Why not me? Why not you?

My whole thing I have been thinking about this not worring about it but why not me?   Why should I not be able to have every good thing I want in this life?   I want to install this in other people there is so much  depression sadness desperation out there and for good reason but it takes some engery to ignore that brain but it can be done and in my experience it should be done because your brain only wants to feel good at any particular moment or just to dull the pain.   That is why people get drunk that  is why  they get high but it takes discipline to not give in to that is  why men cheat on their wives because you are thinking  at that particular moment oh that girl is hot you may even think that girl is better looking then my wife but  that fades away that is just lust.   One of reasons I love hard rock/heavy metal I love the theatrical role of it I do not think a lot of religious groups get that this is supposed to be fun.   I am a fan of fun!   I love that there are some people who say that rock’n roll and professional wrestling are for people who do not want to grow up but it is just a theatrical role it is good and if you ask me it has been a postive thing for me.   I truly wish there was more support from people the more I think about you kind of have to be your own cheerleader/motivator in life because your loved ones love you and want what is best for you they have good intentions but sometimes they can hurt you like no one else can.   All of this takes time and engery because I am all right motivated.