Kinks and Fetishes'

 Eddie Trunk said something that I disagree and this is not attack on him and I do not think he would take it as an attack.   Eddie told Jason Green on Wasting Time with Jason Green that it is extremely easy to find out what a fans favorite musicans and bands are doing I think I understand where he is coming but that is not necessarily true.   For example: I searched for Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers album The Last DJ on Youtube which was released in 2014 now I searched for this album in 2019 it took me nine hours to find it I do not mind searching for an album or music online because it was well worth it But most mainstream fans are not going to take the time to  find it because I am such a hardcore fan I did not mind trying to find it.   But I do think the best way to keep up with musicans and bands by signing up for a newsletter that is best way for me to know about new music.   It is not an attack on Eddie Trunk I have the up most respect for Eddie because he keeps this hard rock and metal scene alive.   But the point is it is not as easy for fans to find as it may seem.   Jason Green also said something that I do not understand either  about  the band White Lion from the 80s and someone wrote something to the effect I hate White Lion I hope they never get back together and Jason said why did you click on this if you do not care about it?   My point exactly I do not understand why you would click on something that you hate?   Well I think it is and always been to get a reaction but the point I do not know how to react  to that so Jason did not respond in other words the guy did not get what he wanted.   There always people telling him how to do his show they are experts on how he should do his show and I am all for suggestions to make something better I understand but I do not understand the notion of criticizing something just to do something.   I think sometimes people may get confused because I am against criticizing something just to do so that is not the same as giving your opinions.   There are a lot of people who seem to get a thrill out of seeing someone or something fail it does not matter what it is that is odd and sad part.   Wham Bam Thank you Ma’am I just wanted to write that to quote David Bowie’s Suffocate City a tribute to Ziggy Star Dust and also Danny Dorning’s  finisher in ECW Wham Bam Thank You Ma’am which is a version of a DDT.   Joey Styles would call Wham Bam Thank You Ma’am on Chris Chetti.   Now if you go on the Urban Dictionary: it will state Wham Bam Thank You Ma’am is either a one-night stand or a woman using a man only for sexual grandafaction  and essentially  throwing him away.   But that is not want I am referring.   Some might be wondering why would I write about so many personal issues the main reason I did so it was extremely healing for me to write about because let’s face it I cannot tell a psychology so I worked out a lot of things on my own without people thinking I am crazy! I am just  trying to be realistic that is why I  have told about my so called “kinks” and “fetishes” so readers could not accuses  of being a hypocrite well I admit it because I am human but some  might be wondering how I can write about my faith and then objectify  females?   Well I do not have a good answer other then I am a sinner but I can admit that I enjoyed writing about them and I never think of it as objectify them.   I wrote a lot of this before the #me to movement and I am willing to admit that I prefer  variety of women.   But as Jillian Keenan said sexuality is complicated which includes: spanking etc.   Some Christans may argue are those  not sins?   Maybe I am not going to argue but I would think it is better to not suppress those impulses.   I am not so narcisstic or self-important to think people care about me.   But what social media has taught me that people may not care about you but they do when you fail that gives a lot of people great glee but I wonder how unhappy and miserable they are.