Monday, April 12, 2021

I hope never get so caught up in my own ideas that I forget about their's

 

I hope and try to never get so caught in my own ideas I forget about what is good about their’ s I understand the notion of to many cooks in the kitchen  it is why corporations cannot get anything done because there are way too many opinions being expressed and everyone thinks there opinion is the right one.   I started this section by saying that I hope that I never get so caught up in my own ideas that I forget about theirs I will give an example:  if a group of people wanted to listen to a musican and band that I did not like I would say okay that is  what the majority wants that is okay that is a silly example but I think it illustrates my point.   It is why I understand the classic rock format I do not like it but radio is a business and they want to appeal to what the majority wants to hear and most people only want to hear stuff they know and do not go any further then that.   Which  again I have I trouble coming to grips because I have such a fondness for so much of this music as I said a lot of this alternative rock helped me find my voice to not be so angry depressed and alienated I guess I kind of always felt alienated but so much of that alternative rock helped me get through that and understand those emotions even though I had those emotions that I did not understand I never allowed myself to think of myself as a victim I have had moments of feeling sorry for myself I think that is good to go to those places when you feel those emotions just do not get stuck there which is easy to do but the thing to remember there is a difference between depression and sadness depression is a state of mind and sadness is just an emotion that everyone eventually goes through if you avoid those emotions you will eventually hurt yourself so do not avoid those emotions when you feel them but I never think of myself as a victim because I think that is the easy way out.   I said previously that I worry about the next generation their relationship with not only music but the DJs just like I felt I had when I was growing up that was extremely important to me and extremely helpful for me because of the fun and joy that I gained from watching those music videos and having those relationships with those VJS on MTV and VH1 those VJs probably take that for granted it probably does not mean much that much to them it was probably just a job to them which now looking back at it I realized how important those relationships were to me.   People might ask what about your families?   I do not take those relationships for granted  but as many people know those relationships can be extremely complicated mine is no different but that is not bad and despite my circumstances I think how fortunate I am I think this cannot be an  accident this is  something with my faith where I do not believe God makes mistake and God does not put us in positions by accident and there may not be a reason for it humans have a yearning to know why things happens I guess it is only natural  for people to want to know why things happened and why they happen when they  do but unfortunaly when you do that you unnational make things worse because you make up stories about why things happen because the reason is unknowable one of my biggest fears if I became a pastor if someone asks me why this tragedy happened to them they may also wonder was it something they did?   My answer to the second question is no and the answer to the 1st question is I do not know.   The thing with being a Christan or even a pastor is people think you have this key to God where your prayers get there faster than others that is certainly not the case when you become a Christan you realize just how broken you are without Christ that is it.   You realize how much you need him in your life  I think it is best to think of everyone has a work in progress because even when you become a Christan the desire to sin is still there which is human nature but I think trying to make sense of why bad things happen in life will only cause additional pain because it is unknowable.   I really  do not understand  why people focus  on things they hate it is not only a waste of time because life is so precarious and fragile there is absolutely no reason to focus on something you hate because we live in an outrage culture because of social media but I think that is a minority of people I really do not believe that the majority of people live to be outraged constantly the mainstream media definitely strives  on outrange Brain Stelzer may not understand causing a divide but his show on CNN and his whole job is analyzing his outrange. Stelzer cannot be as stupid as he claims to be not understanding how his outrange is hurting the country because he is constantly claiming that the mainstream media is not the enemy of the country but why does he keep insisting  that the media is not the enemy of the people?   Stelzer is very defensive when anyone challenges his notion but why?   Because he knows that he and the mainstream media are actually the enemy of the people.   I do not believe that the majority of people are racist but I think because there is so little racism the mainstream media has to make up racism.   The majority of people think about race like the color of their shoes in other words it does not matter.   Some may wonder why I objectify women that I like in many of these sections first of all I never intended to objectify anyone some of it is my sense of humor and some of it I  truly believe I do not trust anyone who does not have a sense of humor or someone who takes themselves too seriously  I am not going to change my standards because it may offended the woke mob no one is forced to read this and I have to admit I am old compared to the woke mob and the people on social media if that makes me out of touch I am okay with that this goes back to not trying to make sense out of life’s tragedies and if you are a control freak of any kind you will eventually self-destruct there is a lot of comfort if you look for it knowing that human beings are not in control of everything.   Henry Rollins said something similar to this: they say life is short but life is nether short or long it just goes on whether you are here or not and that he did not know anyone in the audience but he liked them because they are full of potential that is not exactly what he said but I respect it is very cool    This talk is available: Dennis Miller’s HBO show in 1992.   Henry also talked about inspiration how he wants to find some good jams because you  have all thought about suicide because you all realize how shallow life is but no suicide because we are to cool for that but it is going to be harder to find inspiration because there will always be people who want you to worship them because everyone is sincere.   I wish we could go back to an era where Carmen Electra was on The X Show on FX that was geared toward men which there is no way  that could be done today but my question is what is wrong with a show that is geared towards men with hot women?   They will argue that it is sexist what I am tired of is the notion of there are things that we thought were okay were never okay because those standards keep changing they do not mean  anything and this is not progress women know what they are getting into Carmen Electra wrote a book called How to be sexy I do not think Carmen would be offended she knows the power she has over men I do not find them to be a bad thing.   I was never really much of a basketball fan but when Michael Jordon and Dennis Rodman played on the Chicago Bulls I followed it I still am a fan of Dennis Rodman I just like his style and his uniqueness.   I wanted  to do or pay tribute to Kari  Wuher Kari started on Remote Control on MTV Colin Quinn started on Remote Control so did Adam Sandler I really like Kari she was on The List on VH1 with Carmen Electra with Henry Rollins has host.   Kari Wuher is truly gorgeous and sexy.   I know that before podcasting entertainers such as: Joe Rogan would release their material on CD there is a part of me that wishes that would happen again. The main thing that I have learned in doing a project such as this is not try to please other people in what I would think they would want me to like and dislike that does not mean I would not take others opinions into account as I said at the start of this section I would hope that I would never get so caught up in my own ideas that I would forget about theirs's I have never been good at meeting people giving off a good first impression not because I think I am so great it is a usually uncomfortable meeting people for the first time which is why I try to allow them to talk more about what they want to talk about that is where those perceived  slights come in that I truly try to avoid because those are terrible.   The term rebel or the act of  rebelling is usually seen as negative thing but I can say it does not have to be a bad thing as Tommy Dreamer always says I have been a rebel my whole life being a rebel during  the ECW Revolution so that is a good rebellion or Eddie Trunk getting into radio so he could let others know about music that he loved that others did not know about rebelling against something for no reason is a problem but Eddie never claims to like a musican or band only because it is the cool hip thing to do or not liking a musican or bands because they are unpopular that I truly respect but again some might say you might become more popular or well known if you comprise?   I do not care in fact people can spot a phony pretty quickly they do not last long.   I have mentioned that I am a fan of Justina Valentine  she is on the MTV show Wild’N Out which is now on VH1 but the way I discovered Justina was searching for old episodes of Singled Out but then I discovered a revamped version of Singled Out with social media included.   Justina was the CO host of this revamped version but I wonder how Justina would have done during the original version with Chris Hardwick Jenny Mccarthy/ Carmen Electra the reason I was thinking about  it seemed as if people were more care free back in the late 1990s and even into the early 2000s  I think or I know we need to get back to that because we will be better off for it but I know critics will say we just did not know what we were doing back then what we thought was careless fun we did not know the harm we were doing to women and this marginalized group  but the question I think needs to asks were people happier more laid back then?   The answer is yes but the woke crowd will say but at what was the cost in making for example: that joke and I say there was no cost and go away so see how that goes over?   They will probably be dumb founded because they are so used to everyone caving so just try that.  

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