I wanted to be an "entertainer"

I wanted to be an entertainer growing up not for fame and certainly not for notoriety I think with social media and the like a whole generation has been taught that just has long as they get notoriety and fame that is all that matters.   Instead of excellences it has to do with distorting people that you disagree or talking about how righteous they are.   This is not a recipe for a healthy and happy society.   I am not sure how to maintain happiness at any given time but I know for certain that this is not possible in this climate.   I wanted to be a VJ which was a video jockey the reason I wanted to do this is to give back the joy happiness and fun that those VJs on MTV and VH1 gave me doing something with my brother because I needed someone to play.   But not anymore society has taken the fun out of everything.   Humor joy and everything else fun has been removed.   I am not sure how this can be reversed but it needs to be.   Instead of strolling social media or strolling emails which I do not believe we were wired to do I think everyone needs an escape because there is so much negativity politics and division out there it is crucial for an escape which does not seem to be possible at this point.   Which seems as if it will only get worse but there has been some much-needed push back.   But the thing that brought people together pop culture is not agreed.   Everyone has a right to their opinions but there was not a cancel culture which there is now.   In the past people may not have agreed on opinions and what was funny but they moved on with their lives because they agreed on freedom of speech.   But because of what has been created “cancel culture” that has been turned on it’s head which has made people miserable.   In conclusion I wanted to be an entertainer to give back what those Video Jockeys gave to me but I do not want to be anymore because of what society has created unless the country’s mindset reverses and goes back to a “live and let live mantra I do not want or need the hassle.   The main reason I was planning on hosting a program with my brother I realize I do not have the talent to host a program alone.   I can not believe I feel the need to write this but because of the current climate we are I am not a perfect person.   We need to start letting people be who they are and not care about who they are or what they did in the past.   I am not sure why that matters maybe the only thing this could be is narcissism  I know people tune out when I say that but I think that is why society is where it is because we do not have real problems so we have to care what others have done or are doing.   A trend I see and I hope it is just that but I unfortunaly do not think so.   I do not understand it that does not make any sense what so ever to me.   Again this has nothing to do with having differences of opinion but why can't we support each other like we did back in the wonderful day.   I do not understand and will never understand the need or  the want to ravel in the misery of others.   Here is an example: TMZ but again it has become so common place most people will not understand what I am referring.   The media's basic excuse will be they are just "reporting" that to me is a cop out.   The media is just getting worse just when I believed it could not get worse.     My main issue or objection with the media is the lack of "EMPTHY' that many seem to have towards others.   Obviously I am not trying to lump all  the media in this category but that is mostly what I see I am not sure that this would be considered an opinion it is more of a feeling and emotion that I have.   My main goal in beginning this project has been to express my opinions on music and professional wrestling.   When I was growing up and even  now discovering new music is as if I am discovering  gems.   It is not the same because I do not feel I have that relationship I had with those VJs.     Even when I wrote about politics and religion my goal was to make my views on those topics has entertaining has I could.   I regret writing about politics.   The topic of religion I was okay because it was and has been threptic for me to discuss what I struggle being honest about my faith I believe is extremely important to me.   I believe that sometimes people will use religion to explain everything I believe they are fooling themselves.     But my intention was for this to be an escape for me and maybe others.