX has some of the best dramas on: television.   During this era: of FX there logo was There Is No Box which is a take off of thinking outside of the box.   FX is a property of Fox News Corporation.   I watched a late night show on FX called The Test hosted by: one of my favorite celebrities Jillian Barberie I love her because she is sexy and  acts like a dude which is one of my  favorite attributes for me sexy and acts like a dude.   FX has programing which is similar to what HBO did and does and what AMC does and I think the turning point happened with Breaking Bad that was kind of an experiment because before that AMC was just a movie channel.   A side note: Shairly Mansion said about shyness there is a level grandiosity it is the opposite of what you would think it would be because you think you are so big in the game you think people everyone is watching you and everyone is hanging on your every word and then you realize no one gives a damn    Shairly says you would think she is an extrovert but she has a warped shyness.   No one has ever explained that to me in that way and I never thought about shyness in that way.   Thank you Shairly one more reason to add why I love you! Racheal Perry was a VJ on VH1  and is from Canada she was the narrator of the best countdown specials on VH1.   My favorite of the countdowns was VH1’s 100 greastest hard rock songs. Hosted:  by the star of VH1’s Rock Of Love Bret Michaels   Racheal  just had a great soothing and sexy voice.    This countdown was the first time I had ever heard about Dokken.   Believe it or not.    Seeing the vintage footage of young female fans saying rock’n with Dokken baby was truly special!   It is one those things that most people would not think about but it just gave me a sense of that early era when MTV was  and what they would eventually become!   Dokken had to be one of those bands who unshared in that era of hard rock which become known as: arena rock that is an important destination.     AC/DC was known as: arena rock by some fans.   Breaking the chains is a really great song.   Don Dokken just had amazing vocals that were full of passion.   I would put Don Dokken up there with Steve Perry.   Example: anyway you want it by Journey that came out in 1980.    Journey is probably not the band that most fans of hard rock think when they think of hard rock Journey made their mark with romantic ballads.   But anyway you want it is a rocking anthem.   George Lynch who was known as: MR. Scary is one  of the top guitar players in hard rock of that era.     The best part of VH1 were the countdown shows.   VH1’s slogan when I was growing up was Music First that is just one of those things I can not put into words.   I can’t explain where listening to that music would take me and it still does.     It is an escape not to say my life is bad. I feel so blessed in many ways.   I do not want to give off the impression that my life is bad it is just freeing and cathartic.   It has to be that spark that ignites that frequency  Kip Winger was discussing earlier.   When I am drumming I just go where the music takes me.   I got no friends cause they read the papers.   They can’t be seen with me and I’m getting real shot down and I’m feeling mean no more MR. nice guy.   Oh Alice Copper had it right!     The Founder of House Of Hardcore Tommy Dreamer said that I do not mourn your death I celebrate your life.   That’s something I really want to think about for a moment.   It is so simple but realizing when you go back and review a person’s work whatever it is they loved what they were doing.   Very rare that people just love what they do in life.   I know this rest in peace thing and at rest would not work for me.   I got that from Warrior when he paid tribute to Macho Man Randy Savage.   It is true I do not know how to explain it but that is something to think about.   VH1’s 100 Greastest One Hit Wonders Of The 80s which was narrated by: Racheal Perry.   Who is the best.     As usually the reason why I love this countdown series on VH1 I learn and discover or rediscover so much excellent music.   Clarence Clemmons the saxophone player of Bruce Springsteen and The E Street band had a #1 hit with Jackson Browne called you’re a friend of mine.   I had no idea that Till Tuesday was a 1 hit wonder with voices carry.   How in the world is Till Tuesday a one hit wonder?   Aimee Mann had a great solo career.   My favorite album by Aimee Mann is Whatever which was released in 1993.   One of the reasons I love it so much it has an alternative rock feel to it.   I love I could hurt you now which is on the album.   I like I should have known which is also on Whatever.   Watching this VH1 100 Greatest One Hit Wonders of the 80s was the first time I discovered catch me I’m falling by Pretty Poison I do not know how that happened!   Pretty Poison and Jade Starling as: a solo musican is one of my favorite musican.   Forgiveness seems like a simple and easy concept but here’s one of the most important concepts and this may seem foreign to many indivuals I think it depends on an indivual’s wiring how their heart and brain works.   But believers in Jesus Christ are required to forgive.   It is not a suggestion.   The bible in the old and New Testament talk about forgiveness.   Most of the time when people talk about The Old Testament they talk about an eye for an eye that is in there but forgiveness is mentioned as well.   Most of the time the grunges that Indvidual’s hold the person that they are holding a grunge against are not even on that person’s mind.   So they are basically living rent free in their head.   That’s not just an expression or a saying that drives me insane it’s true.   I have tried to hold a grunge just to see if I could.   I will just say it made me sick all over.   I just could not do it.   There are some indivuals who are in my opinion who are looking to hold a grunge against someone.   I am not sure how they live.   I do not think you have to be religious to be able to forgive.   In my opinion we are built to forgive we were made to forgive as: human beings.   Our souls were made to forgive but I still think it has to do with how certain indivuals  are wired and also has to do with an Indvidual’s characteristics' of their personalities I do not think an induvial needs to be religious to forgive but I think it helps.   The host of Real Time With Bill Maher says religion is down and Adam Carolla says not good.   Adam is an atheist the reason he says it is not good because we have turned into worshipping at the outer of ourselves.   We have replaced religion with narcissism and it is getting worse is Adam’s point.   Now that may not have to do with forgiveness but I think it is a brilliant observation by Ace.   Adam does not understand why religion should be looked down upon.   This was on The Adam and Drew Show podcast.   Which is hosted by: Adam Carolla and Dr. Drew Pinsky.   I do not think an induvial can be a narcissist and be able to forgive which means to release and to let go.   You must have or it is require to have a level of humility.   That is the main quality that it takes to forgive.   I guess the media will never ever understand anything.   I am not bitter I just am releasing my energy and using my own God given common sense.   Sometimes I try to not use my own God given common sense and everytime I try to not use my own God given common sense I regret it!   I think most indivuals have God given common sense.   I guess some cats would say that is a person’s conscience or intuition and certain indivuals do not have a conscience and that makes all differences there are evil indivuals on this earth but unfortunaly society is going in a direction where we are told you can’t judge.   That is when I think society starts to flat line.   Society and the media have stop judging for the sake of progress.   The issue I have I do not know where we are progressing.   I do see an endgame.     The media has a lot of culpability and deserve much blame for where we are.   The media’s dehumanization of induvial people is the main issue I have with most media.   It is forgetting or not caring that human beings have feelings and emotions that  are real whatever they are they are real to those indivuals.   I think many in the media are good people but in my opinion they fall into the media trap either for ratings or for it to go viral.  Forgetting that people are only human begins and not taking that into consideration is what drives me insane about most media.   I would let it go but it keeps getting worse!   I must say that this is absolute wrong!   This all goes back to my using my own God given common sense.    This goes back to an earlier point about that this has become such common place most people will not even know what the issue I have.   That is the most depressing aspect about all of this.   Don Henley wrote a song called dirty laundry that song came out in 1982 and the problem is getting worse and it keeps going.   Most people in the media have turned into entertainers.    Everything has turned into a spectacle and everything is a show!   Here is an example: when people watch The Jerry Springer Show or Ricki Lake’s daytime talk show in the 1990s people watch those shows because they knew it was entertainment!   That is what so called news program have become nothing but salaciousness there is a term for it is called infotainment!   This truly breaks my heart.   What is the worst thing about this it has become such common place I am not sure how to reverse this!   Side Note: the word smart is used way too much.   There are different types of smart.   Bruce Springsteen said:  I think somebody can do real good work and be a fool in a variety of ways.   So please stop using the word smart so much.   Most of time it has nothing to do with being smart.   I think intelligence is subjective.   There are different types of intelligence because we were all made different our brains and minds have completely different ways of thinking.   We also live in a world of phony outrage which is a result of politically correctness and the idea of progress.   People have traded progress for politically correctness and in the process we are breaking indivuals down into everything that divides us and we are turning people against each other!   This is not progress I know certain people think they are being open minded but in reality they are forcing their beliefs on to everyone else.   I do not know why so many people say there is a separation between church and state.    I do not know where people get that interruption.   I guess many indivuals hear it so much they do not question it.   When Thomas Jefferson wrote about a separation of church and state he meant that the government can not prevent indivuals from participating in a religious activity.     I do not like political correctness from either side both of them have their own version of political correctness to some extent.   I do not want my religious beliefs which I hold dear and truly believe I do not want to force my beliefs on to anyone but at the same time I do not want anyone to take away indivuals rights that they hold that are their deeply held religious beliefs.   No one should ever force anyone to go against their freedom of continence which goes into freedom of speech.   But I feel that progressives who say they want us all to celebrate our so called differences are intentionally or some people do not realize that are turning people against each other all in the name progress and tolerances.   That is how I see things going and I think society is flat lining.    Political correctness is on both sides and this must stop!   Because in order to be free as an induvial people must tolerate things that they vehemently disagree!   So because we have been sold on the idea of progress society has created unintended consequences.   I guess the best way I can break this down part of being a conservative or a libertarian or an anti-progressive maybe the best way for me to put this.   I am going to give some analogies and examples:   When you tell the average person you are conservative the average person has this perception remember this is just an just an example: Oh you are conservative that means you want to bomb all abortion clinks you hate gays, you love people with money, you want to ban all pornography from the internet.   You hate women, you hate monitories, and you hate the poor.    You hate children who receive a hot meal at school or day care.   Here is one of my favorites: You want to force everyone to go to church because the bible tells me to do that.   The bible does not tell anyone to do that.   Yes I think if indivuals it all starts with the induvial everything I will talk about starts with the induvial.    If you follow Jesus and have spirituality in your life I think people’s lives will be better.   But I do not want to force anyone to have spirituality in their lives.   Part of being a conservative or libertarian is self-regulation and making the best choices for you as: an induvial.   In order to do this   you must have a level of maturity.   The average person when you tell them you are libertarian the average person goes into the worst possible direction they think Oh you want to legalize pot , you want to legalize prostitution which is not true.   In some cases that is true those are the ones who the media focus on they want to make anyone who has libertarian leanings to look insane which is truly unfortunate.   Because most of the time the media asks those questions which I feel are nothing but a mirage and distractions.   In my opinion what people should focus on are: lower taxes less regulations that prevent indivuals from starting their own businesses, and more personal reasonability.   Stop with all of these regulations I realize there are regulations that are required for safety but most regulations seem me to just be for control.   I want people to be the best they possibly can be and with all of the regulations they are preventing people from reaching their own God given potential.   We have to empower people to be the best they can be which means indivuals should be okay with being uncomfortable to reach their own God given potential.   I know you can blame my generation or the generation of the 1960s but instant gratification is a huge problem because the longer you work towards a goal or whatever you are trying to do the longer it takes to accomplish your goal the more satisfied  you will be  and that is what will determine your level of satisfaction.   I know that from my own personal experience.    Side Note: I played the keyboard for a few seconds just for therapy but it is something I would love to learn how to do because I just love the sound of a keyboard and it seemed to come naturally to me which is awesome because I really would like to learn to play a keyboard.   Deep Purple used a keyboard first with highway star and then perfect strangers but also in what is now known as: EDM.   Pretty Poison used a keyboard and used hip hop beats and dance beats.   The keyboard is used for so many different ways.   Side Note: I am not going to spend much time on this because people know what I am talking for the fans of professional wrestling unfortunaly it serotypes people.   No matter what indivuals that were or are involved in it the media will always bring up that they were involved in the professional wrestling business.    For  example: someone is about to lay the Smackdown on whatever the topic is which disgust me! I love professional wrestling but this all goes back to the media being out of touch.   I blame the media for much of my cynicism.   I used to go against my own common sense and instincts about the media but since I am pushing 30 and because the media is so perceptible most of the media is an absolute joke!   So I try not to get so worked up angry and drive myself crazy because I can not believe how native and just down right dumb they truly are.   Local news is so much worse it is awful! I have seen some local news from around the country and I just shake my head and laugh.   Here are two examples: Are you normal? Thursday at 11.   Could your house be making you fat? I can’t make this stuff up!   I have met some wonderful  people who work in local news so I am generalizing something I really thought I would not do and do not like to do.   This may go  back to the 1960s and probably goes back before that.     Someone I know once told me that they think this all started during the Woodstock. Generation.  I like Woodstock there were three Woodstock   that took place: Woodstock in 1969 Woodstock 1994 and the one I remember: Woodstock 1999.   Which I was extremely excited about until I turned on MTV that last day of Woodstock 99 on Sunday night.   It was cool while it lasted.   But unfortunaly that generation will be remembered as: the generation who destroyed what was known for peace love and rock’n roll.    This phony outrange is a result of political correctness most of this phony outrange is not real.   One of the reasons this is happening and it is only getting worse phony outrange is used to immediate advertisers that sponsor radio shows.   Anything that has to do with commercial advertising anything where money is involved special interest groups will try to silence speech that they find distressful.   The main point is it is not real and we need to stand up to these bullies because that is all they are.   These indivuals actually think they have a right not be offended they actually believe that the founding fathers somehow wove that into the constitution.   James Madison wrote the 1st amendment specifically to protect the minority against the majority.   When he wrote that he was not talking racial minorities he was talking about protecting speech  and ideas that most people think are crazy.   I do not want anything to do with this commercial nonsense!   So all of these safe spaces in colleges that are supposed to be places of higher learning they are hobbling these indivuals who now believe they must be protected from speech that offends them.   Which is the opposite of what colleges are supposed to do.   Institutions of higher learning are supposed to expose people who attend them to ideas that they disagree.     I do not think you have a right to anything and I do not believe that collage is for everyone.   It just is not but because people are told that a college degree is required more and more indivuals are attending college and they need to understand that they do not have a right to not be offended.   They can disagree and try to challenge ideas.    Everyone is scared now to say anything.   Radio hosts not only have to adhere to FFC regulations they have to adhere to so called “nice regulations” there is a huge pamphlet of words they can not  use on the air or they will be fined by the FFC in order to protect so called “special interest groups” who will fire off a complaint and try to create a boycott and to put pressure on advertisers which is only used for intimidation and to create phony outrage which again is not real.   Advertisers must not give into these bullies because that is all they are.   If advertisers stop giving into these special interest groups they will eventually go out of business.    They are only in business to imitate.   This all ties back into the country flat lining.   Mick Foley wrote a book called Foley Is Good and the Real World is Faker Then Wrestling.   I understand Mick’s point perfectly he is referring to the media and just how dumb and out of touch they truly are which is so depressing and unfortunaly and it is only getting worse.   It is the Matrix when it comes to most media and the idea of progress political correctness and phony outrage is part what I liken to the matrix.   In my opinion the ultimate forum of racism is treating certain races of indivuals as if they are children.    Acting as if they are incapable of during what everyone else around them are doing.   But in doing that they are hobbling those races of people they claim  to want to help.   When the media accuses induvials of racism that only makes the problem worse.   It is not racist to try and get people who are black to improve their lives.   The media will not touch it because they are scared to be called a racist and they want to be on the happy side of every issue.    This is just a narrative created by the media to act like they doing something.   CNN will always say “we really need to start a serious dialogue on race” but they never mean it.   Because as soon as anyone tries to bring up a problem the media will do all they can to silence and shut that person down.   The media are making issues where there are no issues!    The media manufactures issues to avoid what the real problems are such as: suppressing language all to make it seem as if society is evolving but that is not the case.   It is all phony and not real all of this is being used to silence speech that the media finds a little scary. This is a definition from The American Heritage Dictionary Political Correct adjective Of, relating to, or supporting board social, political, and educational change, especially to redress historical injustices in matters such as race class gender and sexual orientation.   I know one thing for sure the portrayal of conservatism is not Jerry Falwell’s auto biography which Andrew Breitbart discussed in an interview on Uncommon Knowledge With Peter Robinson on the politics of Hollywood.   Andrew wrote a book with Mark Ebner called Hollywood Interrupted Insanity Chic in Babylon The Case Against Celebrity which was released in 2004.   This is just a note: I have discussed which direction I think society is going because of this idea of progress.   Dennis Prager who is a national radio host said on The Dennis Prager Show: “that society is never really flatling it is always going in one direction or the other”.   That is an excellent observation by MR. Prager.    I think because every generation is told by the previous generations what is happening is their generation’s fault they think society is finished but because they have something I truly value which is wisdom I think society is flatling.   I hope for the younger generations that the value of wisdom and the appreciation for wisdom is not lost.   Most people probably never think of happiness as a value or an action but it is not a feeling.   This is one of the most difficult lessons I have learned in my life.   Happiness is not a selfish desire I have figure out that most people I come in contact do not care if anyone is happy or not.   So it is an action and not a feeling. It is not a selfish desire!   Dennis Prager says happiness is a moral obligation.   Which I never thought about it that way.   But that does not mean indviuals should not tell their friends and family how they feel they should but it is an act as if obligation.    Which again is not easy it is takes a lot of work and much practice.   Depression is not a selfish emotion it can be just a state.   I think it has to with an Indvidual’s brain chemistry and how they are wired.   I know I am discussing a deep subject and a sensitive subject and talking about this makes me feel somewhat uncomfortable but it is an important issue.    I try every day to not be guided by emotions and feelings because if I do not I will not be able to function.   Indvidual's can be depressed and not be able to function but there is a type of depression where you are able to function.   Dennis Prager even has an hour on his radio show devoted to happiness called the happiness hour.   That is how important the value of happiness is.   Why common sense and good old fashion logic why is that up for debate?   I want to be guided by common sense.   If common sense  guides me in a different direction I will go in that direction.   I saw Fiona Flanagan on YouTube perform ain’t it love.   I am thinking I want to be there.   Fiona just looks like she is having so much fun up there and she still looks great.   I am glad that she is still performing so younger generations can discover great musicans like Fiona Flanagan.   Fans can rediscover music as well.   Side notes: Dennis Prager has said many times on his radio show that the bigger the government the smaller the citizen.   Adam Carolla has said many times that big government is  constantly expanding and if we eminence ourselves in it we will simply wither away.   That should not be controversial or be up for debate.   That is not a conservative or a liberal position that should be just basic common sense.   We have made everything political.   Lizzy Hale the front woman of Halestorm performs a beautiful song on the piano called rose in December.     Side Notes we can turn you on or will can turn on you.   Those are lyrics from daughters of darkness by: Halestorm.   I like those lyrics for obvious reasons.   That is kind of the tag line to the movie Wild Things from 1998 with Neve Campbell.   Neve Campbell is probably best known for her role in Scream.   Scream was a huge movie when I was growing up I remember friends would do the voice from Scream.   I have not seen any of the Scream movies but Neve Campbell who played Sidney is who I remember from watching MTV.   I like Neve Campbell from Wild Things because she is a red head and she is Canadian.      The main attribute I think is the most appealing aspect of females are not looks it is all attitude.   That is what it all comes down for me is attitude.   Just like heavy metal it is all attitude that is what I loved the most about Christy Hemme during her run with Lance Hoyt and when she was a member of the faction Rock’n Rave Infection which I mentioned in a previous section.   Dana Loesch on her program on The Blaze asks a question when did liberals and college kids became such prudes.   Dana was discussing what is happening on college campuses when it comes to freedom of speech Dana came to the conclusion that conservatives have become the new hippies.   Dennis Miller had a similar thought in an interview with Adam Carolla on The Adam Carolla Show on 3/1/13 about how who knew that big brother would come down and it would the secular progressives who would be the ones who have become the ones who are so close minded that all the people who were a part of the Woodstock Generation have become “Orwellian tyrants”.     I guess they have become what they hated about their parents I know one thing for sure I am not a progressive and what they stand for today.    The reason I am using the term progressive and not liberal because talk radio hosts on the left use the term progressive from what I have heard and seen from colleges students and professors from around the country they are proud of the term and are proud to be known as: progressives.     I know the Woodstock Generation kind of gave way to the punk rock movement I am not a fan of Crosby Stills and Nash Deep Purple and Led Zeppelin were a counter to flower power which I mentioned in an earlier section on the history of heavy metal that Deep Purple was the type of band that a new group of people were gravitating toward.   The Woodstock generation had the mindset do not trust anyone over 30  but for the college professors who feel guilt for being white and who feel guilty for being born in this country and who are breaking everything down into everything that divides us  which is how colleges became how they are.   It all started with Frankfort school which started when Germans who came to the United States in 1930s and were depressed by the joy that the people in the United States Of America had they left Nazi Germany and they were depressed!   So what they did they targeted and went after the universities and places of higher learning and broke every issue down to its very foundation.   That is how moral relativism and critical theory was formed.   The United States was not susceptible to these arguments that is why they went to places of higher learning.   Critical theory is the foundation of political correctness that everyone had to be broken down into special interest groups.   They were Germany Marxists this all started after World War 1 many of these German Marxists became professors at these universities in the 1960s.   The left breaks everyone down into everything that divides us.   Anywhere the left is in charge this maybe an extreme example:  in Venezuela there is not free speech.   California was a prosperous state but after years of voting for democratic mayors and governors has bankrupted and destroyed California.   One of the reason the left  has been so successful they went after the culture the left is all over pop culture and people do not realize it.   With all the protests going on at these colleges and universities it makes me reconsider that maybe the hippies from the 1960s had a point!   I am being facetious in some ways but not really.   Individuals are going to expensive colleges and universities that are overpriced and I think many have to be thinking about their education what was that? I am all for people pursuing their dreams and passions but unfortunaly an Individual's dreams are usually just that dreams.   I am not saying that indivuals should not take their passion with them in their lives all I am saying is you must be realistic in terms of goals that are set.   I am sorry for the indivuals who come out of college and are upset because they can not find a job or their dream job right away but I think when individuals are going to prestigious colleges and then they come out of schools with debut and in most cases it is not their fault because they are doing what they feel and what they are told they have to do to improve their lives.   But in most cases they have not being prepared for life.   At this point I  am not really sure what to do it is truly sad how individuals who are attending these colleges usually have no idea why they are protesting it is funny how many individuals think they are rebelling against their parents and yet they conforming to their professors beliefs.       I am all for the 1ST amendment but just to know why they are protesting should be the most important.    I watch CNN and Fox News from time to time and think these individuals that are protesting have no idea why they are doing what they doing.   It is very sad! I hope things turn around at least I hope these protesters know the reason they are protesting not just because they want to be a part of something  or because it is the cool hip thing to do.   There are politicians commentators and religious leaders that are trying to convince individuals growing up now that we are still in the 1960s that nothing has since that time.   I do not blame them they have been told this garbage since they were very young.   I have always thought that older people had something called wisdom but not these people!   Many young people think they are liberals only by difficult not because of any conviction.   

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