Thursday, January 23, 2020

I never want to be a bitter person


The main thing I never want to be and sometimes I think it is a choice other times I do not I think some people are truly born with a chemical imbalance and  have no chance of being happy.   That is sometimes an unfortunate reality for some people.   I think those people deserve our sympathy and support but at the same time you must let them go through whatever they are going through.   I have no problem with going though grief in fact I think there is  something wrong if you do not go through a grief process.   Sometimes I hear people say do not worry about it just distract yourself which I guess sounds helpful but I think go through the process eventually you have to move on and distract yourself if you must.   I do not think anything can prepare you for grief until it happens to you and then you go through it by yourself or with someone.   Because of the things I enjoy it is to easy for me to get caught up in that fantasy which I think can be great because  everyone needs an escape and an outlet.   It is why Kim Gordon said the voices of punk rock were indviuals that clawed and climbed walls to have their voices heard.   I am sure that famous people get caught up in themselves and they have to bring themselves back down to reality.   I do not think there is anything wrong with getting caught up in yourself from time to time but I think for the most part it is bad.   Ideas are only useful if you can find them again if you can not find them again they will do you no good no matter how good they maybe.   I never want to be a bitter person who used to be known as the guy who used to do something he loved it is extremely easy for me to become jaded problay I cannot promise anything I wish I could because I am not sure how anyone can be prepared for everything in life but I hope  I never become bitter.     

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