What do you want? I hate that question!

So what I am going to write about I ask myself?   How do I get what I want?   But I remember I do not like that question because it confuses me.   So in order to do this I am going to tell a story: Tommy Dreamer was being managed by: Trisa and she was taken out by Team 3D after Tommy was handcuffed to the ring rope.   So Tommy started being managed by The Queen of Exterme Francine believes she got Tommy over in ECW and that Tommy is not talented enough to survie in this company without her.   She emasculates Tommy by saying you my dear are not talented enough to survie in this company without her.   Franchine says let’s face it sweetie she got him over in ECW!   She asks the question:   What did he ever do in this company without her?   Tommy Dreamer is my favorite professional wrestler not because of his in-ring talent but because of his passion.   One thing that Tommy has said that has stick with me: you cannot choose the cards you are dealt just how you play them!   I am glad that Tommy is on the creative team for Impact Wrestling.   Not just working and making the business better with House of Hardcore/HOH but working with Scott D’amore and Don Callis is  awesome with AXSTV Tommy wants to leave the business in a better place.   Tommy believes in  people just like his dad believed in people.   I started watching ECW On TNN when Tommy was being managed by The Queen of Exterme Franchine so I was unaware that Tommy was managed by his manager/girlfriend Trisa.  I will continue to support Impact on AXSTV every Tuesday night on Twitch.    I cannot believe I feel the need to write this but I do just because I extenuating cirminstances let's say that does not give me the right to be lazy that just gives me the motivation to work harder.  My problem with exercise I am not really familiar with the human body so I am not really sure how far I need to push myself.       I am not giving up on my dreams what is sad most people give up on there dreams because they get beaten down by life so I do not blame them because people have to worry about paying the bills and the like the essentials of life   Chilldern and family goals and dreams are different in my opinion goals for example: is having money and security dreams are more what some people would call selfish.   I love promos in professional wrestling the in ring product is wonderful but I think there is way to much  emphases on the in ring product because if there is not a promo good guys and bad guys I do not care how good the in ring product is most fans will not care.   What drew me in were the promos.   My goal for example: with psychical   therapy  I do not want to get any worse that does not mean I do not want to improve because I do but that is my goal.   My dreams are what keep me montivated and give me the passion and engery that I need.   The thing about professional wrestlers who have neck fusion surgery most who have the surgery that means their career usually comes to an end. I know people will say what about Kurt Angle or Brock Lesnar? They are exceptions  but usually doctors will tell you that you risk paralysis.  There have been so many neck injures I have heard about in professional wrestling in recent years and usually the spots in the matches have been the smallest thing or add nothing to the match.     For example: The Heartbreak Kid Shawn Micheals after his back injury was told by doctors to still not wrestle after his return. I will return to the differences between goals and dreams goals are usually the thing that are essential to life such as: having a house food anything like that but a dream is something that most people will consider selfish.   But hopefully that dream that is considered selfish will enrich other people lives as well.