Don't give up

 I never want to hear Sammy Hagar cover David Lee Roth’s Van Halen songs and the same with Roth.   I feel when Sammy joined the band they became a different band.   A lot of Van Halen purest prefer Roth over Hagar I am not going to deny David Lee Roth’s influence on the band and a lot of fans will say that a lot of the fun went away when Roth left.   One of the reasons I love Evanescence more specifically Amy Lee is the darkness of the music.   I have been that way since I first saw the music video for stupid girl from Garbage on MTV it was the starting point for me Shairly Manson scared me to death was the beginning of my musical obsession.   I love the darkness in Amy Lee’s voice which Ronnie James Dio liked as well.   Tori Amos said in an interview that she has been chasing the dark she has for a while.   There are many lyrics from what you want from Evanescence: hello  hello remember  me ?   I ‘m  everything you can’t control somewhere beyond the pain: there must be a way : to believe:. we can break through.   You  don’t have to lay your life down it isn’t over.   The most important lyric you got to remember who you are.   Or if you could dream the better.   But the main lyric has to be got to remember who you really are.   I have been  beaten down by life this year I think a lot of people  have been to do this pandemic there two things that have sustained me through this my faith in God and my dreams for better days.   I know that a lot of people my age give up on their dreams  and optimism but I think of myself as a late bloomer.   I can not just give up thinking that there are better days ahead and also if I keep on trucking I will remember who I really am.   I do not believe in not going after your dreams because most people are which giving up on your dreams only makes sense to  me if you are only going in a sensible direction.   But what I want to try and do is to provide that temporary escape like what Eddie Trunk was talking about  on his radio show or like that quote from Lynn Hoffman.    Which I mentioned in a previous post.   I would like to thank both of them for the inspiration I needed it.   Also I needed to be remined of why I am doing this.