Monday, April 26, 2021

There is a dreamer born every second:

 I never want to lose my prospective on what is the most important in life which to be honest is an easy thing to do because I really love living in my fantasy world or an escape.   I really never want to be famous or well known my whole goal with this project has been and remains to give proper recognition to musicans and bands that I truly do love music that truly is my favorite stuff and I have written about personal issues that I have had in my life and in doing so it has made me feel much better extremely healing.    One of the things I wrote about in the last section was about how there are more people for you then against you it is an important notion to keep in mind navigating this society which to me makes absolutely no sense to me.   But the most important aspect to all of this is to not give into the idea of fame.   But unfortunaly it usually takes a tragedy to realize how much people are for you it is difficult to explain but again I think it is part of human nature.   But my main goal is and as been to expose musicans and bands that I love much like Eddie Trunk I am not comparing myself to Eddie Trunk I am not even in his league but he really has influenced me I have so much respect for him because he keeps the hard rock heavy metal alive for those who love it.   I really am happy that I discovered Lynn Hoffman I discovered her stuff later then I wished I had but the aspects about Lynn Hoffman that I respect is her positivity she is smiling and uses humor to it much like Melissa Santos I always loved her positive energy always smiling and her passion as a professional wrestling  fan which we all love.   We may have different aspects of professional wrestling  that we like or dislike but the most important thing I have realized that the most important thing is that they are fans.   Melissa is definitely missed by me hosting Impact on Twitch.   The same thing with hard rock heavy metal the most important thing is that we are all fans and I hope that fans are able to preserve this type of music because if it is not it will go away.   I do not want to see that happened because this music has helped me and brought me so much joy in my life and I hope it does the same for others but the only way to do that fans have to be aware of the music which is getting harder and harder to do.   I think and I am guilty of this fans become blinded by their passion which takes the fun and joy out of much of this.   I have no problem with debate that is competly different what I am referring to the personal attacks that takes so much energy and the fun out of this.   For example: jump from: Van Halen I do not like the keyboards and many other hardcore Van Halen fans such as: Eddie Trunk were not fans of the keyboards in jump but I am not going to attack someone who likes jump because they are still fans.   I prefer Sammy Hagar in Van Halen over David Lee Roth but that is not  to say that Roth is not  a great performer and entertainer I love more of the Van Halen album 50150 and I would also agree that when Sammy joined Van Halen they become a different band.   But the point I would never personally attack someone who disagrees with me because they are fans.   Or if a fan wants to blame Gary Cherone for Van Halen 3  I disagree because Gary Cherone takes much of the blame for Van Halen 3 from many Van Halen purest because I do not think it is deserved I think if you are going to blame anyone for Van Halen 3 the blame should go to Eddie Van Halen and his brother Alex because it was always their band.   Much like Bon Jovi has always been Jon Bon Jovi band but I would never personally attack someone who disagreed with me.   I have often wondered about the idea of pursuing your dreams because I  wondered how those who pursue their dreams how do they do that and not end up alienating and having their family despise them?   But as Dennis Prager wrote in his excellent book Happiness is a Serious Problem  there is a price  for everything in life there is a price  for doing something and a price for not doing something.   I try to put other people before myself and I think about perceived slights from people I have been told that I do not talk that much and I was unaware of it until they pointed it out.   Another example: professional wrestling I love chain wrestling: for example: Chris Benoit and Bobby Roode but I also love the USWA/WCCW Memphis rasslin style as well but I will  not criticize my brother for instance for not liking that product because he is still a fan.   What I love most about the Memphis style of rasslin is they protected exactly what they sold the fans which I wish more  of the industry would follow suit.   I am really looking forward to Rebellion this Sunday April 25th LIVE from : Nashville.   The Main Event: Rich Swan the Impact World Champion and Kenny Omega with: Don Calis this is going to be once in a generational dream match I have to admit I am not really familiar with Kenny Omega’s work.   Which is difficult for many to believe but it is the truth.   According to many industry insiders Kenny Omega is the best professional wrestling in the world today.   So I think this will be truly an historic match and with: Mauro Ranallo on commentary: makes this match more intriguing.   I love the packages that Impact has done for this match with: Mauro narrating the packages.   I am not familiar with Kenny Omega’s work but I do not like his arrogance I hope that will be his downfall during this match.   I am also looking forward to the match between Sami Callihan and Trey Miguel in a last man standing match.   Sami has told Trey that he is only trying to help Trey get his passion for the business and wanted Trey to join Sami this past Thursday on Impact on AXSTV and Twitch but Trey declined the offer so Sami attacked him.   I am also looking forward to Fin Juice the current Impact World Tag Team Champions defending  against the Good Brothers.   This will be the first time they will be in the ring since Fin Juice beat them for the Impact Tag Team titles because Fin Juice has  been defending the Impact World Tag Team Champions in Japan so it is going to be cool.   I know a lot fans do not like Sami Callihan but I really like  him because he is authentic I love his entrance and I enjoy his in ring work but what I enjoy most about him is his persona.   So Rebellion this Sunday should be excellent and it is worth repeating: there are more people for you then against you that you probably do not even know which is the sadness  point.   Sid Note: Tommy Dreamer said on  a speical on Impact on AXSTV narratived: by Mauro Ranallo  that he believes that the relationship between AEW has been one sided because when the wrestlers from Impact are on Dynamite AEW on TNT they are not acknowledged but when AEW wrestlers are on Impact on AXSTV they are put over by the announcers.   Side Note: put over in professional wrestling means to either be popular or unpopular.   Eddie Trunk said something in metal recycle bin that in 1991 when Grunge hit all of those 80s musicans and bands went away meaning those two types of rock could not co-exist  and Eddie could not understand why?   That he knew it was different but he did not understand why a radio playlist could not play a song from  for example: Def Leppord and then play a song from Alice in Chains.   But instead the 80s hard rock scene became uncool so the playlist became the Grunge scene and the 1970s.   It is odd that no other era was singled out like the 1980s.   For example: and I think this clarifies my point: No one focuses on the fashion of the 1970s they just focus on the music so my question is why can’t fans do the same with 80s hard rock?   Because in the 1990s when grudge and alternative rock was gaining traction the pejorative of hair metal was made up but sometimes that term is unavoidable because fans have to be aware of the music you are referring because people such as: myself and those that are younger who are rediscovering this music do not realize that the term “hair metal” was made up in the 1990s to make fun of the era that it was style over substance.   Myself for instance did not realize that the term “hair metal” was a pejorative until I heard Eddie Trunk talk about it on his radio show that program directors look down and dismiss  this music because they believe that is just silly “hair bands”.   But here is something odd Kip Winger cut his hair and is still  considered a hair band.   Even though he cut his hair and does not wear the fashion of the 80s but his music is still dismissed by the mainstream even though because of the internet it lives on because younger generations are discovering it.   There are fans who criticize Eddie for being on a channel called Hair Nation he does not own the channel that is why when he is on his radio show is called Trunk Nation.   So sometimes using that term is unavoidable but I try to avoid unless I think I need to do so.   But to me I believe just like Eddie that is still  hard rock grudge and alternative rock are different but I do not know why they could not have mushed.   Back to Rebellion this Sunday I really like that Kenny Omega has Don Calis in his corner well I understand because Don has known Kenny since he was 10 years old so Don has been sort of an uncle to Kenny but Kenny Omega is the AEW Champion and Don Calis is one of the Vice Presidents of Impact Wrestling so I believe much like Eddie Edwards that Don Callis has turned his back on Impact I am not sure why?   I understand his association with Kenny Omega but he has definitely turned his back on Scott D’amore which Scott is not surprised because he has known Don Callis for 25 years Scott said in an interview on This is Rebellion on AXSTV narrated: by Mauro Ranallo that anyone who is surprised by Don Callis’s actions do not know what makes him tick that is pretty harsh from a friend that he has known for 25 years but The Innovator of Violence: Tommy Dreamer said something similar  in This is Rebellion on AXSTV  that the relationship between AEW and Impact has been one sided because when he hears some of the stuff Tony Schavone has said on about Impact Wrestling “that he would like to slap his fat face because when you are  trying to form a relationship with another company there is no need to be disrespectful.   I agree with Tommy and as a fan of Tony Schavone that is extremely disappointing.   Side Note: That is not exactly what Tommy said it is just similar.   I am really excited that Mauro Ranallo is commenting: this main event title for title match against Rich Swan and Kenny Omega I think this will be a once in a generationally match up I would like to see Rich Swan retain the Impact Championship and become the new AEW Champion and is Kenny Omega has good as the critics claim?   Because I already know that Kenny Omega is Dave Melzer’s favorite always giving his matches 5 stars but Jim Ross someone I truly vaule  and respect said in the This is Rebellion speical that he is not crazy about Kenny Omega’s attiude these days but bell to bell in his opinion Kenny Omega is the best all around professional wrestler right now.   Tommy Dreamer also said something that surprised me he said Kenny  Omega did something that he has never seen he had a perfect match I am not sure what that means but because Tommy remains my all time favorite professional wrestler: I take what he says seriously.   But there is more and I heard Tommy say this there is more to professional wrestling then a good match such as: an entrance.   I  am only pointing this out because I agree I think way too many fans focus on how good the matches are and that is it.   That is okay because if that is what they enjoy most that is fine because they are still fans.   But I think because professional wrestling is not a sport it is art  the industry is able to do things that traditional sport could not do.   For example: The Undertaker’s entrance the gong or the costume music from ECW: Tommy Dreamer using man in the box: from Alice in Chain or Raven using come out and play by: The Offspring.   Or most recently Jungle Boy using: Tarzan Boy from: Baltmora hearing that song on AEW Dynamite last night instantly gave him creditability in my opinion.    I have to admit that if Kenny Omega wins at Rebellion I will be upset because of his arrogance and his cockiness.   Omega does not need to proof anything to me he already seems to be the internet’s favorite Dave Meltzer’s favorite.   Meltzer is considered a wrestling expert a lot fans seem to value his opinions.   Tommy Dreamer is skeptical because of the one sidedness of the relationship with AEW and Impact and the history of the business example: USWA in Memphis and WCCW in Texas after Superclash 3 the relationship between USWA and WCCW dissolved.   I will agree that the relationship between AEW and Impact has definitely between one sided Sami Callihan has said that Impact Wrestling has been the red headed stepchild of the industry  for years or everytime there is a sense of negative  information about it the internet and internet wrestling fans are always ready to pounce on Impact.   Don Calls has said his getting back in the business was not doing a podcast with Lance Storm called Killing the Town it all started at the Tokyo Dome setting up the match between Chris Jericho and Kenny Omega then becoming the vice president: of Impact Wrestling it was all about Kenny Omega becoming the AEW Champion if that is true that is sick!   Impact really needs to start sticking up for the banner because despite the turn off in talent Impact has remained  an excellent product.   Don Calls refers to himself as The Invisible Hand so it really maybe true when Don says that this was the plan all along he has always been one step a head of even Scott D’amore.   I do not think Scott ever knew of this plan between Don Callis and Kenny Omega but he does not seem to be surprised because as I said earlier Scott has known Don for 25 years and those who are surprised by this do not know what makes Don tick.   But as I said I do not think Scott was aware of this plan he seems like one of the honest ones.   I am really looking forward to Rebellion this Sunday night the main event between Rich Swan will be a once in generational match and it will change the trajectory of at least those two companies and maybe the entire industry.   This is one of those times where I wish I was a part of Impact because I am such a hardcore fan.   There are some fans who dismiss anything that does not happen in the WWE I am going to say something that will surprise a lot of you because it surprises me I understand that prospective.   My only issue with the WWE if you want to call it that I would call it a difference in philosophy the guys who wink wink at  the camera and play wrestler and the WWE’s philosophy in my opinion openly saying that this is all make belief I hate that one of the aspects of the Memphis  pretention that I loved they protected what they sold the audience which to me makes all the difference in the world.   Roman Reigns does not play wrestler even though I am really not familiar  with his in ring work he is believable and he has gotten so much hate from the internet because I believe that there were internet fans who believed Roman Reigns was being shoved down their throats which is why I think he became a bad guy and Paul Heyman became his advocate.   Joey Ryan is an example of someone who makes fun of professional wrestling I am not against comedy in wrestling but there is a difference between good funny and bad funny.   The Rock for example gave hilarious promos but backed it up in the ring.   I am really enjoying the program between Sami Callihan and Trey that Sami is trying to get his passion out of Trey but then Sami wanted Trey to join him in which Trey declined which set up their last man standing match at Rebellion this Sunday April 25th.   One of the things about Sami I never know what he is up he always seems to be ahead of everyone else.   A lot of fans do not like Sami because of the baseball bat incident with Eddie Edwards but that incident transformed Eddie into more of a hardcore style because he had a program with Tommy Dreamer and Tommy bestowed upon Eddie his own Singapore Cain which Eddie named Kenny.   So I would suggest that the ball bat incident really benefited Eddie Edwards Tommy Dreamer has said he is not sure how it would have been handled the angle he had with Sandman where he blinded him in ECW.   But ECW those in the company were renegades where they were allowed to do a lot of things that would be considered illegal so maybe it was a blessing that ECW flew under the radar.   The main thing I am ashamed of I wish I discovered ECW before 1999 when they debuted on TNN but when I saw ECW it looked like more of a rock concert then a traditional wrestling event.   I am eternally greatful that when TMZ asked Sami to apologize he doubled down and said he would do it again!   Now that is how you do it.   I am going to be upset if Kenny Omega becomes a double champion I will be upset but I will not stop watching the show I need the escape and I love the product.   I am an Impact fan or mark if you will I need the escape especially right now.   Mauro Ranallo requested: to be at Rebellion that just shows how huge this event is. I love the video packages that set up this match between Rich Swan and Kenny Omega extremely well done by Impact Wrestling!   There are going  to be two referees for this once and a generational dream match up from what I understand.   I have been asked why I continued to support Impact and it may have to do with that I have supported the company from day one I knew this company was special despite the turnover in talent it  is just well booked especially during this era.   Kenny Omega has been called the best bout machine and Dave Meltzer gives his matches 7 stars he changed his scale.   Fiona Flanagan once wrote nobody dies of a broken heart that is a good song but that is not true.   Nobody dies of a broken heart is on the album Squeeze.   Someone should do a game where everytime I mention Squeeze and Fiona Flangan through out this tome:  should take a drink see how that works.   To me Fiona Flanagan will always be Little MRS. Dangerous from Miami Vice which is also a song by: Ted Nugent Little MRS. Dangerous: is my favorite Ted Nugent song it features a perfect guitar riff.   Chris Jarman someone I first discovered listening to on 981 the Max started in radio with an internship: with Bad Dog John Mccormack for the wake-up crew with Tim Bev and Bad Dog on Rock 103.   I have wondered because The Jar mentioned Bad Dog a lot on his show on 981 the Max I did not take much into account his reverence for Bad Dog because a lot of people who listened to Rock 103 considered Bad Dog an influence so I did not realize Jarman  was an intern for Bad Dog and this is where Drake from Drake and Zeke first met Jarman was at the wake up crew morning show on Rock 103.   Then Jarman would go to 981 the Max with Danni Bruns and Drake and Zeke would eventually follow.   It is odd how life works out but what I will remember most is the on air relationship and friendship between The Jar and Danni had an amazing chemistry and repour on the air and has much as: I always made a habit of listening to Danni because I always knew she would make me laugh and she was having fun doing it.   That seems to be a theme with me doesn’t it?   It does appeal to me not so much fun but people who enjoy whatever they are doing!   I am not against fun by the way it depends on what that fun is when I think of fun I think of partying I have never really liked parties.   But that enthusiasm  that Danni had made me an instant fan.   That same humor inspired me to listen to Drake and Zeke at night I would listen to the radio and just silly it really gave me such joy and inspiration that is something I do not take for granted it is powerful.   I started listening: to Drake and Zeke on Rock 103 in the afternoons so when I discovered that Drake and Zeke had a replay of their morning show at night on 981 the Max I remembered the joy that I received from listening on Rock 103 so I made an appointment listening.   Chris Jarman just had a joyous and infectious personality and because Danni would take Ben Ferguson down an inch  I love her.   I have often thought about the cost between pursuing one’s dreams and the notion of being selfish the idea of being selfish is something I definitely take into account and there is a price with everything life on the one hand I respect those who are persistence but what are you willing to give up is the question that should be asked?   If you have your family support that is half the battle because most of the time family members want you to go the traditional  route and they mean well.   But Henry Rollins realized whatever it is in having a real job he knew he did not have it.   Which Henry emphasized is not poison but they are coming from a different value system that he does not have.   I think that is human nature working against me the idea  of my being occupied with number 1 makes no sense to me.   Anyone who thinks happiness is a simple subject has not thought through the issue or those who think you are either happy or you are not I wish it were that simplistic.   Or those who think everyone choices to be happy and relatively speaking most people want to be happy but it is definitely not a choice for everybody.   I think the best thing my parents did for my brother and me is they did not dote on us meaning I did not grow up thinking I was the end all be all I spent a lot of time alone using my imagination and had my own thoughts.   I miss those times because I really had to develop my imagination which with all the screens I think that has taken away much of the imagination I had to use to entertain myself I would impersonate entertainers that I admired more specifically VJs on MTV and VH1 I did not grow up listening to a lot of radio but I did admire it.   I have worked through a lot of personal issues through out these sections and my hope is to work though the idea of being selfish that is my goal.   Tiffany Hendra once said that you are right where you are supposed to be  that is extremely comforting because let’s face it most people want to be in control over everything so that is why it is comforting to let go I think there can be freedom in letting go.   There are people who freak if the slightest thing goes wrong and I hate to admit this but I understand that notion but those who freak out when the slightest thing goes wrong are usually un pleasant to be around so one of my goals and Dennis Prager mentioned on one of his fireside  chats it is a good goal to be easy or learn how to be easy that is definitely a goal  I have had  even before I heard Dennis talk about it.   I think my brother thinks I can be a little to easy or laid back or I can be a little up tight so I am not sure how that co exists but it seems to do so.   The one thing I may have an issue is the notion that if you do not get married you do not grow up I understand what he means by that in some ways but in other ways I do not that is the main reason someone wants to grow up and that if you do not get married in some ways you do not grow up which makes sense but I am not sure the longer I have lived I am not sure marriage is for everyone.   I do not trust many people because I much like Dennis Prager I do not believe human nature is basically good.   But I will say in meeting in new people I love letting  my guard down Neil Peart the drummer for the rock band Rush was  accused by fans who first meet Neil believed he was arrogant but that was not the case at all I saw an interview: with Eddie Trunk on VH1 Classic the program was called “Hangin’ with Eddie Trunk this interview took place in 2006.   This goes back to not making snap judgements Neil probably did not like the heavy media attention and maybe the fanaticism of certain fans.   Eddie Trunk gave this wonderful advice in meeting your favorite musicans and bands just act normal do not freak out just treat them like you would anyone else.   When Ronnie James Dio would have fans say they were nervous talking to him and how much his music ment to them he would say I am a person just like you!   I think that is the best way to handle it Lynn Hoffman also said that Neil was  not arrogant that he was just media shy he was actually kind.   I need to go back to what Tiffany Hendra said about how you are right where you need to be I think that is true it all has to do with faith I have noticed that when people start talking about faith they usually tune out the main aspect of faith is you can try to explain it but I really do not think anyone will start to believe until they feel it and have that experience but I love the idea of not rushing and the idea of not having instant grandafaction I think that is a huge problem especially with young people.   I am really excited about Rebellion tomorrow night April 25th there are plenty of matches that I am looking forward Sami Callihan and Trey Miguel in a last man standing match I think this match will take Trey to the absolute next level this is not in Trey’s wheel house he is a great competitor but I do not know if this is the best idea in fact I think this  may be a trap set by Sami.   I think Sami really wanted to bring the passion out of Trey but I think Trey refusing  to join Sami made him angry which I think set up this last man standing match but I think Trey will take it to another gear he has in order to survive against Sami Callihan.   Also in the main event: between the Impact Champion Rich Sawn  and the AEW Champion Kenny Omega: I think there will be two referees one from Impact and the other from AEW I am really not sure how fair this match will be because Kenny Omega will have The Inviable Hand Don Callis and The Good Brothers in his corner and where does Don Callis’s and The Good Brothers loyalties lie because I know The Good Brothers are in Impact and are looking to regain the Impact  World Tag Team Titles from Fin Juice but Fin Juice took the Impact World Tag Team Titles to Japan: after they defeated The Good Brothers to become the new Impact Tag Team Titles  but Good Brothers have been on AEW Dynamite on TNT and they are with: Don Calis and Kenny Omega.   So it seems to me much like Tommy Dreamer that the relationship between AEW and Impact has been one sided which benefits AEW and not Impact Wrestling: I do not understand why Impact has been the internet’s wiping boy it does not matter to me because they are still fans.   I really am against personal attacks it is one of the negatives of social media are the negative acts it is not the same as having a difference of opinion or even a debate is fine.   But personal attacks are not necessary.   Especially things that are subjective much like music it is okay to have a difference of opinion or a debate but again personal attacks ruin it for a lot of people.   I am really hoping that Rich Swan defends Kenny Omega tomorrow night at Rebellion and it does not matter what I think of Kenny Omega’s personality or his in ring work I need to stress again that I am really not familiar: with Kenny Omega in ring or his promos but I can say I do not like his attitude.   It seems as if that the Invisible Hand has put his own interest above Impact’s the last time I checked Don is still one of the executive Vice President of Impact Wrestling and I have to admit the Invisible Hand always seems to be one step ahead of everyone in the business:  including: Dave Meltzer Kenny is MR. Melzer’s favorite he awards his matches 7 stars so there is definitely something I am missing about Kenny Omega and just having great matches is only one aspect that makes a good professional wrestler there are fans on the internet  who only focus on how good the matches are which I think is a mistake.   Dave Melzer seems always defend any style of wrestling he will argue well the demographics say or for that audience it is true that the USWA/WCCW Memphis and Texas rassling style would  not connect with the WWE sports entertainment presentation but I do not know how anyone can defend Joey Ryan’s dick flip and I can defend The Rock’s people’s elbow and I loved Scotty 2 Hotty’s  worm and in the context of a wrestling match I defend Al Snow knocking someone out with a plastic head.   I am hoping that Rich Sawn wins tomorrow night at Rebellion on April 25th LIVE: in Nashville  I will always support the Impact banner and Rich Sawn is an Impact Champion I cannot be prouder. Whatever happens after this match it will change direction of the entire industry and this type of match may never happened again!   Two world champions facing each other to see who is the better man this is a once in a generationally matchup: Mauro Ranallo requested to be at Rebellion and will be on commentary during the main event: between Rich Sawn and Kenny Omega!   I love both of the video packages that Mauro narrates the 5 ways that both Rich Sawn and Kenny Omega can defend the other: I am privileged  to be a part of Rebellion as a lifelong  fan of professional wrestling it is my pleasure!   I hope that Mauro will do more with Impact after this historic once in a lifetime match up!   I have always enjoyed  Mauro’s commentary his passion I did watch some Pride Ultimate Fighting with Mauro on commentary and I not  really an MMA fan I respect it but it really is not my thing I respect it I truly do.   Gina Carano almost got me into MMA I love Gina sticking her tongue out: is wonderful!   Mauro commented for Elite XC Combat on CBS and Showtime.    Gina was a part of this group as well.   I am definitely more of a fan of Gina that she stood up for her beliefs when the woke mob went after her.   I also loved the movie Haywire.   Moose returned  to Impact this past Thursday on Impact on AXSTV he warned Rich Sawn that he better not loose that Impact Championship to Kenny Omega at Rebellion tonight Sunday April 25th Rich defended Moose to unify both the Impact and TNA Championships at Sacrifice so Rich Sawn and Moose do not like each other but they are united in their loyalty to Impact  I would like to thank both Scott D’amore of Impact and Tony Khan of AEW for making this match possible!   I need to thank The Invisible Hand Don Calis for being the mastermind who set this once in a generational dream matchup!   I think no matter what happens this match will change the entire industry!   Tiffany  Bolton was the CO host of Beat the Geeks she was sort of the Vanna White but I would argue that Tiff was much better then Vanna I always enjoyed Tiff.   Tiffany Bolton is the same person as Hendra they are the exact same person.   “50 years ago a dreamer was born and there is a group of dreamers in the back”.   Tommy Dreamer.   One of the standards that people use is your mark on others  are you pleasant to be around are you helpful?   Or do you make people miserable?   There are people who will not like you no matter what you do you cannot please everyone so do not try!   There are people who are always down on something and this goes for certain Christans as well some of them need to lighten up just a little bit.   God does not want anyone to be miserable  for their entire  lives one of negatives about imagination is you are the only one can see it so God shows you a coming attraction he has for you and there will be people  will think you are crazy you have not because you asked not James 4:2 I am not  good at asking God for things being specific but I look at my fortunate and marvel how I blessed I truly am maybe I do not need anymore?   I do not like the notion that everything happens for a reason and there are some Christans  who say that to people they barley know I am not sure  if that is true and I am not sure if that is the best thing to tell Christans especially with all the unexacted tragedies people deal I am just not sure.   But I am hoping that when those tragedies happen I hope to lean  on God even before those tragedies occur but I am not sure how one can prepare for the tragedies before they occur.   I guess I consider myself: to be a dreamer  and I said I worry about the notion or idea of being selfish it is human nature because Dennis Prager wrote: in his book Happiness is a serious problem that one of the major obstacles to happiness is an unsustainable nature or human nature that we have to work against human nature.   But I am hoping that God will help me because I have offend heard that life is a balancing act so I am hoping with God’s help I can balance others lives without them hating me and where ever my dreams take because it says in the bible that anyone without a dream will perish.   So dreaming and the act of dreams is essential in other words you do not have a choice I would like to go to a Rock’n Roll Fantasy Camp : when I saw Lynn Hoffman interview: Bret Micheals etc. on VH1 Classic I thought how fun?   Because I have been a life long hard rock fan I would love to see how that works.   I am thrilled that AXSTV  started doing Wrestle Week it started this past Tuesday April 20th and ended this past Saturday which ended this past Sunday with Rebellion on Sunday April 25th.   I will always support Impact banner I would like to thank all of the Impact talent for their passion and their hardcore sprit thank you to Scott D’amore of Impact: and Tony Khan of AEW Impact is a banner that is extremely special to me!   Henry Rollins once said on the Dennis Miller Show: in 1992 that they say life is short but  when you think about life is nether short or long it just goes on whether you are here or not you die tomorrow I’m still here so it is all about lifetime and that he did not know anyone in the audience but he liked them!   Kenny Omega became the new Impact Champion I am not sold on Kenny Omega but I probably have not watched enough of his matches: but I am looking forward to watching Rebellion because as I need to keep reminding myself we are all fans.    

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