Whatever happens in my life I am not going to give up whatever I do I am going to try to go forward. I am not someone who will ever give up for one thing it is to easy and the second it is not right. I wrote about how former MTV VJ and current Fox Business host Kenndey says she hates Matthew Sweet but she loves Matthew's music video and song sick of myself. I do to Matthew Sweet is an extremely underated alternative rock musican. The name of Matthew’s album is called 100% fun. The name of the MTV program Kenndey used to host was called Alternative Nation. I have to admit I miss those alternative rock stations they had when I was growing up. Remember the MTV show 120 Minutes it seemed as if MTV played the best music videos at 2:00 o’clock am or they played them once and never did again. The thing about classic rock I may be sick of it but the reason it endores it is really good stuff. I am not saying that any of this music is bad but since it is one of my hobbies at lot of I do not need hear again. But there are a lot of people who are just fans who do not have this has a hobby and they are not that close to it they are just fans. Whatever I do I will not give up I have always heard you have to chase or go after your dreams but maybe eventually they will come to you. Just keep being persistent. I am not into people who are into the gimmie culture if you will. Life is a lot of work for everybody and I do not enjoy the process but life is a lot of work for everybody. It is a lot like exercise or reading the bible just getting started is the most diffcult. Or time management it is diffcult but I am sure it is diffcult for everybody but what I will try to is be more laid back by just enjoying the process I do not mean enjoy the process but embrace the process that means getting rid of all negativity because as I have tried to express in an understandable and clear way I do not have time to hate anything because that requires engery that I do not have. But what I am trying to accomplish is to become more laid back which is not the same as not caring but sort of going with the flow I think that is the best way to put it. What I really do appreciate are the people who do something not for the fame or anything like that but just because it is a goal. I have a ton of flaws but what I am able to do really well is focus. I will continue to support Tommy Dreamer and House of Hardcore/HOH and Impact Wrestling, I think the best way to put this because my dad said to me yesterday that the word "hate is used to much because I do not care for a lot of stuff but the one thing you can never say about me is that I am not passionate. I will keep my passion in check but the best thing about passion it is spontaneous. But you cannot have it both ways because my dad will say I am mad no I am passionate. I despise the media not because I want to but because I do not think they care about feelings or what is best for someone but they just want it to be entertaining which make me furious! Nancy Grace may disagree with me but if you do not understand that you are trivializing a tragedy by using Hashtag baby in the dryer I feel sorry for you. Geraldo Rivera does the exact same thing so I am not picking on her. Where I think he does not know what he is doing but if they do not I feel sorry for them. But I believe in people I complain a lot about people about how I do not like having realtionships with people but I always think how would I feel if someone did this to me? So that is why I am extremely sensitive when talking about people the only reason I would ask about people is if I am concerned about them I would call it confining in someone you trust that is extremely diffcult to do but it is a must. I do not like reaching out to people but it is a must! Loyalty is extremely important to me I think everyone needs to try to be loyal if they can be. I am probably saying this for me because I struggle with this but learn to ignore your brain and mind I have. Reading the bible is great and it is a MUST but I think ignoring your brain and mind is extremely important what I mean by that if you are so in your own mind you will start thinking I can not do that I do not deserve that. I am not patting myself on the back well maybe I am but I have learned to ignore my mind and I hope that anyone who is successful will tell you to ignore your brain and mind. I could be wrong but I do not think so because the results have been successful. I am a huge believer that old school will never die not just in professional wrestling but in life in general. Remember: when I said you deserve every wonderful thing you want in this life. Here is the trap: when you think you do not deserve everything you want in life because it is you we are talking about that is an extremely narcisstic way to think why not. I think FEAR can be a good thing because it protects us from things that can hurt us. For example: this is a personal one when my brother or dad says do not fall what do I think about not failing. But I think overthinking every thing can cause you to not accomplish your dreams or goals but you never want to go through life wondering what if so stop that narcisstic way of thinking that you do not deserve every wonderful thing you want. I think it is only natural to think you do not deserve what you want especially when you get older I think people stop using their imaginations. but I have to continue to use my immagination because I have to do so. I am realistic but if I hear be realistic one more time I will scream! The bad part those who said that mean well they are trying to protect you but in reality they are hurting you. I will continue to support Impact Wrestling and House of Hardcore HOH.
Thursday, December 19, 2019
I am never giving up!
Whatever happens in my life I am not going to give up whatever I do I am going to try to go forward. I am not someone who will ever give up for one thing it is to easy and the second it is not right. I wrote about how former MTV VJ and current Fox Business host Kenndey says she hates Matthew Sweet but she loves Matthew's music video and song sick of myself. I do to Matthew Sweet is an extremely underated alternative rock musican. The name of Matthew’s album is called 100% fun. The name of the MTV program Kenndey used to host was called Alternative Nation. I have to admit I miss those alternative rock stations they had when I was growing up. Remember the MTV show 120 Minutes it seemed as if MTV played the best music videos at 2:00 o’clock am or they played them once and never did again. The thing about classic rock I may be sick of it but the reason it endores it is really good stuff. I am not saying that any of this music is bad but since it is one of my hobbies at lot of I do not need hear again. But there are a lot of people who are just fans who do not have this has a hobby and they are not that close to it they are just fans. Whatever I do I will not give up I have always heard you have to chase or go after your dreams but maybe eventually they will come to you. Just keep being persistent. I am not into people who are into the gimmie culture if you will. Life is a lot of work for everybody and I do not enjoy the process but life is a lot of work for everybody. It is a lot like exercise or reading the bible just getting started is the most diffcult. Or time management it is diffcult but I am sure it is diffcult for everybody but what I will try to is be more laid back by just enjoying the process I do not mean enjoy the process but embrace the process that means getting rid of all negativity because as I have tried to express in an understandable and clear way I do not have time to hate anything because that requires engery that I do not have. But what I am trying to accomplish is to become more laid back which is not the same as not caring but sort of going with the flow I think that is the best way to put it. What I really do appreciate are the people who do something not for the fame or anything like that but just because it is a goal. I have a ton of flaws but what I am able to do really well is focus. I will continue to support Tommy Dreamer and House of Hardcore/HOH and Impact Wrestling, I think the best way to put this because my dad said to me yesterday that the word "hate is used to much because I do not care for a lot of stuff but the one thing you can never say about me is that I am not passionate. I will keep my passion in check but the best thing about passion it is spontaneous. But you cannot have it both ways because my dad will say I am mad no I am passionate. I despise the media not because I want to but because I do not think they care about feelings or what is best for someone but they just want it to be entertaining which make me furious! Nancy Grace may disagree with me but if you do not understand that you are trivializing a tragedy by using Hashtag baby in the dryer I feel sorry for you. Geraldo Rivera does the exact same thing so I am not picking on her. Where I think he does not know what he is doing but if they do not I feel sorry for them. But I believe in people I complain a lot about people about how I do not like having realtionships with people but I always think how would I feel if someone did this to me? So that is why I am extremely sensitive when talking about people the only reason I would ask about people is if I am concerned about them I would call it confining in someone you trust that is extremely diffcult to do but it is a must. I do not like reaching out to people but it is a must! Loyalty is extremely important to me I think everyone needs to try to be loyal if they can be. I am probably saying this for me because I struggle with this but learn to ignore your brain and mind I have. Reading the bible is great and it is a MUST but I think ignoring your brain and mind is extremely important what I mean by that if you are so in your own mind you will start thinking I can not do that I do not deserve that. I am not patting myself on the back well maybe I am but I have learned to ignore my mind and I hope that anyone who is successful will tell you to ignore your brain and mind. I could be wrong but I do not think so because the results have been successful. I am a huge believer that old school will never die not just in professional wrestling but in life in general. Remember: when I said you deserve every wonderful thing you want in this life. Here is the trap: when you think you do not deserve everything you want in life because it is you we are talking about that is an extremely narcisstic way to think why not. I think FEAR can be a good thing because it protects us from things that can hurt us. For example: this is a personal one when my brother or dad says do not fall what do I think about not failing. But I think overthinking every thing can cause you to not accomplish your dreams or goals but you never want to go through life wondering what if so stop that narcisstic way of thinking that you do not deserve every wonderful thing you want. I think it is only natural to think you do not deserve what you want especially when you get older I think people stop using their imaginations. but I have to continue to use my immagination because I have to do so. I am realistic but if I hear be realistic one more time I will scream! The bad part those who said that mean well they are trying to protect you but in reality they are hurting you. I will continue to support Impact Wrestling and House of Hardcore HOH.
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