Who am I to tell anyone what's right and wrong?

 

I think sometimes the only way to get someone’s attention when it comes to following Jesus Christ they literally need the hell scared out of them.  Maybe some maybe thinking because I am thinking the exact same thing who am I to tell anyone about what they should or should not do?   Take me out of it with all my kinks and flaws but here is the thing every preacher pastor televangelist: everyone that people put on pedestals have those same flaws not the same exact flaws and kinks but everyone even pastors have sinned that does not make them bad people that makes them human.   Also there is a misconception that pastors ministers have this special connection with God where they think they have this special outlet to God where a minster’s prayers gets their faster than others.   That is not true but what is true that minsters know they have a savior all I can do is a test to my testimony: what happen I was so sad and depressed that I literally got on my knees and literally cried out God and begged for God’s Holy Sprit to entire my heart and a question someone may asked: how do you know happened?    Well this may disappoint some people but I cannot explain it this is supernatural it is faith.   So  my testimony maybe I came to Christ out of desperation  But the last thing anyone wants in their life is another religion what you want is Christ in your life.   I am not good at memorizing scripture but what I try to do is apply scripture to my life that to me is more important than memorizing scripture I am not against memorizing scripture but it is not my strong my suit I have tried but I have at least I have been able to apply what  I  have read to my life.   That does not exclude me from depression confession lust etc.   There is a quote: from scripture that says all things work for good Romans 8:28 I am not sure everything works out for the best and I am not sure everything happens for a reason I think it is human nature to want to know why things happened when they do but I do not think human beings have the ability to know why things happened when they do.   The only thing we know for certain when we become Christans  we have a savior and hopefully that is just enough for us to continue.   I wish becoming a Christan excluded everyone from depression and confession but unfortunaly that is not possible.