I am not "optimistic" but

I am not optimistic but I believe in order to go on living one must retain a level of optimism.   I envy people who have a naturally happy disposition but they probably have to master it.   But I would essentially be a fool to have an outlook that life is wonderful because I look around I see so much hate so much sadness.   I am not going to deny that but I have to retain some kind of faith in order to continue living.   With social media which I really despise I think it ruined much of society.   Well I believe if one uses it in moderation it does not have to be a bad thing but still I am not much of a supporter.   Everyone with their phones forget it and wokeness changing every couple of hours I fear for the coming generations.   Life is a tricky maze and it is diffcult for everybody the main thing I really have an issue that I see is reveling in the misfortunates of others.   Examples: a business fails or a loved one unexpectedly dies.   I am not exaggerating I see beyond horrible things like that on social media.   If one does not look and think there is an issue and maybe a downfall to  the thinking of these indviuals you have to be extremely naïve.   Everything is so poltical now and there is so  much of a divide it is truly sad.   Again there is absolutely nothing wrong with having opinions.   There are many out there who will not do something because of the  be because of fear of other opinions.   Everyone has a right to their opinions but they should not hinder someone from following a “dream or a goal that they have because it is there for a reason.   I believe God places things on our hearts for a reason and you may not understand why things are placed on your heart but everyone must find out why?   It may be a journey to find out why?   Because when God places something on our hearts we usually can only see bits and pieces of his plans.   In the 5^th section of this tome: I wrote about my disability not for any particular reason but to show my change in my mindset.   I do not believe people should cut out those escapes from their lives because they are extremely important to have.   The more joys one can get from life the better.   But not to avoid reality and their real problems but just to use it for escapes or in moderation.   That is why everyone needs support people in their lives that hold them accountable without making them feel guilty!   But no one should get rid of those escapes whatever they might be something that makes them happy anything that dulls the pain.   Something that still bothers me is the notion of the forced apology from the “woke mob” and then distorting that person’s reputation there is something off about that.   Everyone will make a certain number of mistakes in their lives.   Most of the time they are not mistakes wheather they were jokes or private conservations there is no need to apologize or give these cowards what they want.   No one should cut out those escapes even if people that love you do not enjoy it that should not stop anyone else from having those escapes.