I am embarrassed

This will not take to long but I want to stress I look at the beging of this thing that 1^st section  I am embarrassed this just so no  one thinks everything I have written is so perfect.   That 1^st section is so bad in my mind that  I want no one to read it.   I do not think I have any real talent whatsoever.   I just am a rock music fan and who has aspects of professional wrestling that I would like to preserve so future generation can experience the joy and passion that I received just as a fan.   Alex Borstein  of Mad TV once said that every comedic is really just a frustrated rock star.   I have never understood the dynamics of being a rock star.   My hope is that my passion for this music comes across in much of these writings my objective has always been to express my opinion in a clear and understandable way but it also needs to be entertaining that should never be overlooked.   When anyone puts something out it is not yours anymore meaning you never know how people will react to it.   Their relationship  with it they may interpret words that are not there.   I still think what is said in private should not matter.   If people are being judged by what they say or have said will be used against them we are all in trouble.   It is extremely sad.   I do believe people give up to easily on themselves because they are affaird of failure or judgement from their family.   What your family thinks should matter but for most people that will stop them from trying anything.   I can guarantee everyone you will fail at some point in your life.   If that is stopping you from doing something I find that extremely sad and an unfilled life.   This is all a journey.   There is not a select few that have been touched by God everyone has talent there will be times in this life where you fail please do not let that prevent you from living a fulfilled life because time is only getting shorter.   The reason I keep mentioning  the touched by God thing I think there are way too many people who believe that which prevents them from living their most fulfilled life.