Cry and pray at the same time.

As I wrote previously my main goal with this project is to spread postiveity and not focus on negativity I cannot handle it.   I want to remove every negativity person from my life and that is a suggestion that I suggest for everyone.   Have I mentioned how much I truly miss VH1 Classic?   Well I certainly do!   I finally received VH1 Classic probably late in 2015.   So this was a time when I guess VH1 Classic had gotten rid of their VJ hosts.   But they showed old episodes of Behind the Music Remastered Pop Up Video and That Metal Show.   Watching VH1 growing up was truly some of the most fun times I remember ever having.   At this time it is most important to reflect on what is most important to all of us.   These are certainly uncertain times so maybe cry and pray at the same time it is not good for anyone to hold in pain so cry and no one can pretty cry everyone has an ugly cry so I hope we can all get through this and be better for it.   There are many times and I mean this I am not sure what to say that is  maybe why I come as aloof or not caring to those who do not know me that well.   That is not the vibe I want to give.   But as I said earlier there are many more topics that I love and that is what I want to focus on the most.   The dumb travail fun stuff.   I am really hoping the best for everyone I truly have no angier towards anyone.   I am sorry for everyone who  is struggling right now through this uncertain time the best thing we all can do is be kind towards each other and take care of if possible those who are less fortunate.