acknowledgements:

 

I am extremely fortunate I probably do not express it has well as I should but I hope to continue and improve.   I would first and need to thank my dad for watching Wayne’s World 2 that finally gave me the impetus to start this project I love you!   My mom you are the most selfless person I know because you put my brother and me first over your own happiness and well being.    I am truly so fortunate to have you in my life thank you I love you!   My grandpa thank you for encouraging me to continue this project I truly look forward to spending time with you each week thanks for all the laughs I love you!   Special side note: My brother  you truly are  my best friend I thank God that I have you in my life.    I truly wish nothing but the best for you in your life because you deserve any and all the best in your life.    You are the absolute best.   I love you!   Lastly I need to thank God because truth be told I do not acknowledge him in all ways I should but I am thankfully that he has gotten me this far I think I know what it is I think because God has gotten me this far he will not leave us.   I look at my fortunate and marvel at how fortunate I am.   In Chris Hardwick’s book How to Reach the Next Level in Your Real Life: he writes:  You Deserve Every Wonderful Thing You Want in This Life.   There is No Merit to Living in A Sadness Dungeon. Work Hard and Play Nicely.      I also need to thank Eddie Trunk reading his books encouraged me to enjoy the music that I truly love regardless of what others may think.   Also thanks Eddie for being a flag waver for the music you love!   There are musicians/bands that I only discovered by reading and listening to Eddie Trunk.   I need to thank Jim Cornete for signing my 25th anniversary Midnight Express scarp book and also helping me forum many of my opinions and preserving what makes professional wrestling such a different and unique art form preserving the magic.    I think this is an extremely important note: there is an entitlement I am not sure what the right word is but there is a group of individuals who think it is their obligation to stop anything they may find offensive not taking into account that in order to live in a free society we have to live with things that we do not like that is the price of living in a free society.   No one forces anyone to watch or listen to anything they do not want it is a lack of maturity I think because as adults we understand that this is the price of living in a free society.   As Dennis Prager said who are you to shut him up or who is he to shut any one else up? That is how important freedom of speech and freedom in general is.   I think it is okay to apologize because everyone will make a mistake but apologizing for "offending" anyone I think is a huge issue and problem.   Thank you to Tommy Dreamer:  and House of Hardcore/HOH I need to thank Ronnie James Dio for the quote  at the beginning of this blog.   I am not sure I will ever live up to that quote or the person Ronnie was but it truly inspires me.   I think Lemmy Killmister  from Motorhead: came up with the saying I used and Doro Pesch started using it and then she sticks up the Dio  horns and says "Stay Hard Stay Heavy"!   I need to acknowledge God more without becoming a religious fanatic which I think I need  to reiterate and again I do not want to be disrespectful to anyone with this statement the last thing people need is just another religion in their lives what people need  and should desire is for  is Jesus Christ to be in their lives but I am certainly not perfect.   I hear people say they will become a Christan when they are either ready or perfect so they will never become Christians because they will never be ready or perfect.   I still have desires that I do not understand and try to avoid them but I will never deny I have them.   But I am willing to put my faith in Jesus Christ again never perfect.