My explaination

I would  like to figure  out this next step out wheather it is drawing coloring whatever it is.   I loved to draw  when I was growing up there was always great freedom in drawing and coloring it both allowed freedom  and was extremely  relaxing as well.   I should not have used the word “coloring” but drawing is the correct word.   This is just an outline so I can hopefully figure out the next step in this process.   One of the reasons I am writing this I had an idea in my head that will not leave me alone.   As a freelancer it is my goal to figure why either certain ideas work and why others do not.   But it is diffcult for me to ask for markers so I hope to find a better way.   Thank you for joining me on this continued journey I hope everyone thus far has gotten some joy out of this.   As I remember my goal which is to bring postiveity to those who enjoy what I am doing.   Which will be on dumb trivial topics from this point forward.   I admittedly am not sure what the next step will be it maybe my thoughts on topics or drawings but one thing is for certain it maybe competly different then what I have done previously.   I feel as I have to beat this message into my head which is sad but I will keep repeating it until it sticks I deserve every wonderful thing I want in this life.   Everyone deserves every wonderful thing they want in this life no merit necessary.   Side note: I believe I wrote no merit because in Chris Hardwick’s book which I highly recommend:  The Nerdist Way How to Get to the Next Level in Real Life Chris writes there is  no “merit to living in a sadness dungeon.   If  there is a will there is a way.   It is cliché for a reason it must work.   These are just notes and or pitches on how I am going to get to the next step.