One more thing I would like to thank any friend anyone who
inspired me to be better or do better I am eternally greatful to my brother and
any friend I miss many of those times but I am greatful for those
memories. I would like to thank Tommy Dreamer and House of
Hardcore/HOH I am not sure what is going on in this world with
social media and everyone being empowered it is a world I do not want to live
it has not been a positive thing for anyone and will not end well for anyone we
have no idea the consequences that this has brought and will bring in the
future. I have to admit and this is definitely a negative I am
not good at handling reality I am just not the best at handling it I do not
think happiness is a choice for everybody because circumstances change and
because happiness just like any other emotion needs to be monitored and
checked. The only way to stop mass shootings and anything else
is not by stopping the sale of a certain gun it is by checking in with family
members friends and those whom you feel closest not burdening them but by
telling them the truth which can be extremely confusing at times to know the
differences Those that have lost a loved one in a mass
shooting they must be heard if for example: they think a certain type of weapon
should be banned they should be listened because until anyone is in that
position no one has any room to get into the debate. I do not
believe getting rid of any type of weapon will change anything because criminals
will always find a way to get them. The only way this ever has
a chance of changing is by focusing on mental health and teaching people to
value other’s humanity and one of the problems just like happiness mental
health has always been a complicated issue but now with the internet and social
media more specifically social media only the good lord knows the effect it has
had and will have going forward. I hear a lot of people say
that people need to be stimulated meaning everyone’s mind must be stimulated at
all times but I think everyone must have time for their mind to wonder or drift
because constant busyness is not good for anyone it is why people need a
release and most of that happens only in moderation it is the
key I have heard some say all a person needs to be happy is a
personal relationship with Jesus Christ and that is definitely part of it but
also there is a need for a lot more such as: psychotherapy or just checking in
on someone to see if they are okay. So religion and faith is a
must to be happy but it does take a multitude of many different
things. There are plenty of unhappy religious people and that
is not God’s fault and there are always unhappy secular
people. So it is a constant battle and if one only focuses on
themselves they will never have a chance of achieving any sort of happiness or
contentment I am not sure how to develop a philosophy of life or how to
incorporate a philosophy in life? Meaning a way to incorporate
them with the tragedies that people deal but I think that only happens because
everyone has a survival instinct inside of them I find that when I am going
through the most difficult times in my life that is when I feel closest to God
which I can not explain but that is one of the reasons he is
there. I am not sure how to develop clarity but it sure is
something I would like to develop before it is to late. There
are so many things that happen to all of us that are unfair and confusing and
the question maybe needs to be asked where is God in all the
chaos? That is only natural because human beings are
emotionally beings if you never ask why? I think there is something you are
avoiding which is definitely not good for a healthy
psyche. There is definitely times to go through a grieving
process which I am not sure ever gets easier but it can be done. Those
who proclaim to not have moments of doubts about their faith or moments when
they lose their faith and hopefully regain their faith are definitely better
than me or they are deceiving themselves and others. How many
famous people do there have to be to realize that what they thought would bring
them contentment does not? Even if you get a chance to live
your “dream” there will be times that you will not feel like putting in the
work. I am not sure how people manage their time because there
are only so many hours in a day even if you have a routine there will be times
when you get off that routine that does not make anyone a bad person one can
only do so much at any given time. I hope to keep a
prospective even though I have hobbies or things that I am passionate I try to
never loose prospective on the things that are most important or aspects of
life that are bigger than all of us. The media loves to divide
everyone by race but when all that clutter goes away human beings
are basically all the same we all need meaning in our lives we need food we
need encouragement and we want acceptance. We all bleed red
blood and we are all going to die if it is not climate change that will do it
something will. I never understand accepting anyone opinion as
fact because an opinion can formed will little or no information an opinion is
the lowest form of human knowledge I got this prospective from listening to Al
Snow his prospective on the difference between knowledge and experience which I
think or know people confuse the two which is easy to do because we live in a
day of information which I think in totality has been a negative because people
base their opinions on theory and assumption which leads to
conjecture. So the question I have is why would you take
anyone’s opinion seriously based on the information I just
gave? There are so many people who live to destroy or think
they are better then someone else because they want to feel superior then
everyone else. Everyone needs an escape something that dulls
the pain. Music can do that and any other form of
entertainment can help bring memories and moments my hope is that I have God’s
holy sprit with me which hopefully will sustain me. I need to
clarify and make clear then when I discuss the holy sprit I am not trying to be
conceding in any way there are definitely times that I will not mention the
holy sprit there are times and places to do that. All I can do
is a test to do what the holy sprit has done for me it is available to everyone
who asks but that does not mean that life will not take life out of everyone at
some point. That just means that God’s holy spirit will always
be with you at all times but no one is immune to any of these confusing
emotions but his holy sprit is there to provide clarity and
comfort. There will definitely be times when everyone needs to
be distracted and when those times happen I hope we will all
know. I believe in guardian angels that look out for us I have
developed that the longer I have lived.
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