I have always thought about my maturity level or lack thereof. It is not something I think about often because it can be an obsession which is not productive. I try to internalize which means to me I try to take responsibility for the things I can make myself responsible. But I know one thing and this is pithy I am not trying to pay trbute to Bill O’reilly but I like the word. I can go overboard I tend to be hard on myself I expect a lot of myself. Maybe I am overly sensitive and I do not want to admit it. I know that many in my own family are affaird of offending me which blows. I do not care at all about anyone agreeing with my opinions all I would like to do is express them in a clear and understandable way that is it. I know that life is not just happy go lucky but I do think if a person is going to continue living that person must retain some kind of optimism wheather I feel it or not. Man if I acted only by my feelings what would I be like? I have an idea not good. So I am not going to do that it is a part of maturity. So I may not be good at handling so called reality I sure do my best. Usually it I am not very good at it but I am sure trying. But here is what I want to make clear no one needs to make life soft for me it does me no good. My dad once asks me about all my favorite wrestlers leaving Impact it does not bother me I was discussing this with a fan on youtube that many fans which I believe is the minority of fans have a them versus us mentality which I do not have and more importantly do not understand. I do not care I am just glad that they are fans. There are definitely aspects of the product that I do not like but I choose to focus on what I enjoy. When I consider how hard all the talent in the industry work I would like every wrestler to have control over when they go or leave a company. Remember I view these professional wrestlers as family. These are not just puppets who when I pull the strings and they dance. They are not just stupid dumb professional wrestlers they are all part of my family. That is why when media picks on it I am going to defend it. Does it need to change? Absolutely it is not perfect I wish there was an off season I think it would be better for the industry. But I am not sure how that would work because I am not sure how contracts and the like are structured but I am all for change for the better. In my opinion I believe professional wrestling is the greastest form of entertainment there is the larger than life personalities there is nothing like it. I want all of this to be passed down so generations can experience the joy and emotions that I have gotten from being a fan. If a company puts indviuals in charge who do not protect the business or know what they are doing it will cease to be. I do not want that to happen I love it too much.
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