Every inch brought a new obsession. If you are a male you get it. Those are lyrics: from the spell I’m under from Winger’s album Pull. I don’t know maybe more females get it then I think. Because more females attended those pop metal concerts then males. I believe female sexuality is a tremendous aspect that men do not have. Think about this women can use their sexuality as a weapon or both sexes can use their sexuality for pleasure towards the opposite sex. I am not really a fan of females using their sexuality as a weapon I find it to be unfair. But it is a weapon that women have that men do not have. Power pop or what became known as: power pop is bubbly and sexualized with synthesizers. Pop metal on the other hand has elements of hard rock but still had elements of pop. An example: of a power pop band: Morning Wood or Chantel Claret the front woman of: Morning Wood. The art of seduction that Carmen Electra always refers does not have to be a bad thing. Usually it is I would like to change that perception. I guess you cannot change perception but the art of seduction does not have to be a bad thing. I saw Boogie Nights for the first time back in April. It is a truly a masterpiece. There are so many different elements in this movie. There is sexuality in Bogie Nights there is humor in it but it basically shows the broken lives that these people have in the movie. Boogie Nights shows all the different elements of the porn industry not all was good and not all of it was bad. That’s what is so intriguing about the movie it does not just present one aspect of the porn industry. Most movies or documentaries I watch present only one side or one aspect of a business or group. They are sort of slanted one way or the other. It is extremely challenging to present more than one point of view. Basically what I mean by that it shows how anyone can gain accolades and loose everything in their personal lives when people get too caught up in themselves or whatever their craft is. Julianne Moore is seductive but expresses the brokenness perfectly that her character has. Heather Graham is excellent as: Rollergirl. The soundtrack for Boogie Nights is one of the main reasons I love Boogie Nights so much. Three Dog Night’s mama told me not to come is excellent. Pretty much the whole soundtrack takes me to a good place. 12 Monkeys with: Bruce Willis is another movie that I would like to add to my favorites. Slammiversary 16 is a couple weeks away LIVE at The Rebel Entertainment Complex in Winsor Ontario Canada. I love that Don Calis has been moved to the announce table with Josh Matthews. I have been a fan of Don Calis since he worked in ECW as: Cyrus. I am thrilled to see him back after a 13 year absence. I will always be a fan of Jeremy Borash but at the same time I am glad that he took an opportunity with the WWE. I have for years thought of Jeremy as: Impact’s right hand guy because if there was a job to be done at Impact Jeremy was the guy. Don Calis refers to himself as: The Golden announcer. He got this by working color commentary with Kevin Kelly in New Japan Pro Wrestling. Don Calis is super elitist and over huge. Cyrus’s commentary is still top notch he is a brilliant storyteller. I think Slammiversary 16 will be tremendous on July 22nd. I am really hoping that Moose will defend “The Greatest Man Who ever Lived” Austin Aries to become the Impact World Champion at Slammiversary. I am a fan of both guys but I think it is Moose’s time to become the Impact World Champion. I will cover more of the matches when Slammiversary happens on July 22nd. I thought it was interesting that in the film back to the future part 2 they mentioned that The Chicago Cubs were going to be in the play offs on October 21st 2015. They were right. The original back to future is another one of my favorites. I have never been a fan of major league baseball but when individuals such as: Don West talk about and break down baseball I become interested. The same with Keith Olberman he is a baseball historian I get that passion. Keith can really break down a baseball game in an understandable and interesting way. Well I love Don West anyway because of his passion when he was a color commentator: for NWA Total Non-Stop Action now Impact Wrestling. The NWA stands for: the National Wrestling Alliance. The NWA is still around in some capacity that is what the front man of The Smashing Pumpkins brought. The NWA became World Championship Wrestling WCW on November 1st 1988 when Ted Turner purchased the company from Jim Crockett Promotions: JCP. The WWE purchased WCW in 2001. I think Billy purchased what promoter: Paul Boesch had from his widow. I remember when Bill Corgan was working for Impact Wrestling and he said if people are turned off by what I do outside of music they are not a fan. I really admire individuals who have their hands in many different things. In other words: they do not mess around and die. I am not sure how individuals who have their hands in many endeavors are able to accomplish their goals. Because of time management and the like because there is only so much time in a day. Here are some examples: Steve Harvey Chris Jericho and Jim Florentine. I admire indviuals who have that type of discipline and who are able to manage their personal lives. I am not sure how it is done I do not think I would be able to do it. I would fall on my face. I just do not think I have that kind of discipline. I am not sure that some people who are on welfare realize that someone pays for them by paying taxes. I am not suggesting that individuals who are on welfare should feel guilty because some are unable to work. But understand nothing is free. Not everyone on welfare is lazy. Some have a desire to work but are unable for a variety of reasons they were born with conditions that limit them. I really do not believe the majority of people on welfare really want to get a check every month. I do not think a universal income will ever work in this country. Everytime a celebrity gets sick they demand universal health care for everybody! It sure sound great. I do not think supports of Bernie Sanders understand that someone always pays for something. I am bothered that Bernie always demonizes Wall Street “phantom billionaires because maybe just maybe they went out and achieved something. Maybe they out worked everyone. To say anything else I do not understand. There is a certain amount of luck in this world. I do not care how hard you work there is some luck involved but hard work does pay off. But if you have the privilege to live in the United States Of America you have more of a chance to reach your potential you were given by God. That cannot be done anywhere else in the world. When the left brings up white privilege the only thing that exists is American privilege. That is the only privilege that anyone has. There is some luck involved because no one has control over when they are going to be born what kind of health they will have or when they will die. There is nothing we can do. But most of it has to do with passion and drive. Some people are driven more to get out of the situation they are born. Which takes courage. Which is not easy because if it was easy everyone could do it. God will never make your life easy if you are waiting for God to make your life easy God will never do that. But he does give everyone gifts that they were given at birth. For me it is an ear and love for music I had nothing to do with that. There is nothing worse than guilty white liberals who hate themselves just because they are white. Remember that quote from Adam Carolla from Prager U about don’t make it worse they are making it worse. I do not think The Game Triple H in the WWE stole The Franchise Shane Douglas’s gimmick who was in ECW. Shane Douglas had Franchise with him in ECW. Triple H had Stephanie Mcmahon with him in the WWE. I think the gimmick of Triple H is a lot of Paul Levesque’s own personality with the volume turned way up. That is why it worked. The same thing with Shane Douglas’s gimmick all the gimmick was is Troy Martin’s own personality with his volume turned way up. Shane Douglas was also with Torrie Willison in WCW. Which was a little tone down but it was still the exact same gimmick. I just do not think Triple H with: Stephanie Mccmhon in the WWE copied Shane Douglas with: Franchise in ECW with him. Both of their runs in the two different companies respectfully would not have been believable to the fans or have been successful if both of their own induvial personalities were not a part of their gimmicks. Iron Man 3 is another one of my favorite movies. I love the Black Sabbath song Iron Man. Tony Iommi’s guitar riff is one of the best. Everyone always seems to want me to pick just one of something. But it is almost impossible for me to do so. But I love that riff. Ozzy’s vocals are awesome in my opinion he is underated as a singer. I know Iron Man 3 does not have Black Sabbath’s ironman in it but Iron Man 3 is my favorite out of the series. Iron Man is my favorite superhero. Taz is one of my favorite professional wrestlers the way he would throw a suplex was so believable Taz in ECW was known as: the human suplex machine in ECW. Taz wore black and orange with an orange T on the back. The T-bone suplex was made famous by Taz or it is also called an exploder suplex Taz wore a black towel on his head. Taz was also a submission specialist he has a second Dan in Judo. ECW is the company that introduced: the tap to professional wrestling. Because he used a half nelson choke with a body scissors where the induvial in the submission could not indicate to the referee that they give up by shaking their head that they gave up. Because they were being coked out so the tap was introduced: to professional wrestling. When someone tries to take away your light or define who you are you have to take your identity back. This is paraphrasing a quote: from Laura Baron who is a lifestyle coach. Anyway that is just a quote from Laura that I really like. But it is a quote that I love because many people want to rob you of your light or they want to define who you are. It is extremely diffcult to establish your identity and to be comfortable with it. Because there are people who want to ruin your party. Those are the ones on the internet that are now called trolls. There is a part of me where I never want to leave my house. I enjoy living a reclusive life. That is why I am fond of this quote. Keep in mind: that this is not the exact quote. Laura was speaking to a group of middle schools students about bullying. I hate bullies but individuals have calluses on their skin for a reason. Your skin gets toughened up a little bit and you get stronger dealing with jerks is a part of life. I am not condoning bullying in anyway but codling and shielding young people away from the realities of life will produce weak people. Part of comedy is dealing with the difficulties of life and finding some kind of humor in it. There are jokes that people found funny in the past that the media would destroy today. For example: Don Rickles people actually paid money to drink beer smoke cigars and to be joked about by Don Rickles. Don would pick people out of the audience to ridicule. But he always thanked the individuals he was having fun and joking. Humor should be a healthy way to deal with the problems that everyone deals. I am not condoning bullying in anyway but at the same time preventing people from getting calluses on their skin is a mistake. There are many people who believe they are doing well but they are only hurting them. I will go back to Laura Baron’s quote that I truly love that there are individuals or what they are known on the internet as: trolls they want to diminish your light it goes back to people watching or listening to hosts and complaining about them the biggest question: I have why do you care about hosts on television and radio or the internet that you disagree? Or plain just despise. The reason I think they want to diminish your light. Unless they come up to you screaming at you in your house or on the street why do people care? Just do me a favor go back to a safe space and go away. Unless they are bothering you using the light example: let your light shine brighter than anyone else. Or the way Laura ended her talk with those middle school students: go get your popcorn bowl. I just love the shine your light example. Many people are learning that if they are offended by someone’s opinion they are being personally attracted it must stop. If you are a public figure forget about it you are a target. But because of the internet there is so much content online there are trolls out there that will do anything to destroy your party. I think it truly sucks but it is the reality we now have to live in this country. Crab your popcorn bowl because it’s yours! There is one aspect of the film: the wrestler that I respected in the movie Mickey Rourke plays a wrestler who is down on his luck to say the least. He was popular at one point but is now struggling. Also Marisa Tomei plays a stripper or a dancer there is a majority of people who look down on both professions of professional wrestlers and strippers or a dancer at least in public anyway. He was able to as: “The Excellences of Execution Bret Hart said about Mickey’s performance: “clairvoyant performance, but called the movie a “dark misinterpretation of the business. Mickey Rourke did an excellent job with the human aspect of acting. The same with Marisa Tomei she was able to get that human aspect into her performance. I also was intrigued that the movie was shot much like a documentary: sort of guerrilla style. It was presented: from Mickey Rourke’s character’s perspective. Much like the documentary Beyond the Mat on the popularity of professional wrestling that was released: in 1999. The best part of Indiana Jones and the temple of doom it created the rating of PG-13. Before the movie was released there was no rating between PG and R thus PG-13 was added. Whether I like the movie or not it was a turning point for movies. Much like video games there is a rating system in place. The ratings system were different respectfully but they meant the same thing or something similar such as: MA -13. Super Nintendo’s rating: was T. I like more of what: Nintendo 64 and Sony PlayStation did there rating were: T which = PG-13. They were exactly the same which I like a lot more because it made it easier to figure out the rating system: for obvious reasons. Or I can explain it like this: T is for teen 13 and up M is for 17. Sega Genius’s rating: was MA-13 which was the equivalent to Super Nintendo’s Teen. MA-17 is the same as: I think an R rating I am doing this for a reason I want to explain that there is a rating system: in place not just for movies. I feel like the internet and video games are not evil or even good but I never want to live my life being on a slippery slope. I want to make a case that just because technology changes that does not mean that the way technology in itself continues to progress is a good bad thing. But what it does mean is that people must take more of an individual responsibility. Which is not easy by the way maturing is not easy. It is much easier to blame something or someone for a situation. Technology must be managed by every induvial person. I do not manage time well. I wish I had better time management skills because that is something I would very much appreciate or find a way to find balance and learn time management. That is a part of my yarning to evolve into a more mature and well-rounded person. This is something I really want to accomplish on same level. At the same time I never try to obsess over it. It is something I want to do without thinking about it much. But it takes thinking as well. The main reason most people do not self-internalize because it is painful to do. Ask anyone who is successful this question. How do you balance your personal life and or be successful? Just for the record: I respect a successful person whatever your induvial endeavor could be. I do not care what it is! How many indviuals go through life knowing in their soul that they must do or try something whatever the endeavor could be how many indviuals do not even attempt to try something because they fear they will upset their friends or family? I have an idea why too many. Believe me when I suggest that it is important to care what those closest to you think but sometimes you have to take a leap of faith which could be potentially painful. I am open to suggestions of some kind which is not easy to break a part. Most people do not internalize: because it is painful to do. Which means human beings are the only type of shaved ape that can truly change. The only variable: to consider is will we find it in our life time? Which is determined only on an induvial bases. But at the exact same time I need and most people need a support system of some kind. That was not easy for me to write because of my aloof personality. In this selfish society: it is not easy for me to #1 one ask for help from other people even in my own family in some cases. #2 not feeling like crap afterword because I think as if I am burdening those around me during certain points. I am not sure how to break that cycle. Again if it were easy everyone would do it. Just to clear the record: I admire individuals who are able to be successful and manage their personal lives. In whatever endeavor you are supposed to try there is something in your heart and or soul for a reason. Here is the scary part you may not understand why that endeavor is there but it is there for a particular reason that maybe does not make sense at a certain time it may not even work but it is there for a reason. I have one main question: how many individuals go through life knowing in their soul they must try something but are worried about what their friends or family will think? Way too many. Believe me when I say that it matters what your friends and family think. But everyone has got their opinions but if they truly love you they will let you take that leap of faith. Just because an endeavor does not work out exactly the way anyone thinks it should turn out that does not mean in any way that the endeavor was or is a failure. Most things in life do not work out exactly the way you think it will happen. I am going to give myself a mintiue or so to explain this: The reason I have an issue with what is going on with the left it is not just a difference of opinions or point of view: if that was the case I really could not care less it is about destroying and tearing down the experiment that is the United States of America that is why what happened after World War 1 is one of the most important things I will say about politics. Because it keeps getting worse. It is all around the culture. Here an example: just watch the commercials on TV. It is being done for evil and sick reasons. Young people: have no idea for the most part. I am not sure that this will be successful but I must fight. The individuals that are aware of it must fight the left as well. Because it is not just a differences: of opinions or viewpoints. The ultimate issue: I have I am not sure where to start! Because human beings have to fight evil for those who are aware of it. I understand that was just really a monologue: but I tried. I remember MSNBC commenter: Chris Matthews said wheather you are liberal or conservative we want the same thing we just have a different way of getting there. When I heard him said this at the time I thought that was true. But I realized that is lie. In short this is not about winning a debate. It is a different ends. The results are competly different. One of the main issues that drives completely insane is most in cable news treat politics as a game or they are just trying to win a debate. That in my opinion does not do anyone any good. I truly hope that everyone can see that at a certain point. Tonight Sunday July 22nd 2018. Impact Wrestling presents: Slammiversary 16 Impact Wrestling’s 16th year anniversary LIVE: for the first time ever from The Rebel Entertainment Complex: in Toronto Canada on Pay-Per-View! Matt Sydal defends the X-division championship against The Machine Brain Cage. The reason this matchup is unique their styles are competly different. Tessa Blanchard takes on The Demon Bunny Allie. The reason Allie is now referred as: Allie because she was friends with The Demon Assassin RoseMary. I have been so impressive by Tessa she is just so dominate and impressive to quote: The Golden Announcer: Don Calis when Tessa winks at the camera it is like she is winking at you. That sums it up perfectly for me. Pentagon JR. faces The Draw Sami Callihan in a hair VS. Mask match. Either Callihan will get his head shaved bald or Pentagon will have to unmask. Having to unmask in Lucha Libre is the ultimate humiliation in the Mexican culture it has often been career ending. The Queen Bee Madison Rayne is looking to regain the Knockouts Championship for a 6th time in her career against: The Undead Bride Su Young the current Knockout Champion. In a House Of Hardcore match HOH: the founder/owner of House Of Hardcore/ HOH Tommy Dreamer takes on Eddie Edwards. I have always liked Eddie but I think he needs to get his ass kicked. I think Eddie has truly lost his mind he needs to be brought back to reality. Hopefully when this match ends Eddie will realize how insane he has been acting which means he will go back to his old self. In the Main Event: The Greatest Man Who Ever Lived Austin Aries will defend The Impact World Championship against the challenge of Moose. I hope Moose will finally become the Impact World Champion it is his time! In my mind what is going on right now all started with ESPN/Disney it started a long time and it keeps getting worse. I truly understand that these are corporations and business I truly believe in capitalism and the free market. But it is a lot like what is happening with all the restrictions in some places around the country an induvial is not allowed to build anything on their own propriety. Which I would understand if these individuals were hurting or disturbing someone else but I do not see that to be the case. Here an example: if one person is offended and then you take that away from the other people or the 9.9% who may enjoy it. There are a lot mainstream movies and television program that I do not like but I do not want to get rid of them. The thing about politics: just because you disagree with someone whatever political spectrum: right left moderate or milquetoast I include myself in this group at times: just because two people differ on issues that does not mean they are being personally attacked. Whether in a debate: or just life in general: it is something everybody should learn on some level. Denzel Washington: has said many times I do not want to have anything to fall back I just want to fall forward. I like that a lot. Keep in mind again that may not be the exact quote but I like it. “Common Sense Maters”. Fox News commenter: Neil Cavuto. One of the CO founders of Kiss Gene Simmons once said “You never have enough money you know when you have enough money? When you’re dead that is when it’s enough”. I do not believe in loving money just for the sack of money. But I do not understand why being motived to make money is a bad thing. I would rather have money than not. It is no one’s right not a corporation and not the government to tell a business or an induvial how much money is enough. It seems like common sense but I feel like I must reiterate it again. Because it infuriates me it is also dispirited. No one has any right to tell me or anyone else which charities I should give money that is an induvial choice. I think I have made it clear that I am not a socialist of any kind. I know one thing I am going to go back to Denzel’s quote: about not falling back but fall forward. It seems like something that is not easy to accomplish but Denzel just made it seem easy. Denzel also has said nothing worth having is easy to get. That makes sense because when I think about it the moments in my life I have been at my happiness has been doing something that I did not think I could do. Or took much effort. Denzel: “also has said anything you want in this world you can have”. I am not sure why border security is a controversial issue I understand that the democrats want to get votes. But I think everyone should want a secure border. People may have different solutions in doing it and getting there but it should not be a controversial issue. When I think about the term: illegal immigrate or alien it is someone who comes into the country that the United States is not aware. The left and many will say that we are all a nation of immigrates which is true but at the same time I think the United States should be aware of who comes into the country. It is truly a privilege to be an American. Republicans and democrats cannot seem to agree on this issue which proves to me that both the democrats and republicans are all about winning elections. It is why it is important to know what your principles are and to have principles. Because if individuals do not they will fall for anything and everything. Which is true in almost every area of life. The reason I want to defend the left I know what they are doing is evil. This is not just a differences in ideals this is a different ends. I am not sure how to tackily do it. Because the left is winning. I am going to fight the left not because I think I will win I am going to fight because it is the right thing to do because I truly believe in something. It is sad that generation after generation has been called the lowest informed generation they said the something about Andrew Breitbart’s generation. That turned out well. I am not sure what Occupy Wall Street: was trying to accomplish. I know what the Tea Party was fight against high taxes and debt. Some may disagree I was less informed: when the Tea Party formed then I am now. But I watched and listened to everything at that time. It was two years after I graduated from high school so I was like a kid that was interested: in every point of view. So many individuals are told to shut up because these Tea Party people just to use an example: are stupid racists who live in flayover nations that just do not understand what they are doing. That is how Micheal Moore believes about the Tea Party. I am not a conservative: I just am not there yet. But I just want to focuses on issues that matter because I cannot focus on all of them I have tried. I drove myself nuts. So I have to find a balance of some kind. It is why I despise CNN because they despise us. Here is an example: one of my favorite radio hosts: Dennis Prager has said that “the left hates nationalism”. They detest identity. Harvard professor: Alan Dershowiz: has said “there is nothing in common with the left and liberalism nothing.” He does not even have a party left because he has nothing in common with them anymore. “The problem is liberals do not know it. Dennis Prager. I like the color pink. When people or the left: call America racist it is sick. The left: usually points to slavery as an example: of America being a racist country but slavery was universal. America is the only place in world history to try and abolish slavery. The way it was accomplished can be debated but no one can argue that it was done. I hate debating: because I do not like conflict I try to avoid it has much as possible. I understand trying to hold people in power accountable but I really have never seen a lot constructive debating. I am not even sure how to do it properly. I enjoy an exchange of ideals but that does not happen on cable news for the most part. I think that is why new media on the internet is prospering. Which has both positives and negatives. The negative includes everyone has to be more careful with what information that is put on the internet. I think that is why some do not take new media seriously. One of the positives that is changing. I do not trust a lot of people it takes a lot for me to gain anyone’s trust including certain family members. The main reason I do not believe human beings are basically good. I believe that part of life is a constant battle with one’s human nature. I have to battle my own human nature as well. But I will say this and this gives me great comfort: God does not expect perfection of any kind. But I think emotional growth is not stressed enough. I think parents should stress emotional growth more in their children. For example: it is not good to be exactly the same when you are 30 years old as you were at 17 years old. For example: I think I have grown a lot between the age of 21 till now. I cannot prove that I am not sure how it can be proven. But emotional growth is not stressed enough by parents or society in general. The biggest reason I stress emotional growth: everyone gets only one life. Most people take whatever idiosyncrasies they have to the grave without ever working on themselves. In order to live a full life a person must do introspections: from time to time. Most people do not get as much out of life as they could. I include myself in that group. The main reason for this is simple human nature. Human nature can get in the way of almost every area of life. So that is why it is so important to stress. I am not sure growing emotionally is good all at one time it is a gradual process. Which is probably not easy for many to hear because of instant gratification. The thing that sucks about emotional growth it cannot be measured: like a before and after picture of someone’s weight loss. But emotional growth only happens over time. From time to time everyone needs a little help a little tune up like a car. There is nothing wrong with asking or needing help. I know from being a male I get very sensitive about feeling or being emasculated by women. I guess that is just built into us. But in reality asking or admitting you need help really is a sign of character. I really do not feel like I have great relationships with many people. It is difficult for me to get close to anyone. I am not sure if that is true or how much of it is in my head. But I hope to change that with introspective from me.
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